Dagny

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Sat May 15, 2004 7:22 pm

How are you honey ? havent spoken in a long time , am I right in thinking you have had some bloods done to determind TMT if so how did it go ?

Thinking of you

Trace x

Dagny · Post by **Dagny** » Tue May 18, 2004 9:45 am

Hi Traci

Thanks for my message and for thinking of me.

Yes, I had bloods done on Friday and am now waiting for the results. I am feeling a bit apprehensive at the moment and depressed. This sunny weather is supposed to make you feel happy not depressed but I just can't stop crying

I am so scared it won't work this time.

I have left you a message on your other thread but I just am so sorry that it didn't happen for you this time. Life is so $hit sometimes isn't it?

You are in my prayers, be strong.

Love Dagny xkx

Tracey S · Post by **Tracey S** » Tue May 18, 2004 9:49 am

You are both in my thoughts for different and similar reasons if that makes sense.

Traci my heart goes out to you and I can't stop thinking about you.

Dagny thanks for the texts back - I know why you are worrying but try really hard ok - Traci would be the first to agree with me that what happens to one person does not mean that you will get a negative! Time for some more positives on the board again - it goes in waves like this.
Get out in the sunshine it will do you good and remember that I am here and hope is around the corner so just grab it. PS there is a 12 month old Weimarner ***** - lovely who needs a home - interested?

Love
Tracey
xxx

Dagny · Post by **Dagny** » Tue May 18, 2004 10:33 am

Tracey

You are not getting rid of Gabbie are you????

Love Dagny xkx

Tracey S · Post by **Tracey S** » Tue May 18, 2004 11:38 am

Dagny

No way and Gabbie is only 7 months - no this is one who is very similar to Gabbie who has been shunted around and the couple are at work all the time so she needs a home - thought I would ask
Love
Tracey
xxx

phil · Post by **phil** » Tue May 18, 2004 12:00 pm

hi dagny,

sorry you're feeling so down. i read on dolly's post that you'd had reflexology and thought that might have brought it on. i know this is a really hard time, going through ivf is hard enough on it's own. it is probably good that you are releasing these emotions now, but are really horrible to go through. i'm sure you will feel somewhat stronger in a day or two.

hope you get yr blood results back soon.

phil x

Dagny · Post by **Dagny** » Tue May 18, 2004 12:32 pm

Hiya

Tracey - I had a feeling Gabbie wasn't a year old yet. Oh I would love to take on the other dog but my house would just not be big enough for a big dog. The poor thing. What is her name?? My Mum and Dad might but they are trying to wind down with the dog thing. They have 2 Weimars left and will move back to Surrey from Devon when good old Bill decides to pop off. Bill is my dog so I hope he doesn't go too soon but he is deaf now and is getting quite lazy. He is 12 now, bless him. Are you still interested in going to Devon for a holiday? If you look on the website

http://www.visitsouthmolton.co.uk

and look for 'Culverhouse' on the accommodation section that is my parents holiday lets. Naturally you will get mates rates

Anyone else is welcome too by the way. I should get commission!!!!

Hi Phil

Thanks for your message. It's funny how the reflexology brings all these emotions to the surface. How are you doing?

Love Dagny xkx

Dagny · Post by **Dagny** » Tue May 18, 2004 12:45 pm

Hi just had a look myself on Mum and Dads website and it's 'Culverhouse Farm' on the self catering section. I know you probably would have found it anyway.

One of the tiny(!) pictures is with the dogs

If your eyesight is good!

D xkx

Tracey S · Post by **Tracey S** » Tue May 18, 2004 1:24 pm

Dagny

Going to look now - the dog is called Maddie I think but who knows with my brain

Will look at the site now and yes we are interested - did you get my email?

Love
Tracey
xxx

Tracey S · Post by **Tracey S** » Tue May 18, 2004 1:33 pm

OOOOOOOOOO Dagny

How absolutely lovely - yes we are still interested - probably september time -depending on various things

like these two!!!!

Is a well behaved Gabbie ok do you think as they have the Weimaraner connection?

Love
Tracey
xxx

Dagny · Post by **Dagny** » Tue May 18, 2004 2:07 pm

Hi Tracey

Yes of couse Gabbie is welcome especially as she is a Weimar doggy! Our two will have their noses put out of joint as per expected when another dog encroaches on their territory. The usual stuff

If you do go there I will arrange to be there too and get to see you, Ian and your lovely girls!

I have left you a message on the 'BLAL' forum. A bit depressing though, I'm not having a good day

I hope Maddie gets to go to a good home.

Love Dagny xkx

Tracey S · Post by **Tracey S** » Tue May 18, 2004 2:59 pm

Going to the other forum now hunny ok?

You are welcome here to stay with us anytime the two of you anyway as well you should know - open house here. Think that by Septmber you will be pg again!

Love
Tracey
xxx

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Tue May 18, 2004 8:04 pm

Dagny
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Emotions are good

your body is leaking cause it knows it needs to get rid of all the crap that is in there ready for this new life thats going to grow inside , you must focus on when this depression has done its work on you, you will be there to fight again cause you have to

it will end and you will be stronge for the future, it is all part of the grieving process and unfortunatley we have no controll , dont fight it just get it all out, Reflexology and Acupuncture is great for getting it out , if I was unhappy about something my god if I had either treatment reflex or acu I cried like a baby for the next two days for no reason or just slept . keep up with reflex it will balance you out and dont forget to treat yourself to lots of nice things perhaps a spa day just to be pampered. I wish I could take you out Im great at retail therapy, Ive had lots of practice . Tracey S lost Oliver and she has made it again so it can be done you just need to get some possitive thoughts in that head and we will be here for you big time Im not going anywhere while you are on TMT.

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Trace x

ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Tue May 18, 2004 8:10 pm

you are all amazing women.
you would think since i have been gone for so long that i would have some words of wisdom, but i never have and i guess i never wil
but i hope you can feel the love that i have for you all.
love becky

Dagny · Post by **Dagny** » Wed May 19, 2004 9:00 am

Hi Traci

As ever you are a huge support to others even during your emotional time too. Thankyou for my massive hug - I really needed it.

Today is another day and I will see what it brings. Hopefully I will be a bit stronger and try to smile a bit more. Its hard but I have to do it.

How are you today? Any news on the moving front? Your house looks lovely, thanks for the piccys. It is so rustic and cosy. It will be sold before you know it.

love Dagny xkx

Dagny

Dagny

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