New IVF'er Feeling Lost In Big Cycle Group - anyone else?

DandMe · Post by **DandMe** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 1:41 pm

Hey Desire....I don't know how you've managed to not test.... I was going nuts...

I do wish you alll the best for your beta tomorrow - please post your bfp as soon as you get it! LOL My beta is for Friday, so I don't get the second one until Monday.

Here's my test this morning:

I am starting to really think that I'm pregnant...

katie99 · Post by **katie99** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 1:46 pm

Sonya - Sorry to crash! but that IS a LINE!!! Congrats !!!

DandMe · Post by **DandMe** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 1:55 pm

Katie I got goosebumps when you posted that.... LOL

Thanks... I mean.. can I start to really be hopeful now...?

sruppe · Post by **sruppe** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 3:31 pm

WOW the things you miss if you don't log on everyday! This 2ww is really starting to get to me. I have no signs of nothing.......2/18/10 is a LONG way away!

Sonya- looks like a BFP to me!

Desire- Good luck to you!

Shermy- congrats on the eggs! That is wonderful! Can't wait to hear your fertalization report!

Santee- congrats on the ET! Wishing you all the best!

Molly05- hows the hormones from stimming?

karenthescorpio · Post by **karenthescorpio** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 3:51 pm

DandMe- Looks like someone's pregnant! Congrats!

shermy19 · Post by **shermy19** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 5:03 pm

Sonya: Looks to me to be a BFP! I bet Friday can not come soon enough!

So, I got my fertilization report this morning. Out of the 11 eggs, 9 survived. There are 5 that have fertilized and 4 that they are waiting for. She said those four have not fertilized, but that they still can. I am doing my transfer on Thursday and again, I'm so nervous. I will do acupuncture before and after ET. I also won't know the grade of my embryos until that day (that's what I really want to know). Hopefully the quality will be better this time. If not, I am going to have a serious meltdown!!

Good luck to the rest of you!!!

Molly05 · Post by **Molly05** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 5:10 pm

Sruppe-hang in there! The 2ww must be torture, but keep up the positive thoughts and stay busy!

Shermy-5 fertilized eggs is good news! Can't wait to hear the quality of the embryos. Good luck on Thursday, I'll be thinking of you. I am hoping for every teacher's dream come true-a snow day tomorrow (and with the weather forecast I might be in luck!) Let us know how the ET goes.

I am still on the Lupron stage til Saturday...last night I was incredibly tired and slept for an hour and a half after dinner. Is this normal?

sruppe · Post by **sruppe** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 5:30 pm

Molly05-I was very moody, irritable and tired

Are you a teacher too? I am actually in my last semester of my education courses and will be doing my student teaching soon!

Shermy- congrats on your 5 fertalized eggs!

DandMe · Post by **DandMe** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 5:57 pm

[quote="sruppe"]WOW the things you miss if you don't log on everyday! This 2ww is really starting to get to me. I have no signs of nothing.......2/18/10 is a LONG way away!

I didnt have any signs.. and just a few now.... achy boobs, itchy, too... some mild 'motion sickness' feelings that come and go... and a wee bit emotional. All I can say is to distract yourself. Be patient as you can. My outlet is testing. Once I test each day (or twice!) I am fine.

DESIRE_270 · Post by **DESIRE_270** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 7:18 pm

Ok, so I couldn't wait and I did a HPT and it came back N.. So worried... I had my transfer on Jan 29th and I had a day five transfer. It should have came up by now. So does this mean Im not pupo... I go in tom for my first Beta test & it might be BFN... I think, I can't even think what am I talkign about.. Ok, I have to a big breath. You probably think im going crazy but this is exactly how I feel. Counting my hours... 18 more hours... I sound like a psychopath!!!

sruppe · Post by **sruppe** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 7:44 pm

Thanks Sonya, I needed that. I thought I would be okay and for some reason I was the first two days now it's all I can think about and I have a full schedule right now with full time work and I got to school full time in the evening and even that isn't enough to keep me distracted! Pretty sad huh......3dp3dt and counting

DandMe · Post by **DandMe** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 7:51 pm

DESIRE_270 wrote:Ok, so I couldn't wait and I did a HPT and it came back N.. So worried... I had my transfer on Jan 29th and I had a day five transfer. It should have came up by now. So does this mean Im not pupo... I go in tom for my first Beta test & it might be BFN... I think, I can't even think what am I talkign about.. Ok, I have to a big breath. You probably think im going crazy but this is exactly how I feel. Counting my hours... 18 more hours... I sound like a psychopath!!!

Hey Desire - I know of lots of women who didn't get a bfp until they got a positive beta. You really can't know until you get your blood test. Keep your spirits up and keep yourself busy! I know can get early tests because I've gotten them before. I'm a 'proven' tester! Take it easy and you'll know tomorrow. I called my clinic and asked what the next step was if it was a BFN... having that information made me focus on the future if it didn't work this time... and was comforting to know that we were not at the end of our journey... that we simply didn't get to our destination yet!

DandMe · Post by **DandMe** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 7:53 pm

sruppe wrote:Thanks Sonya, I needed that. I thought I would be okay and for some reason I was the first two days now it's all I can think about and I have a full schedule right now with full time work and I got to school full time in the evening and even that isn't enough to keep me distracted! Pretty sad huh......3dp3dt and counting

K.. well hon.... your little ones are just now at the blastocyst stage and are not even implanted yet... that can happen from 5 to about 7 days past your transfer, and then another couple of days for it to metabolize into your bloodstream.. (the HCG). My blasts were almost at the hatching stage and I suspect the implanted within 24 hours of the ET.... Chin up, buttercup!

DESIRE_270 · Post by **DESIRE_270** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 8:04 pm

Thanks Sonya,

You made me feel so much better. No matter what I will keep trying.. This is so stressful.

lol

So did you get your results yet? Im eager to know.. We are one day apart and I know u r BFP... A Baby coming ur way. XOXO

DandMe · Post by **DandMe** » Tue Feb 09, 2010 8:07 pm

I don't get my beta until Friday for some reason..... I'm pretty sure I'm pregnant, too... just hoping this one is sticky..!

New IVF'er Feeling Lost In Big Cycle Group - anyone else?

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