Summer Board 2011

[WeHaveHope]

Beta #3 1238. Went down

[moorebaby]

Beta #3 1238. Went down

Oh, sweetie...I'm so sorry! What did they say when they called? Are they still having you continue the progesterone? You transferred 2, right? Maybe both implanted & then 1 stopped growing & dividing? My heart breaks for you! (((HUGS)))

[Ninde]

Wehavehope: I'm so sorry. What did your re say?

[sunshine.12]

wehavehope - please don't lose hope yet. if you had transferred 2, there is a high chance that 2 took initially and you lost 1 later. i have seen the beta # going down for others in this forum who went on to have healthy babies.

please talk to your re about this possibility and see what he says...

[WeHaveHope]

I feel so absolutely devastated. My RE said that since we transferred two that there is a possibility that both implanted and that one was lost but the other one is still viable. I van tell you that I am trying really hard yo dig up just a little bit of hope but I have none. I feel like all has been lost and don't understand why we would be given this glimmer of hope to have it disappear. I guess I will never understand. I have another Beta tomorrow. Dint even know what for. Going to cry myself to sleep now. Please know that I am so grateful for each and everyone one you. Sending you my love.

[margi26]

WeHaveHope: As Mellow said on the other thread, it is entirely possible that both initially implanted and that you are losing one of the twins. There is a good chance that your other one is perfectly viable. I know this is hard....but I have seen 2 other cases of similar situations working out into a viable pregnancy. Try to hang onto hope---and see what tomorrow's beta brings, although honestly, you might not know until u/s. Please feel all of us with you on this--it is indeed a difficult journey. ((HUGS))

[Sunshine1576]

WehaveHope: As your pin-name even states we have hope! It is going to work out, you just have to continue praying and believe. My prayers are with you!
Sunshine1576

[Sunshine1576]

Got a callback from my nurse this morning...asking me if I wanted to cancel this cycle since most ladies get alarmed when they have so many follicles for an IUI... she said we now have 6 follies growing a the same pace around 13mm as of Thursday...I said no way! Estrogen is at 900 and she said the norm for one foli would be around 150 but since we have 6 growing this is a good number to be at. Going back in for another sNs tomorrow!

[Lauren]

We-((((HUGS)))) Im so sorry your going thru this right now I can only imagine how your feeling and all your emotions make total sense...your a strong woman and you lean on that DH of urs and find the strength to pull urself up and have some hope and faith! Its not over...theres still a chance. Like weve seen on these boards where its a twin so please know your in my prayers and thought...

[Lauren]

Sunshine-WAY to go! 6 follies CONGRATS!

[LYD10]

wehavehope - i second what other are saying. you are probably just lost a twin. that's why the bleeding has stopped. i am sorry - this beta hell is totally hell. but it will be OK in the end!

[WeHaveHope]

Hello,
Thank you do much for all of yout posts. I just spoke to my RE again. The first time I was not able to contain the crying so I realy wasn't able to ask the questions I wanted to ask. Nothing has changed. The plan is still to have the Bea drawn again tomorrow. If there is a dramatic drop than it's all over. If there is a very slight decline, it kind of remains the same as today, or rises slightly then another Beta on Monday. I realy just wish we did not have to wait to know. The wait and the small amount of hope is driving me insane. I will be going in to work tomorrow. I cant spend another day at home stating at the walls waiting for the phonecall. It won't change anything anyways. Praying for a miracle but expecting the worst. It won't be easy. After trying to remain so realistic I had gotton my hopes up. Now I feel like all my hopes have been crushed.
We still have friaries but emotionally, I don't know what going to be next for us.

[fvrogers]

Wehavehope - You have been such a source of hope and inspiration for me. I am sending you hugs and keeping you in thought and prayer. Please stay hopeful! I agree with all other posts, it may be that one of the 2 is lost but one other bean is still hanging on. I completely understand how you feel, but try to find a drop of hope to hold on to. I am so sorry that you have to deal with this. Please:

Ladies I want to thank you for all of your support. It has meant the world to me, you are such an awesome group of women!! I spent the last 24 hours sulking around and am now getting myself back together again. I was so hopeful for this cycle. We are grateful to have the 4 embryos to attempt a FET with so we plan to try for that on October. DH and I have decided to go on a little vacation next month just to regroup and enjoy being a couple without thinking about IF . I will finally go back to work tomorrow and face the music. I told a few people at work who will want to hear the whole story so I have been bracing myself for that.

Felicia

[easley4]

wehavehope~I'm thinking the other ladies are right. I think one of the other ladies, Rio, went through this same thing. Please try and keep hope. I know after my scare last night I can totally understand your fear. I was so worried at my U/S today that I burst out crying. My poor DH didn't know what to do. I am praying for you. What time is your beta tomorrow?

[easley4]

Ok ladies, all the prayers must have worked, the baby looks great! SO happy right now, I just knew we were going to get bad news today. As soo as I saw that heartbeat on the screen I burst into tears I was so over joyed! My poor DH didn't know what to do. But thankfully all is good. Bleeding and cramping has stopped and my next U/S is Thurs. Love and prayers to all!