Today~
I am a complete nervous wreck!
Still have not heard from the loan place about our application being approved or denied.
~The dh is calling them now.
I don't want to spend my afternoon crying if they deny us.
On the other hand, the neighbors will think Ive won the lottery with the excited screaming they hear coming from my place if we are approved.
Dh talked to the insurance company yesterday.
They will only approve blood work, u/s & a % of the medication costs.
He applied for a CC but we don't know if he got approved or not.
If we get denied our last option and hope I think is a bank loan.
I dont know. Not sure. Never asked for money from someplace before.
Anyways, VERY anxious.
Thanks for the compliments on the dress. Nope. He has not seen it & he wont til the big day.
The colors are Red silk & Ivory lace. Lots of candles & lots of red roses.
Should be pretty.
Its nice a nice distraction. The wedding planning.
Keeps me from stressing too much about the IVF stuff.
Right now, it just isn't working.
thank so much for your welcoming and encouraging words, my MD has been always positive about me getting pregnant and having healthy babies so I can't wait for it to happen. You know I have been reading true stories books about couples struggling with infertility I am more positive now and hopefully with God's help we all will have healthy babies one of these days. I think we just have to be more patient, pray a lot , get enough rest and hope for the best.
