FEB / MARCH 2011 Cycle Buddies!! can't wait!

[WeHaveHope]

Becca-I don't think that the symptoms are anythingto be concerned about. However, I can tell you that calling your RE will make you feel a whole lot better. Please call them! You will be glad you did. You do not want to go to bed tonight with this concern on your mind. Thank you for all of your support. You have been wonderful. I hope to be there for you a's well.

Bliss-thank you for all of your continued support. I can't wait to read the update about your ultrasound on Friday.

AFM-I resisted the urge to test this morning. I almost did but I held strong and resisted. I hope to be able to do the same again tomorrow. Cute story, I have been playing words with friends with my IVF Nurse. We sent text messages to each other in the game. She quickly picked up on the fact that I was down in the dumps and provided me with alot of support. She also provided me with alot of distraction by playing the game until very late in the evening. I am greatfull to her. Having that added support was a great help.

Sending you all lots of hugs tonight.

[becca5m]

bliss and we, I can't begin to thank you enough for your encouraging words. I don't know what I would do without this board right now. Even though I don't post a ton, I read everyone's stories and am pulling for us all to have the babies we want so badly.

My RE was closed by the time I got off of work, so I came home and redosed. So far no seepage and no pink. And my left breast is very sore. Gosh I can't wait till Friday. Really feel it in my gut that it's going to be a BFP!

We, I'm so glad you resisted the urge to POAS. I know how hard that is. Keep resting and keep that PMA.

[WeHaveHope]

Becca-no need so say thank you. We have all been there or in our case, are going through it together. We need to be here for each other. I am surprised you were unable to reach your RE or ateast a nurse. Do they not have an on call IVF nurse? I know I have uses my RE's on call nurse a few times. It is always more reassuring to hear it from the experts who deal with this on a daily basis. Please ask them about this tomorrow. They should have a nurse you can reach out to even on weekends and holidays. And if they do, so not hesitate to use it. I was hesitant the first time I called after hours and the nurse told me that I should never dwell on any concern or question. She encouraged me to use this service. That ia what they are there for, to ease the concerns. Sending you lots of hugs and sticky baby dust tonight.

[becca5m]

We, I did not try to call because I know they go into answering service after 4pm. I guess I was worried I was being a worry wart, KWIM. My first thought was to redose because soooo much of it came right back out. Going to give them a call first thing in the morning though. Gosh, can you believe only 2 more sleeps till Friday!

[WeHaveHope]

Becca-only one more night! I did not test this morning. I was feeling sone strange lower abdominal discomfort last night. Then a sharp muscle pain inthr right side of my lower abdomen. It actually woke me up. I don't know what any of those symptoms may mean. I know they were not like any menstral cycle pains I have ever had. I guess we will know more tomorrow. I hope you are feeling better.

[becca5m]

wehavehope, I will be thinking of you tomorrow morning as they draw my blood work. Sending you good thoughts! May we both have a BFP. I resisted the urge to POAS this morning. I only have one test left and it's screaming at me. Going to get to bed early tonight. Exhausted. Praying sleep will come swiftly, as tomorrow can't come soon enough. The wait for the results is going to be torture.

DH is out of town for work and found out today he may have to stay until Monday. I told him there was no way I was giving the news of N or P over the phone, so we better get that project done and get home, or he is going to have to wait till Monday. That might sound mean, but I have present all ready for him if it is P and I so desperately want to see the look on his face when it's good news.

[crissylove]

Becca-I just wanted to let you know I was on crionine in the beginning and was googling to get more info on it bcuz I wasn't sure I wanted to do that AND do the POI shots at the same time. Many of the women had the pinking clumps come out. One woman was told that if you insert too far it can irritate the cervix, so don't push in the tip too much. Also, someone else was told the the pinkish was coming through in the seepage that normally comes out grey possibly due to implantation bleeding.

WE/BECCA-This is the last sleep! I will say a good prayer tonight for you both.

[WeHaveHope]

Crissy-thank you so much for your support. I pray that all the positive vibes work.

Becca-this is it. The very last night. What time is your appointment tomorrow? Mine is at 8:30am. I also resisted POAS this morning. I have 3 tests left and they were all screaming at me this morning. Tomorrow can't come soon enough but it is going to be a very long night and an even longer day. I will be praying for you tonight. I hope we both have good news tomorrow.

[becca5m]

Well, I just couldn't resist temptation this morning and I used my last one to POAS. Negative. (sigh). Ok, now I'm prepared for what the beta will show. I just knew it was going to be P. I just knew it. Bummed right now, but keeping my chin up. Am heading to the lab now and should have my results in a few hours. I'm not near my RE so I'm doing my beta in a lab where we are stationed (military). Things move a little slower here.

We, I'm thinking about you and sending you good thoughts. Please check in when you can.

[WeHaveHope]

Becca-the home test can be negative and the Beta positive. It is not uncommon. Please keep your chin up. I know it is easier said than done. We will continue to be here for each other. I will keep you posted.

[BlissfulCS]

Thinking of you both this morning. Good luck.

[WeHaveHope]

Done. Now the long wait. My RE told me this morning that he will be the one to call me regardless of the results.I am comforted by that a's I have a really good relationship with my RE and I trust him very much.

[becca5m]

Beta is 5.74. They are pretty sure that it is a chemical, but want me to continue meds and have beta ran again Monday morning.

[NancyB]

Beta is 5.74. They are pretty sure that it is a chemical, but want me to continue meds and have beta ran again Monday morning.

((((((((((((((((((Becca)))))))))))))))))))))))))

[WeHaveHope]

Becca-I am so sorry. Please know that I am here for you. Sending you a great BIG hug right now.