Traci

Dagny · Post by **Dagny** » Fri May 07, 2004 3:52 pm

Hello buddy

You are very quiet at the mo - is every thing alright??

Love Dagny xkx

Tracey S · Post by **Tracey S** » Fri May 07, 2004 4:15 pm

Just thought I would reply to this as looks like tracey and sounds like tracey just spelt traci - just had a very silly email off her with a Chinese take away piccy on - won't got any further will I trace!
Presume ok but had no real message but had a few the other day and she was fine
Hope all ok now Trace
Love
Tracey
xxx

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Fri May 07, 2004 6:57 pm

Hi girls
well what a day I have had first of all I put our house on the market and put an offer in to the estate agents for this house we have fallen for then went to chose Cam some eye goggles then to acupuncture then upset my neibour by telling her we are moving , she loves us and doesnt want us to move !!! and then my friend rang me to tell me that she is being tested for breast cancer and is scared out of her witts she has just had IVF baby number 2 and then finnished off with msn games with my dad via webcam which is a ball , I have felt a bit twingy in the right places but also very achey top legs like AF is on its way but its far to early for that so we wont worry. Not knicker checking yet boobs are sore but thats the pessaries Im sure , actually I am quite calm it must be the acupuncture cause Im never calm!!! anyway thanks for thinking of me .

How are you guys?
Trace x

Dagny · Post by **Dagny** » Fri May 07, 2004 7:51 pm

Hello Traci and you Tracey!

Traci - I am glad you sound so chirpy. Af in the legs is a good sign isn't it?? I am feeling really positive for you right now. I do think this is your time. Your poor friend must feel so shocked. How awful for her as if she hasn't been through enough already. How is your Dad by the way? Cool about the house I hope you get it. When will you know when your offer gets accepted?

Tracey - Hmmmm funny that, I got an email with the Chinese take away too. I wonder who sent me that

Oh yes - You did!!! My Mum thought it was hilarious. Did the picture of Katelyn turn up??

Keep smiling girlies, lots of babydust on it's way to you Traci

Love Dagny xkx

Dagny · Post by **Dagny** » Sat May 08, 2004 12:53 pm

Hi

Just checked my emails and realised it was you Traci not the other Tracey who sent the Chinese take away email. All these Tracy's

It get's confusing

Love Dagny xkx

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Sat May 08, 2004 1:03 pm

it gave me a chuckel!!!

Nikola · Post by **Nikola** » Sun May 09, 2004 11:56 am

Hello girls!

I'm back home again - hurrah! AND SO ARE MY GIRLS!!

Anyway, just wanted to add - I got the chinese takeaway too!

Traci I can't tell you how excited and crossed everything is for you a the moment - I've got a very good feeling about this one!

When do you test? I know everyone will know this, but I'm out of the loop (not for long - I'll soon be top of the posters!!)

Dagny - please send me a picture of Katelyn!!! How you doing lovely? Did I read on the other side you are planning more tmt next month? Good for you - we'll be here for you when you do!

Right I'd better go and express or these two will be howling......!

Love you to you three (missed you loads!!!)

nik.xxx

Dagny · Post by **Dagny** » Sun May 09, 2004 12:48 pm

Hi Nikola

I posted to you on the other side but I need to keep up my postings now my arch rival is back in town

Welcome home honey we have missed you so much. Your DH did a grand job keeping us updated as did our pal Tracey but it's great having you back in person.

You did read it right I am going back on that bloody roller coaster next month - Eeek

I am a little apprehensive but I am not giving up, no way Hosea (or however you spell it).

I will send you a piccy of Katelyn. She's my little angel and I love her so much. I just wish I could hold her and tell her so but God decided otherwise.

Speak soon my friend. Tracey is quiet today!!

Love and hugs especially for Milly and Florrie

Dagny xkx

Hi Traci - How ya doing??? Only a week to go...................

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Sun May 09, 2004 1:24 pm

Hi Girls
Great to have you back again Nikola , what does it feel to be a mummy? I bet you are releived to get them back home to coo over . I have to say your hubby creased me up , he is so funny I wish he could write more often!!! he would chear us all up when we are feeling crap! anyway one week down one week to go , it has absolutley flown by and have felt very optimistic so far although today just feel a tag negative

I will get over it , this is the way it is isnt it up one minuet down the next !!! off tomorrow and back to work on Tuesday although my week is a very slim one , I am only doing 5 clients a day and just hanging around doing paperwork Like paying ugly bills

any Dagny the days are closing in for when you start dont worry we will all be here to drag you through

. we have made our third bedroom into a spare room instead of a craft room , it has had the works and only cost us £8.99 for a new curtain pole , we had paint in the shed , good old almond white and curtains from next that I had two years ago with bedding to match . the other room looks bigger to as we have taken out one bed . My stepson painted our fence panel today so thats done and Cam is finishing upstairs and tomorrow we are ready for the crouds to view our house. I think if My embies would have implanted it would have been on thursday and I did take it easy Mon , Tues , Wed , Thurs, not so much friday but I went down town and then to acupuncture and then viewed this house and from then on I have rushed about but nothing I feel would have harmed anything its not like I am exercising !!! anyway I have rambled enough !

Take care everyone

Does anyone evr use the chat room or are we all trying to get loads of posts!!!

Trace x

Dagny · Post by **Dagny** » Sun May 09, 2004 2:35 pm

Hi Traci

Glad to hear you are coping OK! It is like you said, very up and down with the old emotions and trying to feel positive. It has GOT to work for you this time. Keeping work to a minimum is a good idea so you won't get yourself stressed.

How old is your step son? My step daughter is 12 going on 20! Sometimes she reverts to a toddler when it suits her. Kids can be so fickle

I wish I could start treatment tomorrow as I hate all this waiting.

Hope you get the house of your dreams. Keep up those positive thoughts and I am keeing all my fingers and toes crossed for you.

Love Dagny xkx

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Sun May 09, 2004 6:27 pm

Ive got two boys 14 and 12 David and Scott , David the eldest now works every weekend so he dosent come over now which is great for Scott cause he likes being here all on his own bless him , he is the most sweetest boy you could ever imagine to have , he is thoughtfull Kind and is really helpfull . The other one well! if I say he likes to be Like "ONE OF THE GANG" and attitude needs taming you will get my drift , we seem to rub each other up the wrong way also his mum. I get on really well with Cams X and I do her hair as I have done since 1988 . It was all amicable as I am sure I have told you in the past.

Trace x

Dagny · Post by **Dagny** » Sun May 09, 2004 8:48 pm

Hi Trace

I don't know anything about you and Cam's X etc.

My relationship with Lucy was rocky to start with - probably coz DH's ex (not wife I might add) hated me so Lucy did too! But it is fine now. I do find it difficult some weekends and feel resentment sometimes and it got much better when I got PG but then when Katelyn died all the suppressed resentment came back with a vengance. It is totally unfeasable but having step children is hard enough but ontop of not being to have a baby yourself it makes it SO much harder. I am just desparate to have a baby with David. We have a LONG history - childhood sweethearts etc and after realising I couldn't live without him we got back together but with a little baggage!!

I could go on but it would bore everyone.

How is you Dad? Is he feeling better?

How was your weekend?

Take care love Dagny xkx

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Mon May 10, 2004 8:28 am

First of all My dad is doing ok , he feels the cold alot now as he is on medication and it thins his blood out , but he is much chirpier now I have sorted him out a diet , he only needs to loose a stone now , he has already lost a stone . We go on MSN every day at the mo while Im home and cause we both have webcams we can see each other and we play games together over the internett so that keeps him out of mistchief cause he will not sit down , X posty for 24 years and used to walking alot!!!

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Mon May 10, 2004 8:39 am

Secondly

My weekend was sorting our house out to be sold it didnt take much as everyone tells me my house is like changing rooms , I will send you a picky of our conservatory I will really miss it but I can always buy another one later on !!! if we have any money spare our mortgage is going to be double !!!! but scarey but you have to take chances in life and I will know one way or another on Monday as this I think !!! may be our last attempt as we have already spent £16000 and cant really afford to chuck any more money away!!! I have decided that I wouldnt eggshare again as you get so little chance of eggs and it cost £4500 which is 2 goes effectivly , I think we will have a good think about using my sister as a donor , she has agreed but Cam said he would only use her as alast resort!!! anyway PMA PMA it is going to work this time

although dont feel like it has, Ive started boob bashing as they dont hurt as much. anyway I will sign off now as I need breaky!!!

Trace x

5 posts this morning!

Tracey S · Post by **Tracey S** » Mon May 10, 2004 9:54 am

I feel quite dizzy with all the posts you have done - even Nik managed one!!!!

Nik - great to have you back - of course you know I missed you so won't write it again!!!

Trace - glad all goign well - know too well about the mortgage from hell - we have one - glad dad is ok too and on the mend. I have been at my dads 70th birthday party this weekend hence being quiet and we have the girls all week as they dippy mother got married - he nearly backed out several times.

She is a nightmare as you all know but won;t start on that again or you will all overtake me on the posts. Hope the house thing works out - where is the new house or have you said - pg brain

Dagny - yes Traci sent the takeaway - I am so much more mature

and no way Jose is spelt Jose with the accent which we don't have on the keyboard.

Katelyn's piccy was lovely - sent you an email back - did you get it?
Love to you all
Tracey
xxx

Traci

Traci

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