Just noticed you put a message on for me. No hasnt happened yet but EC is tomorrow so hopefully then I will know how the donor has done. All clinic will tell me is that she is doing OK. The waiting is killing me and I've still got the 2WW to go!
You are half way through your 2WW so I am hoping you will have a positve as you deserve it and I'm sure that will give us some hope as well.
Just wanted to send you both all my love my fingers and toes and legs and arms and everything else is crossed for you both
think im going to go and buy a baby candle this weekend mayb a nice big yellow one that will hold lots of baby dust i will light it for all of us girls
My donor gave me 6 eggs but three of them are immature so I am hoping that the other 3 fertilise OK. I thought donor eggs would be easier but I think it is harder!
I didnt tell you it was harder cause I didnt want to alarm you but I do sympathise , if it makes you feel better I had 5 given and only 2 mature enough to use but both fertilised thank god and both put back so it will be ok I Promise poor you another sleepless night tonight I dont envy you here is a big {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} it will be fine honest . have a last wee drink to help you sleep I did . but havent had any since ET
Thanks for your thoughts. Only one embie fertilised so we are hoping that doesnt die overnight as well so we can make it to Et tomorrow. I know it only takes one but I dont hold out much hope. This looks like my 4th failure and I dont think I can go thru it again - anyway we have spent all our savings and more so far so dont think we could find the money anyway. I'm trying to be positive but it gets harder and harder with each failure.
I am so sorry - my head is all over the place at the moment - can't believe I missed all this.
Think positive thoughts for your little fighter and remember the golden egg - we have several golden egg babies here!
Love
Tracey
xxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!