Looking for November Cycle Buddies

[margi26]

SD: I debated this morning whether or not to mention it, but I too went through beta hell this past summer only to end in m/c. So I completely can relate to how you are feeling right now. It is absolutely painful. (((HUGS))) But, despite my unfortunate outcome, there are some positive stories out there...believe me, when I was there in the midst of it--I LOOKED like crazy over the internet. I think the best you can do is keep the faith, prayers, and hope. We are all rooting for you and hoping for your miracle.

[margi26]

Mellow: Darker-YES!! Are you going to show us?!? Pictures of your BFP for us addicts?

AFM: Still negative this morning. Darn. But I am not losing the faith yet!! Give me a few days and then I will be needing some cheerleaders myself! For now...

[Blessedmomof1thruIVF]

Rio: you had 4 transfered too! What day transfer were they and how may cells were they?

AFM: Day 2 of 2WW! ok so when can I take a HPT?

[karenvancouverisland]

hi SD, your post really touches me heart. yes, in 'god's time' is what i'm practicing too. my heart's been hurting a lot, and i too am looking for and enjoying moments of 'peace'.

all the best to you, i'll pray and watch for your miracle, and if it isn't your time, i'll be for for you just like everyone else on here

[mellow4]

SD~ We are all here for you. We will hold your hand, no matter the outcome. Keep your chin up.

[karenthescorpio]

SDtrying- thinking of you during this hard time! UGH. Beta hell stinks! Xo Karen

[riogirl71]

SD - I admire your attitude. When I had my ectopic my numbers stopped going up and went down then all of a sudden shot up, I was cautious but hopeful of a miracle. I read everything. I had to think like you, the baby wasn't meant to be and it was better that I find that early then to go ahead and carry the baby for a few more weeks. Yes the good news is you have a hospitable uterus or in my case hospitable uterus and tubes! So you can get pregnant but for some reason a good egg and a good sperm and a good looking embryo are not guarantees of a helathy baby. I always thought this was a cruel joke, to give us a BFP only to crush us with bad news, but you are right it is still achieving a pregnancy. And the loss of it it is very hard whether you are 2weeks pregnant or 7 weeks. I am still praying for a miracle, are you doing the lab work at the same place? Sorry you have to go through beta hell.

Blessed - 10, 8, 8, and a 6 who was a few hours behind in maturity so it was actually a strong 6. No fragmentation on them. No forstie insurance our one little guy didn't make it. How about you? I think you can start testing out your trigger to see if it is gone, I did 9dpo and trigger was gone, then I did 11dpo and had a line!

Margi - hun you are still early!!! And you can still get negative hpts and be very pregnant! Happened to me! Yes absolutely we will be your cheerleaders! love your blinkie!

mellow - awesome news! My US is on 12.2 same day as Magi's beta - full of baby dust day!

I am down 7lbs wooooohooooooo OHSS is on her way OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Blessedmomof1thruIVF]

Rio: I had a 8, 6, 6, and 4 so it sound very similar in size except mine were 2 cells less in each. We had none to freeze either. When is your first U/S?

[riogirl71]

Blessed - not here soon enough! 12/2!

[Sunshine1576]

SD,
It's really tough, but hang in there. It's good to look at the silver lining, you were pregnant. It's a good sign that something is working and each time I feel we only get closer. Persistance is key and I know 2011 will bring us exciting news!

[annashope]

SD I am so sorry you are in beta hell but I agree with you completely on the silver lining. Last summer I was in beta hell until week 7 and it was tough and disappointing in the end (sorry I wish I could have an uplifting story) however all I kept telling myself was that it was at least it was a positive and I had gotten pregnant and that meant I could again. This time we got a BFN from an FET and I have to say that for me BFN is so much harder. I will keep you in my thoughts and I have seen these things turn around and be miracles so try to stay positive as long as you can. (((hugs)))

[margi26]

Kyleen: How’s it going? Line getting darker?

DeeDee and Ladybug: How's the peeing going? PMA Strong?!

Mellow: Love to see a photo..

Blessed: Come and join us on the “Dark Side” LOL...as Rio said you can test out your trigger...it’s ironic: being happy to see that negative so that you know that a positive is really a positive. Just beware..once you start there is no stopping!

[Kyleen81]

Hi margi I will admit I have not POAS today. Will probably tomorrow morning, after getting the positive - first response brand tends to be light I don't want to get a diff result. Any other ladies get the faint pos?

My bloods is wednesday morning so will keep updated. It's just very tempting to POAS as often as possible.

[Deedle101]

POAS update: 9dp3dt and still a BFN and I just don't feel preggo. Actually I think I'm PMSing. Oh well

[riogirl71]

SD - checking in on you, any news? doubling prayers your way!