Fall 2010 Cycle Group

[klinger13]

Oh Lou, I am so very sorry. My heart is just breaking for you and DH. Sending you lots of hugs and know that we're all here for you.

[DandMe]

I'm the saddest girl in the world today. Negative. DH Is sitting there holding his head in his hands. Were devastated and feeling like there's no more hope. We may be done. I dunno. Good luck ladies.

There are no words that will make you feel better. Just know that you are not alone.

[katie99]

Lou - Aw, honey I dont know what to say. I'm so sorry this wasnt it. Its just not fair. Please dont even try to make any decisons while heartbroken, just try to work through the pain and I know its hard on Randy too. Be there for each other during this awful time. I'm sending you the biggest hugs & kisses right now my dear friend - xoxoxoxo

[babyluv3]

Lou - I am so, so sorry friend. I've been thinking about you.

[Tess69]

Lou - I'm so sorry for you and DH. You must both be absolutely gutted. Give yourself as much time as you need to process. We're here for you if you need to vent.

Rio - WTF is your mother like! It sounds to me like your mother has issues that she hasn't dealt with and you cop it as a result. Next time she sends a barrage of insults your way, you sock it to her and let her know exactly what you think/feel. It's time she heard some home truths. You must be incredibly patient putting up with that. My mother would be out the door pretty smartly. You are an amazingly strong, intelligent and caring woman and you should never ever doubt that. How on earth did you turn out to be such an incredible lady with a mother like that? Your Father must have some awesome traits

Karen - congrats on hopping aboard the IVF journey again shortly. I really really hope this cycle is going to be the one for you. You've been through an experience that I can't even imagine feels like, and you SO deserve to be preggas and stay preggas. A whole heap of baby dust heading your way.

Tammy - lovely to hear from you again. Hop on board I reckon! What's your gut feeling?

Margi - keep on stimming away.

Macfamily - fingers crossed for you. Please don't beat yourself up about what you should have done. Our REs usually make decisions based on good scientific research. Remember, if this doesn't work out, you've got two lovely frosties ready to snuggle in!

Babyblu - so glad to hear you're felling a bit better.

Klinger - yeah for your ovary. I had a large dermoid cyst removed from one of my ovaries last year. So that little ovary is a little shrivelled and unique! It managed to produce a few follies though and i was very proud of it. When I came around from my anesthetic after the laproscopy to remove the cyst, the nurse by my bed told me that I'd had my ovary removed! Well!! Was a bit of a shock but I knew that was worse case scenario. It took four days for me to confirm with the hospital whether or not I'd had my ovary removed. WTF! To top that, when I went in for my pre-surgery consult a couple of weeks before surgery, the doctor read out somebody else's clinical notes, and told me that my doctor had felt a lump on my left ovary. I was a little confused as the cyst was on my right ovary and was found during an intravaginal u/s. I made sure that she wrote right ovary on my surgical notes. Unfortunately the public health system here is a little overloaded. It is no fault of the staff, but the processes and procedures that they have in place are under great strain because of the number of patients hospitals have to deal with. I'm definitely opting for a private OB to help me see this pregnancy through. Sorry...long tale.

Esther - yippee for your baby in a box!

Chilli - how are you doing?

Lauren319 - do you have a stinkin hangover today? I'm thinking of you.

AFM - it's a rotten day here today so I'm going to blob about doing SFA. I'm feeling fine. The tiredness stick hasn't beat me up over the weekend - funny that! It must have something to do with work. I've had a couple of mild waves of nausea which feel really odd as I'm used to nausea as part of my migraines. Quite a different feeling as it is just pure nausea with no other pain. Whenever the nausea hits, I think, 'What's this?' and then remember it's a side effect of pregnancy. That probably sounds really dumb but it keeps on surprising me. I'm definitely a bit funny on the smell side of things. Some smells make me dry retch. The pile of cat vomit on the floor didn't help this morning!! And trying to ward off the dog from eating it....blurghh! Said kitty cat is snuggling up next to me, covered in a blanky purring his little head off so I think he'll live.

All you other lovely ladies, have a fab rest of the weekend.

[Lauren319]

Lou - ****. This is so stupid. So much love for you.

[Krys]

Lou- I'm so sorry!!! Know that you and your
hubby are in my thoughts and prayers.
Take all the time you need, *hugs*

[Osi]

Lou, I am soooo sorry, my heart goes out to u!

Rio, mum's can be a pain but it's your life and u run it as u please.

Myself, I am still coasting with no drugs, starting to feel uncomfortable and my breasts are killing me. another blood test and scan tomorrow. This process is harder than I thought. DH is doing my head in, he can be insensitive!! Trying very hard not to lose my cool.

[Osi]

Klingar, I starting to think that is too many, I cannot imagine the size of my ovaries right now. I am very uncomfortable, by Monday, I know I will be crying for them to be taken out! We seen to be stimming at the same rate. When is your er?

[karin1]

Lauen319 & Lou......I am sooooo sorry. I don't know what to say. My heart is breaking for you both. My computer isn't working and I am trying to post from my phone. I will have to post later if and when I get my Mac going again.

[margi26]

Lou: There aren't any words to make you feel better from this pain. I am so sorry...please know that you are in my heart and prayers. Take the time you need...but know that we are here for your vent if needed. IVF is harder than ANYONE could ever realize--except those of us that live it.

[gi]

Ah lou i am so sorry ((((((((((hugs)))))))), my heart breaks for you and dh as ye have been thro. a lot I really wish there was something i could say to make you feel better but no words can make up for the amount of heartache you are experiencing. Please Please dont give up hope.

gi xxx

[NancyB]

Lou -- I am so very sorry. Like others have said... simply no words to express. I'll be thinking of you and praying for you.



I'm nbfun w/ a new user name (NancyB) For some reason my computer logged me out of the forums here and I couldn't remember my password. I tried the password recovery option but it didn't work. It said "there is no such username" LOL Okay. Whatever So I had to re-register. Sorry for any confusion.

Nancy

[lou71]

Thanks everyone. DH and i had a good cry and a long talk. We decided we won't give up just yet. We are going to try to get a consult with RE next week because he then goes in vacation. I have lots of questions. DH and I make nice looking embryos, so why so many BFN's? I may try to cycle again after a business trip I have in December. This next one HAS to be it.

Thank you all for your support.

[TammyS]

Oh Lou, gosh, I am just soo sorry. WTF?! I am devastated and heartbroken for you. I was so sure that this was it for you...this really sucks. I'm glad to hear that you and DH talked and are ready to just keep going. Cause really...that is how we need to look at this...just keep going...and know that it is a numbers game...and that eventually it WILL work for us! Seriously, it will and we know it. Looking forward to hearing about your next steps...and meanwhile vent away...we deserve to. Big Hugs my friend.