Im not going to be a Mum :(

[alypraying]

Hi Traci
So sorry to read your news I thought this was going to be your time, you have been an inspiration to so many and given so much of yourself to encourage and support others it is so unfair that this hasn't worked. I wish you and Cam happiness in your new home and peace in what ever you decided to do next. love and hugs
Aly
xxx

[gem]

Oh Traci I'm gutted for you,this is just NOT fair If anyone deserves this YOU do,I dont know what else to say but thankyou for all your help and advice since I've joined this site you have been a star,I just cant believe it hasnt worked.
Hope your enjoying the champagne and your new house.
Dont know what else to say but thankyou for being a good friend to many on this site,we are all here if you need us.
Love Gemxxxxx

[loopylou57uk]

hi traci,i am so so sorry that it has`nt worked for you,like everyone else has said,you really really deserve it,i hope you and dh are doing ok,have some precious time together with lots of cuddles and things,you know what they say-new house new baby,you will get your dream one day,take care,love loopy.

[Allison]

Traci,

I am so very very sorry that you didnt get the result that you wanted. I was praying hat when I switched on tonight for the first time for a while that you would be sharing some good news. You certainly deserve to have success and be a mum and it is a such a shame that it hasnt happened to date.

You sound so strong and I think we all admire how much strength you have especially when things dont go right. I hope your house move goes right and that you will on day have the baby you want.

Sending you lots of hugs.

Love Allison
xx

[Tracey S]

Oh Traci

Words just fail me (and that is not often as you know!) I really thought this was your turn and sometimes the fickle hand of fate really p****s me right off
If anyone deserved it is is you - I understand totally what you are saying and know you have made the right decision to go and enjoy life with CAm for a bit. If there is anything I can do just ask......... if they would let me donate you could have mine but at 37 I am considered a fossil! Mind you not sure you would want mine?!!!!

Take some time out, get pissed etc and enjoy life and see what path it takes you in. You still have time to make huge decisions and will do so when the time is right.
You have helped me through my cycles and always been there to provide a shoulder to cry and laugh on. You know where I am and I won't lose touch promise
My thoughts are with you as always..........
Love
Tracey
xxx

[Nick]

Oh TRACI, How unfair life is. Rushed back and left dh. with supper to sign on. You have been such a great mate on the boards, I would and others miss you if you packed it all in now. As for not being a mum - well you are too good not to be a mum, so do be positive, and way up the options (promise)


As for Dagny's board award - I'll raise a glass or two of water to that.

Have a happy house move (me too at the end of June) and give yourself a well earned rest.

Lots of love and hugs,
Nickyx

[Tania]

Hi Traci

I am so so sorry to hear about your sad news. I only joined this site a few weeks ago but I found you so supportive to me and all the other girls over the last few weeks.

I really hope you spoil yourself, especially in the next few weeks. Look after DH.

Good luck with your move. And good luck in any decisions that you make.

best wishes

Tania

[packer12freeserve]

I too would like to say how sorry i am that your treatment failed.It just doesn't seem fair and sometimes things just don't make any sense as everyone has said you are always there for everyone else and always find the time to answer everyones questions and be there with advice for all of us.Just take each day as it comes and get through things anyway you can.Wishing you both lots and lots of happiness in your new home.Thank you for being there i know that you have helped me in the past and many others.Take care and spoil yourself as you deserve it but i still hope that you might get a positive tomorrow again as said before if anyone deserves it you do.
Love,
Nicky

[Nikola]

Oh Trace, I'm so sorry. I was really hoping that at last this would be your turn, if anyone deserves it you do. How can one person be so supportive of others and not have anything in return. Life is just so unfair.

If there is anything I can do (you can have some of my eggs - I'm MUCH younger than Tracey Sharp, so mine might be less rotten!!) you know where I am - I'm here for you anytime of the day or night.

You've become such a lovely friend, there is no way you are getting rid of me now. You're stuck with me!

I'll email you.

love nikola.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[sharoninsomerset]

Traci,

I'm sure that this thread will be one of the biggest ever. I think that you will find that everyone, current, old and new will be posting to you over the next few days. You are an exceptional person and everyone is shedding a tear for you today!

There really isn't anything that hasn't been said before. I wish you all the happiness for the future, whatever it brings. I hope that your house move is everything you dream of and that you and your DH find the strenght to fight another day.

Lots of love and hugs
Sx

[SBROWN]

Traci

as someone once said to me

BIG FAT HAIRY BOLLOCKS!!

I am so,so, gutted for you.........As the other say, If anyone deserves to be a mum, its Traci........

I cant believe how positive you sound.........ALthough no consolation you have so much going for you in life, a wonderful husband, loads of friends, a job you enjoy......the list is endless.......

Im not sure I believe in miracles but if they do exist I really pray you get yours one day..........

I dont know what else to say..........as nothing anyone says will take away the disappointment.......

Just keep your chin up girl and I truly wish you a wonderful and happy life..........

Keep in touch
Sarah
xxxxxxxxxxxx

[datkins]

Traci,
I am so sorry for the news, but I am so grateful to have found such supportive friends on this site. We all know exactly what you are going through, and we are all crying with you for your loss.
If you feel like taking a really long road trip, load up and come on to the states. We live on the beach and the champagne flows freely here. We'll all forget our problems in no time.
You're in my thoughts.
Dana

[samk]

Tracey,

As someone who clings to hope and will only believe the worst when then hospital tells me I am owndering if you are 100% sure it is all over. I really hope I am not being crass saying this but I am pretty sure you haven't mentioned AF arriving and the hospital did say your test date was 17th so is there still a tiny tiny chance? If there is no chance and I am being insensitive I am really really really sorry but I just wonder whether a miracle can still happen????

I will look out for you today.

[july ann]

hi traci,

I have posted many times on this board but i'm finding writing something to you now one of the hardest threads to write.I have spoke to my friends about you and how positive and strong you are. I think you are very brave to admit that you might not have more tmt.like you I'm coming to the end of the ivf road and dread the day I have to stop tmt.

As you can see from the messages you are a much loved person and that should make you feel really proud, not many people can have that impact on so many.

thinking off you

july ann

[Dolly]

Hi Traci, I really was so sad when I read your message. I had everything crossed for it being your turn. You are a fantastic friend and support to all of us on here.

Spoil yourself rotten and hopefully you and DH will find the strength one day to fight again.

Take care of each other.

Love and hugs

Dolly