I am a bit worried as I can't seem to find any posts from Sue re: her results from last Thursday? Does anyone know - hope she's OK?
Nickie
1st Cycle ICSI - Cancelled before E/R due to poor response
2nd Cycle ICSI - April 2004 Negative
3rd Cycle FET - July 2004 - Negative
4th Cycle ICSI - Nov 2004 - BFP (Oh my GOD)
Thanks for thinking of me. As you may have guessed my cycle was yet another -ve and I felt so down and upset I couldnt face posting as I would have put enough negativity on here to last a life time. I just feel like I have been here so many times and am begining to face the fact that I may not ever get to the 'other' side. This was my 3rd fresh and I have had 1 FET, every single time I have brilliant embies, but they never stick around! I really thought that with the steroids this time it might make a difference. Anyway, I have my follow up next week, which I am dreading, as my consultant is very blunt, and I dont expect to hear good things.
That coupled with the fact that I turned 39 on Sun is why I am not posting much!!
On the positive side, I have accepted another offer on my house and I have handed my notice in, so I will be a lady of leisure for a while and will give this IVF lark one more try!
I know it does work for lots of people and everyone on this site deserves a +ve, but I also know I cant take too much more of the emotional side of things.
Sue xxx
PS Sorry Im not very chirpy but I am a lot better than I was(hard to believe eh!)
I am so sorry that it was another negative for you. I had a feeling as we hadn't heard from you that it was the case. It is such a load of pants. We put so much energy and not to mention money into this whole IVF business only to be kicked in the guts at the end.
I hope your follow up appointment goes well. Please don't give up. It will be your turn soon.
I am thinking of you Sue and my heart goes out to you and your DH.
Take care
Lots of love Dagny xkx
Me 38 DH 40
1st 2nd & 4th IVF/ICSI -ve
3rd +ve DD Katelyn born @ 24wks & sadly died
5th +ve m/c 9wks
6th +ve Twins Sadly DD Leah stillborn @20wks and DS Kieran born @22wks but sadly died too
7th +ve - DD Chloë Mae born @38wks our precious miracle
So sorry sue , well done for giving it another go when your ready, and handing in your notice will prob do the trick are you going to take up a hobby? I love Card making but it is so addictive . Hope you can get your life back to happiness soon .