Hi ladies, im sorry for not posting for a while as i have had too many freakouts to count this last week of my 2ww! I have been reading everyones posts religiously - this is addictive and i am so desperate to know how everyone is doing!
Well 3 hpts later (just to check of course

) and i too seem to have a bfp!!!!!
Its really weird i thought i would be running around like a lunatic but im really not! I can only put it down to 2 things:
I just cant quite believe after over 3 years of trying that this could actually be it!
and i am just scared to death now that something will go wrong
Well - i dont do beta test like a lot of you guys, so the next thing i do is go in in 2 weeks for a scan to check everything out and see whether there is 1 or 2 little angels in there.
This weekend im going to see U2 in Cardiff in Wales (my fav band in the whole wide world

) and my dh informs me he is going to strap me to my chair as i usually turn into a mexican jumping bean at concerts!!!
Thanks everyone for helping me through such a tough time - i am convinced the support on this board increases the chances of success - i have not once felt alone through this.
I am snowed under in work at the mo - so i cant really do personals but i did want to say to deftones that i lost my grandad in january this year and my dad several years ago now and i - have put my order into them daily thru this telling them that they are in the primo place to help me get the result i dream of - and at this early stage it looks like they may have come through for me

. So i truly believe that your dad will be your guardian angel throughout this tough time
Take care girls
Helen
xx