Fall 2010 Cycle Group

[leorira11]

BFN. Dammnit. Our WTF appt is schedule for December 27, the day after the one year anniversary of losing our twins. I can't believe it. I can't believe we will be doing a 6th IVF with no babies yet.... ****.

[laylastam]

Leorira...i saw you online, and wanted to know ur results so i came to this forum...........IM SOOOOO SORRY....this is sooooo unfair. I HATE the appts after BFNs.....its not like im going to hear something magical...just the same old thingg...that the cycle went so well and that the embryos looked great BLAH BLAH BLAH.....all i ever wanted to do was NOT see the doctor, cry at home...and then plan my next cycle..

IM SOOOO SORRY...this being on the anniversary of ur m/c twins.

[TammyS]

Leora...I am sooo very sorry! That really sucks! I was sooo hopeful for you. So unfair. It just breaks my heart. Big Hugs.

Thanks Krisnjer.

[annashope]

Leora I am so sorry about the bfn. I know how long you had been looking forward to it and how hard you had to work to get here with everything you had been through this year. I am so so sorry. Having just had a bfn from an FET I know how bad that hurts it is just unfair. Please take care of yourself and try again and as hard as an idea a fresh cycle seems it will work work for you because fresh cycles always work for you. Feel free to PM me or vent anytime

(((Big Hugs))))

[margi26]

Leora: I am so sorry....no "right" words exist. I know you were "prepared" but it is still awful. I see your post to Ghost about morulas...maybe there are some answers there. I am sending you lots of (((((HUGS))))) Take time for you--feel free to vent or whatever. I am here for you. Will send PM.

[klinger13]

Leora - ****! I'm so sorry about your BFN. I wish there was something to say to take the pain away but I know there's nothing. It just plain sucks!!

Kelly - Awesome ER!! 9 is terrific especially after they were thinking it would only be 4. WOOHOO!! Hoping for a great fert report today!

Tammy - WOOHOO for your BFP!! I was soooo excited to read your post! Can't wait to hear some beautiful doubling from tomorrow's beta!!

kildean - Good luck with your FET today! Let us know how it goes when you get home.

Krys - Hoping for a beautiful BFP for you today! Let us know as soon as you get your beta results.

Margi - Good luck with your IUI and definitely do some extra BD'ing later today!

CShell - That spotting might be a great sign!! Not much longer until you can find out for sure.

Chelle - Any further update on your embies? If they're girls and you only want a boy, can you donate the embies? I can't imagine not using/freezing/donating. As soon as I knew I had embies I was completely attached to them.

For those still cycling or about to cycle soon, Leora made a great list on the Winter Cycle group thread so feel free to pop over to that thread now too. This one's still going but it'll peter out soon as people move over to the new thread.


-x0Heather0x – FET, b/w 12.3, u/s 12.10, FET 12.16
CjofNC – Waiting to do IUI w/ injectables or IVF






-jkulab – start Lupron 12.2, start stims 12.24?


-taxcplforivf (Ginger) – start stims 12.4, ER 12.15


-ChelleDe (Michelle) – start stims 11.29, ER 12.12
-BakersBaby (Kelly) – start stims 12/3, ER 12.13
-kildean23 – FET 12.14


-Krys – started estrogen 11.11, FET 11.30, Beta 12.14
-rypell1985 (Ryann) – start Lupron 10.11, lining check 11.29, FET 12.3, Beta 12.15
-annashope – natural IUI 12.2, Beta 12.16
-kbillsy – start stims 11.22, convert to IUI 12.4, Beta TBD
-lauren1171 – ER cancelled, BD’d instead
-Cshell717 (Mishell) – start stims 11.22, ER 12.3 w/ ET 12.6, Beta 12.20
-longtimerivf – 5dt 12.9, Beta 12.21
-margi26 – IUI start stims 12.6, IUI 12.14


-hopeforbabies (Teresa) – ER 9.7, ET 9.10, Beta 9.22 = 276, 9.24 = 534, u/s 10.1 – Twins, Next u/s 10.11 – Singleton
-Tess69 – FET 9.22, Beta 10.1 = 150, 10.6=1066, 10.13 = 15000, u/s 10.26 - Singleton
-macfamily – ER 10.5 w/ ET 10.8, Beta 10.19 = 143, 10.21 = 393, u/s 11.2
-FrecklesDC (Kaylie) – ER 10.12, ET 10.15, Beta 10.26 = 123, 10.28 = 256, u/s 11.4 – Singleton, u/s 11.11 – saw HB
-baby_blu73 (Stephanie) – ER 10.13, ET 10.17, Beta 10.26 = 273, 10.28 = 660, u/s 11.4 – Twins, next u/s 11.22
-DandMe (Sonya) – ER 10.12 w/ ET 10.17, Beta 10.26 = 137.8, 10.28 = 351, 11.2 = 2826, 11.4 = 6060, 11.8 = 19840, u/s 11.17 - Singleton
-Cassmaster – ER 10.14 w/ ET 10.19, Beta 10.28 = 32, 10.30 = 78, 11.1 = 248, 11.4 = 2120, 11.6 = 5498, u/s 11.12 – Singleton
-klinger13 (Amanda) – ER 10.21 w/ ET 10.24, Beta 11.4 = 266, 11.8 = 1126, 11.11 = 3066, 11.15 = 11603, u/s 11.18 – Twins, next u/s 11.24 - Singleton
-amesy – ET 10.22, BFP 11.5, b/w & u/s 11.25
-crystal335 – ER 10.28 w/ ET 11.2, Beta 11.11 = 355, Beta 11.13 = 926, u/s 11.29 - Twins
-riogirl71 – ER 11.6 w/ ET 11.9, Beta 11.19 = 107, 11.22 = 387, u/s 12.2 – Singleton, u/s 12.9 - Twins
-karenthescorpio – ER 11.9 w/ ET 11.15, Beta 11.23 = 111, 11.25 = 256, u/s 12.2 - Singleton
-karin1 – ER for ED 11.14 w/ ET 11.19, Beta 11.29 = 690, Beta 12.2 = 3509, u/s 12.9 – Twins
-anacris (Nov) – FET 11.29, Beta 12.11 = 444
-TammyS – ER 11.29 w/ ET 12.2, Beta 12.13 = 8.5, Beta 12.15 = TBD

on your journey
-DCRunningMama
-Tiger04
-dvcantu7378 (Victoria)
-turtle0619 (Franny)
-chilipepperrose46
-lauren319
-lou71
-BLang4d (Brandy)
-starwishes
-Anniegirl
-Meinemo
-NancyB
-eyes230
-Osi
-Lauren
-kynlee
-moorebaby (Ester)
-Karian
-jennieswa
-Cheri76
-ladybugg1999
-leorira11 (Leora)

Waiting for an update
-dawgs1257 – ER 9.3 w/ ET 9.6, Beta 9.20 - ??
-jla018 – stimming away - ??
-shahney (Alicia) – started stims 9.16 - ??
-coop2010 – start Lupron 9.17, Follistim 10.1, ER approx 10.9, ET approx 10.14 - ??
-carebear77 (Carrie) – ER 10.11, ET ??
-andrea4 – ER 10.10 w/ ET 10.13, Beta TBD ??
-LisaB75 – start Lupron 10.6, start stims 10.23??
-hopefullintime (Dee) – Sept/Oct
-yingz - FET Sept
-Sher – FET Sept/Oct
-babidreamz – starting IVM early Oct
-Wondercat – in our thoughts
-amanda1979 – Waiting until January
-jenna81078 – BCPs, baseline 11.8
-zen_scrapper – start Lupron 11.10, approx ER 12.7
-ttg1219 (Tiff) – hysteroscopy 11.19, start Lupron 11.21

[rypell1985]

Leora...I am so sorry you were right about the BFN. We are here when you need to vent and scream, but take care of yourself. Did you decide to go right back into it? Or are you taking a break? Whatever you decide, I will be cheering you on! Big hug.

Tammy...Not that I would wish the flu upon Zach, but that could be a good sign!!!! Whats the plan for today? POAS to make sure it's darker?!

Kelly...Awesome job with 9 eggs! Get some rest now! I am so sorry about your mom....let us know how she is doing

Mishell....Sorry you're having some spotting, but the girls are right, it could VERY WELL be implantation bleeding!

Lauren...Look at Rio wishing all those children uponyou!!!!! I sure hope you're having implantation bleeding and you get your miracle..how awesome would that be!?

AFM...official beta just 1 sleep away

[annashope]

Tammy I was so excited to hear of your bfp I am sending you doubling vibes for your next beta

Leora again I am so sorry about the BFP

Margi I can't wait to hear of your bfp next. Did you trigger yesterday? is the IUI tomorrow?

AFM I was afraid to post this because of all of the BFN's and I didn't want to upset any of the girls currently going through the pain of a BFN but then again most of you have seen me through my pain and my disappointments and I think we all need some good news from time to time. My trigger never entirely went away and by day 9 it began to grow darker. I am 12 dpo (14 days from trigger today) and its a BFP I am scared to death all the time that something will go wrong and even more scared of my beta which is scheduled for Thursday but I am trying to enjoy this as much as I can. As the line grow darker and darker every day it gives me hope but as you all know this journey is so unpredictable and I am so praying for a healthy baby this time. DH is over the moon happy. He cried yesterday when the digital HPT said "Yes" I so want this for him as much as myself. He is such an amazing man and has been so supportive and yet his biggest dream has always been to have a baby and I so want to give it to him. Anyways

Love and hugs to all of my sweet IVF sisters and I will update you on the beta Thursday as well as will always be here to cheer each on of you on. I hope I didn't offend anyone with the happy news since I know how hard it is to hear of pregnancy when you are going through a disappointment. Please know that miracles do happen and for us this is nothing short of a miracle

PS I had to share with you girls since I can't even tell my own mother---she is very pessimistic and has given up on DH giving me a child and only suggests I have an affair so I had to tell someone

[TammyS]

Anna...WOOHOOOOO!!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!! I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!
Wow!! Such great news! I know exactly how you feel right now...I feel the same way...guilty for getting a positive. But, you should celebrate and be happy! I'm so sorry that your mom is f'ed up. We are here for you though!!! Congrats again!!!

Ryann...Looking forward to hearing what your beta is tomorrow. Yes, of course I poas today...and it's a bit darker. I could actually see the very faint line before time was up, and before taking the test apart, drying it and holding it up to the light. lol I really think implantation must have happened on Saturday at 12dpo. Craziness. I have my hormonal pregnancy headache now and sinus issues, too...so all good signs. I even feel a little bit pregnant now...bloated, pregnancy brain, etc. lol Zach is perfectly fine today...they're down in the mancave...letting me rest. My beta should be 14 tomorrow afternoon...I'm not even asking for big numbers...just an increase of 66%. I know I shouldnt get my hopes up...but I am.

Krys...Good Luck today!! Keep us posted!

Kildean...Good Luck today!! Keep us posted!

Amanda...I cant believe I am on the BFP list!!! Wow!

Kelly...Did you get your fert report? Hope it's great.

Margi...Good Luck today! Did you end up bd'ing last night too? I've got a good feeling that this cycle is going to end up being "the one"....after all you've been through.

Chelle...Any new news on your embies?

Leora...Sending you more hugs. It's just so unfair.

[rypell1985]

Anna....I know the last thing you want to do is hurt anyone getting a BFN, but we are all in this together. I am so happy for you. And I completely understand not being able to tell anyone but us. DH made me promise not to tell anyone until Wednesday, and my mom has a big mouth so the whole world have known before my beta!!! I will pray that everything keeps on going up for you! Congrats again.

Tammy...I'm glad Zach is better! Keep them in the mancave so you and baby can rest up!!!!

[DandMe]

BFN. Dammnit. Our WTF appt is schedule for December 27, the day after the one year anniversary of losing our twins. I can't believe it. I can't believe we will be doing a 6th IVF with no babies yet.... ****.

I know there's nothing that words can do to make you feel better. But do know that we are ending energy and hope for strength your way. So sorry.

[annashope]

Tammy and Ryan than you both so much for the warm congratulations. I wish I knew how to post a picture of the tests but I don't know how. I have POAS 7 times since yesterday (3 different brands) and all have bright positives I think we are in shock.
Ryan my beta is 2 sleeps away so I am 1 day behind you

I was seriously starting to doubt that we could ever have a child of our own since at my last baseline my ant follicle count was "6" which I know is low and DH has this 11% morphology issue but honestly I was so strict with myself. I constantly focused on how much I love my DH and told the baby that in this uncertain world we could promise it life with parents who will always be together and I think it did the trick...silly I know but I believe it. I looked at our Photo albums and such instead of thinking about the possibility that this would not work. I guess that is the most PMA I can conjure up

[DandMe]

Oh Anna! What a Great Surprise!!

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! I'm so super happy for you!!!!

Sharing good news is always bittersweet when we know how it feels to face not-so-good news of our own... but these success stories are what really do keep us going in our darkest hours. Sometimes we have to get hope from those around us when our own supply is running a little low.

A good ttc friend of mine never shared her 16week pregnancy until she was sure my ultrasound was great... she felt terrible.. but i would have been overjoyed for her regardless.

[rypell1985]

Anna...I love how you spent your 2ww, as I did much of the same things. I told them I loved them, DH told them he loved them, I kept my hands on my belly and promised I would take good care of them if they only make me so lucky as to become their mom. I couldn't spend my 2ww thinking about the "what if this doesn't work". In my mind it had to work and I would have remained there until someone told me otherwise. That is where I am right now with DH because he is so scared to be excited until the RE says we are pregnant (which thank goodness will be tomorrow) but I told him that I HAVE to be excited. That I waited my whole life to see 2 pink lines and now that I have I just have to enjoy it. As for loading your pic....if you can get it on your computer, there is an attachment featuer right below where you would type a reply, and you upload just like you would for an email attachment.

[DandMe]

Tammy why not get your hopes up? We're all big girls and know what can go wrong... I think it's GOOD for us to focus on what can go RIGHT!

You tested early, and there's every chance to believe the beta is going to rise just wonderfully. Keep your feet up and let that embryo dig in to mama!