Dagny
You are doing very well - I know she is a friend but must be hard. Twinnies though how exciting - not long - does she know what sex they are? MMMMMMMMMmm Cream and Minimilist - don't think so do you?
AF - phew that is good news if you know what I mean - count the day AF comes as day one -and no you aren't being thick!!!! By the time you read this I guess you will have had your bloods done - hope all ok
Love
Tracey
xxx
Hello, I am back and very brown!!!!!!!!!
Dagny are you doing a fresh cycle or do you have frosties stored somewhere?? I'm pleased you are going again - I think it will give you something positive to focus on. Fingers crossed honey!
Trace - how are you today???
I've had a manic day, my cleaner came this morning to clean the house and then stayed for another three hours to 'play' with the girls!! Then my neighbour popped in to see them for 'five mins' and two hours later she has just left.......I've not had chance to do anything!
We are having a Tescos Finest Curry and a glass of (much deserved!!!) red wine and then I'm off to my bed, I'm shattered!!!
Lovely weather here in Yorkshire, hopefully if it stays the same will be able to get the girls out in their bugaboos!!!!
love nikola.xx
ps When I went to Tescos this week, the trolley boy stopped me to tell me I had the coollest pushchair he had ever seen! Aaah bless.
Trace - how are you today???
I've had a manic day, my cleaner came this morning to clean the house and then stayed for another three hours to 'play' with the girls!! Then my neighbour popped in to see them for 'five mins' and two hours later she has just left.......I've not had chance to do anything!
We are having a Tescos Finest Curry and a glass of (much deserved!!!) red wine and then I'm off to my bed, I'm shattered!!!
Lovely weather here in Yorkshire, hopefully if it stays the same will be able to get the girls out in their bugaboos!!!!
love nikola.xx
ps When I went to Tescos this week, the trolley boy stopped me to tell me I had the coollest pushchair he had ever seen! Aaah bless.
H
Nik glad you had a nice weekend - hope the wine was appreciated after so long!!! And you do have a cool buggy!!!
As for me well overdone it this weekend - yes you can both lecture me - it was Skillington in Bloom tidy day saturday and I ended up spending 3 hours doing hanging flaming baskets for the village after taking Gabbie for a walk - could not move yesterday pm and thought I had done some serious damage. Today taken it more easy and then pottered in the garden this pm doing weeding etc but seriously need to take it easy now
Still guttted about Traci
Love to you both
Tracey
xxx
Nik glad you had a nice weekend - hope the wine was appreciated after so long!!! And you do have a cool buggy!!!
As for me well overdone it this weekend - yes you can both lecture me - it was Skillington in Bloom tidy day saturday and I ended up spending 3 hours doing hanging flaming baskets for the village after taking Gabbie for a walk - could not move yesterday pm and thought I had done some serious damage. Today taken it more easy and then pottered in the garden this pm doing weeding etc but seriously need to take it easy now
Still guttted about Traci
Love to you both
Tracey
xxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!
Hello Trace
Know what you mean about Traci, I just sent you an email - its not fair. Her email on the other side set me off.....
I wish you'd start and take things easy. You don't want to end up on bed rest for the last three months, do you!!! Saying that, if you could just do a few hanging baskets for me whilst you are at it, my garden would really appreciate it......!
"Skillington in Bloom" - you do make me laugh!!
I'm knackered. The girls didn't sleep last night - both of them crying all night! We all eventually went to sleep at about 4.30 and then we didn't wake up till 9am (girls still fast asleep!) ....so they missed their normal 6-7 feed! Gina Ford would have a fit!!!
It doesn't appear to have done them any harm, they've both had a swim in the big bath and their supper and are now sleeping peacefully upstairs. I'm going to have a quick bath before their 10pm feed and hopefully we can all get some sleep tonight!!!
You've got all this to come...........how exciting!!!!
Talk soon.
love nik.xx
Know what you mean about Traci, I just sent you an email - its not fair. Her email on the other side set me off.....
I wish you'd start and take things easy. You don't want to end up on bed rest for the last three months, do you!!! Saying that, if you could just do a few hanging baskets for me whilst you are at it, my garden would really appreciate it......!
"Skillington in Bloom" - you do make me laugh!!
I'm knackered. The girls didn't sleep last night - both of them crying all night! We all eventually went to sleep at about 4.30 and then we didn't wake up till 9am (girls still fast asleep!) ....so they missed their normal 6-7 feed! Gina Ford would have a fit!!!
It doesn't appear to have done them any harm, they've both had a swim in the big bath and their supper and are now sleeping peacefully upstairs. I'm going to have a quick bath before their 10pm feed and hopefully we can all get some sleep tonight!!!
You've got all this to come...........how exciting!!!!
Talk soon.
love nik.xx
Nik
Let Gina Ford have a fit - can't stick to it religiously and you are doing really well - they will be starting their growth phase quite rapildy so will he the odd night like that (what on earth do I know
) AS for hanging baskets - have devoured Gina Ford and can't see them in her timetable anywhere - have not even bought the plants for ours yets - do you remember me last year - a cross between Alan Titchmarsh and Charlie Dimmock?
Thanks for the lovely email - where is Dagny - and to answer you question she is on a fresh cycle as has no frosties I believe
Love
Tracey
xxx
Let Gina Ford have a fit - can't stick to it religiously and you are doing really well - they will be starting their growth phase quite rapildy so will he the odd night like that (what on earth do I know
) AS for hanging baskets - have devoured Gina Ford and can't see them in her timetable anywhere - have not even bought the plants for ours yets - do you remember me last year - a cross between Alan Titchmarsh and Charlie Dimmock?Thanks for the lovely email - where is Dagny - and to answer you question she is on a fresh cycle as has no frosties I believe
Love
Tracey
xxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!
Hi there
I have just had a few days away from the site as a I am feeling quite depressed. I am itching to start my next TX in june but terrified at the same time. This sunny weather is supposed to make you feel happy but it's making me so unhappy
I am sorry for being so depressing but my doctors said to me that as I got PG before there is no reason that I won't get PG again - but what if I don't?? How will I cope?? I just can't stop crying for Katelyn and what should have been. I would be 36 weeks tomorrow and it just hurts so bloody much.
Tracey - Thanks for your text checking to see if I am OK, you are so thoughtful. I had my reflexology yesterday and it was lovely. She said that I would either feel really happy or really weepy after the treatment and lucky me got the latter and she was right, I am so weepy and sad.
You are a naughty girl getting yourself so tired after your hanging basket fest!! I am crap at making them, they end up looking loike a dogs dinner. Talking of dogs, did I read your post on the other side right - are you giving Gabby up???? My aunt is bringing her dog/puppy over to mine tomorrow as I am looking after her for a week while they go on holiday. She is so cute. She is a cross between a Boarder Terrier and a Jack Russel. We call her breed a 'Brussle'
Her name is Coco. She is 5 months old and tiny. David refuses to take her for a walk as he said it's embarassing. Oh dear No man should have to walk such a small dog!!!!! At least having Coco for a bit will take my mind of everything else. She can chase the rabbits from the graveyard too.
Nikola - How's it going, had any sleep yet????? You wouldn't change it for the world though would you? I bet the girls are just the best. Still waiting for a piccy of them in their Bugaboo's.
I haven't got any frosties. Has to be a fresh cycle AGAIN
Just hoping and praying I won't get OHSS again but if it works I don't care.
Hope you are both well.
Love Dagny xkx
I have just had a few days away from the site as a I am feeling quite depressed. I am itching to start my next TX in june but terrified at the same time. This sunny weather is supposed to make you feel happy but it's making me so unhappy
I am sorry for being so depressing but my doctors said to me that as I got PG before there is no reason that I won't get PG again - but what if I don't?? How will I cope?? I just can't stop crying for Katelyn and what should have been. I would be 36 weeks tomorrow and it just hurts so bloody much.Tracey - Thanks for your text checking to see if I am OK, you are so thoughtful. I had my reflexology yesterday and it was lovely. She said that I would either feel really happy or really weepy after the treatment and lucky me got the latter and she was right, I am so weepy and sad.
You are a naughty girl getting yourself so tired after your hanging basket fest!! I am crap at making them, they end up looking loike a dogs dinner. Talking of dogs, did I read your post on the other side right - are you giving Gabby up???? My aunt is bringing her dog/puppy over to mine tomorrow as I am looking after her for a week while they go on holiday. She is so cute. She is a cross between a Boarder Terrier and a Jack Russel. We call her breed a 'Brussle'
Her name is Coco. She is 5 months old and tiny. David refuses to take her for a walk as he said it's embarassing. Oh dear No man should have to walk such a small dog!!!!! At least having Coco for a bit will take my mind of everything else. She can chase the rabbits from the graveyard too.Nikola - How's it going, had any sleep yet????? You wouldn't change it for the world though would you? I bet the girls are just the best. Still waiting for a piccy of them in their Bugaboo's.
I haven't got any frosties. Has to be a fresh cycle AGAIN
Just hoping and praying I won't get OHSS again but if it works I don't care.Hope you are both well.
Love Dagny xkx
Me 38 DH 40
1st 2nd & 4th IVF/ICSI -ve
3rd +ve DD Katelyn born @ 24wks & sadly died
5th +ve m/c 9wks
6th +ve Twins Sadly DD Leah stillborn @20wks and DS Kieran born @22wks but sadly died too
7th +ve - DD Chloë Mae born @38wks our precious miracle
1st 2nd & 4th IVF/ICSI -ve
3rd +ve DD Katelyn born @ 24wks & sadly died
5th +ve m/c 9wks
6th +ve Twins Sadly DD Leah stillborn @20wks and DS Kieran born @22wks but sadly died too
7th +ve - DD Chloë Mae born @38wks our precious miracle
Only me - been naughty and done no work again - oh well not pg every day with twins - so sat in the garden
No I am most certainly not giving Gabbie up - she is my baby - this is an older Weimarner at 12 months who needs a home - she is lovely but don;t think I can take another on - would if the garden was bigger - the house is fine and not having twins probably - actually just the garden. Just thought I would ask!
Dagny don't worry about feeling weepy - I was just the same - especially after they said there was no reasons for me not to go and get pg again - I was thinking good but oh the pressure One thing though I want you to do for me and more for you is stop trying to jump hurdles that aren't there yet - what on earth is the point of you asking what you will do if it does not work - you are not there and may never be so don;t worry about something that you have no control over right now. You are a mummy to Katelyn and you need to be strong and positive to go for this tmt to give her a brother of sister of set of twins would be great! 
If the dreadful happens and tmt does not work then you will get through it and we will help you - Dagny the way I thought was that the worst had happened - Oliver died - I got through that and you have done the same with KAtelyn - just remember you always have a scar even though the wound might have healed.
This tmt can really work for you - your body knows exactly what to do - you have nice sunny days to perk you up and Katelyn there to guide you through and Nik and I will chunter along and give you advice and stick our oar in
Nik - I love your album! no piccies on bugaboos - well the one in the garden but I need more bugaboo detail please tell DH
Love
Tracey
xxx
No I am most certainly not giving Gabbie up - she is my baby - this is an older Weimarner at 12 months who needs a home - she is lovely but don;t think I can take another on - would if the garden was bigger - the house is fine and not having twins probably - actually just the garden. Just thought I would ask!
Dagny don't worry about feeling weepy - I was just the same - especially after they said there was no reasons for me not to go and get pg again - I was thinking good but oh the pressure
One thing though I want you to do for me and more for you is stop trying to jump hurdles that aren't there yet - what on earth is the point of you asking what you will do if it does not work - you are not there and may never be so don;t worry about something that you have no control over right now. You are a mummy to Katelyn and you need to be strong and positive to go for this tmt to give her a brother of sister of set of twins would be great! If the dreadful happens and tmt does not work then you will get through it and we will help you - Dagny the way I thought was that the worst had happened - Oliver died - I got through that and you have done the same with KAtelyn - just remember you always have a scar even though the wound might have healed.
This tmt can really work for you - your body knows exactly what to do - you have nice sunny days to perk you up and Katelyn there to guide you through and Nik and I will chunter along and give you advice and stick our oar in
Nik - I love your album! no piccies on bugaboos - well the one in the garden but I need more bugaboo detail please tell DH
Love
Tracey
xxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!
Hi Tracey
Once again, wise words, thankyou. You are a life saver.
Nikola - I didn't realise there were more photos on your website so had a quick look and they are lovely. Your girlies look so content to be at home with their Mummy and Daddy. Arf and Jez on the other hand look far from convinced
Lovely one of them in their Bugaboo's. The bloke in the supermarket is right they are cool pushchairs. We were going to get one. Maybe next time.
Does Milly always sleep in the bath?
Had much sleep yet???????
Love Dagny xkx
Once again, wise words, thankyou. You are a life saver.
Nikola - I didn't realise there were more photos on your website so had a quick look and they are lovely. Your girlies look so content to be at home with their Mummy and Daddy. Arf and Jez on the other hand look far from convinced
Lovely one of them in their Bugaboo's. The bloke in the supermarket is right they are cool pushchairs. We were going to get one. Maybe next time.
Does Milly always sleep in the bath?
Had much sleep yet???????
Love Dagny xkx
Me 38 DH 40
1st 2nd & 4th IVF/ICSI -ve
3rd +ve DD Katelyn born @ 24wks & sadly died
5th +ve m/c 9wks
6th +ve Twins Sadly DD Leah stillborn @20wks and DS Kieran born @22wks but sadly died too
7th +ve - DD Chloë Mae born @38wks our precious miracle
1st 2nd & 4th IVF/ICSI -ve
3rd +ve DD Katelyn born @ 24wks & sadly died
5th +ve m/c 9wks
6th +ve Twins Sadly DD Leah stillborn @20wks and DS Kieran born @22wks but sadly died too
7th +ve - DD Chloë Mae born @38wks our precious miracle
Tracey
You asked in your email who Coco is. If you look about 3/4 posts up it is all there about her. My aunts puppy who I am looking after for a week.
Love Dagny xkx
You asked in your email who Coco is. If you look about 3/4 posts up it is all there about her. My aunts puppy who I am looking after for a week.
Love Dagny xkx
Me 38 DH 40
1st 2nd & 4th IVF/ICSI -ve
3rd +ve DD Katelyn born @ 24wks & sadly died
5th +ve m/c 9wks
6th +ve Twins Sadly DD Leah stillborn @20wks and DS Kieran born @22wks but sadly died too
7th +ve - DD Chloë Mae born @38wks our precious miracle
1st 2nd & 4th IVF/ICSI -ve
3rd +ve DD Katelyn born @ 24wks & sadly died
5th +ve m/c 9wks
6th +ve Twins Sadly DD Leah stillborn @20wks and DS Kieran born @22wks but sadly died too
7th +ve - DD Chloë Mae born @38wks our precious miracle
Dagny
Sorry yes read it - hope she likes chasing bunnies Thinking of you today!
Nik - you must be busy tee hee very quiet
Love
Tracey
xxx
Sorry yes read it - hope she likes chasing bunnies
Thinking of you today!Nik - you must be busy tee hee
very quietLove
Tracey
xxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!
Hi Dagny,
I just caught up with your news, how scary about dh having this accident, i can imagine you must have felt like the world is against you, lucky that it was not worse. I cannot imagine what you are going through missing Katelyn but from my own experience with grief it does tend to come back and sometimes as time passes it is harder as you still feel it fresh and raw even if some time has passed. Sunnay days do somehow make it worse in my experience. I can only send you my love and simpathy.
Katelyn will be with you and guide you through you next attempt and all of us will support you as much as we can. Tracey is right, try not to think how you would feel if it does not work, you may never have to experience this.
take care,
lots of love and hugs,
juliana
I just caught up with your news, how scary about dh having this accident, i can imagine you must have felt like the world is against you, lucky that it was not worse. I cannot imagine what you are going through missing Katelyn but from my own experience with grief it does tend to come back and sometimes as time passes it is harder as you still feel it fresh and raw even if some time has passed. Sunnay days do somehow make it worse in my experience. I can only send you my love and simpathy.
Katelyn will be with you and guide you through you next attempt and all of us will support you as much as we can. Tracey is right, try not to think how you would feel if it does not work, you may never have to experience this.
take care,
lots of love and hugs,
juliana