hi. My boyfriend and I are just starting out in the process of IVF.
We are going through an egg share program. So I will have half of my eggs and the other half will go to help another couple.
My partner had a vasectomy about 8years ago so we are also needing to find a sperm doner through the clinic.
He already has 4 children who come to stay with us 2 - 3 days a week. I love his children very much, but it makes me want one more and more every day. I don't mean to sound selfish, so please don't think of me as being so.
It is so hard to see them cuddling up to him, to call him dad, to see him so happy when he is with them. I want that to. I want it so badly.
Sorry to go on, I just need to talk to someone