Summer Board 2011

[margi26]

***CRASHING***

Lauren319: Never would judge. Sorry you are having a rough day.

Ester: Sending great doubling vibes for you tomorrow.

[fruit]

Ninde - Great Beta Nbrs !! CONGRATS ON UR BFP!! U GO GIRL!!!

[Ninde]

Hi ladies

Lou & Wishing & Lyd10 & Fruit: Thank you

Lauren: Thanks to you too They put two back. Has your RE called yet? If not - report him/her!

Lauren319: How are you doing today? Who would judge you?! And I completely understand why you feel so crappy about your DH's response. And what his Mum said was absolutely aful - how could you not be annoyed, pissed off and upset by it all? You said you have fibromyalgia? I know that its a really difficult condition and extraordinary painful. One of the areas I work with in therapy is trauma and a pile of research is showing a huge link between fibromyalgia and trauma and I wondered have ever worked with a trauma therapist on it? Peter Levine who is based in the US is one of the key drivers of research and practice in this area and he has trained a number of therapists in the US in a form of therapy known as 'Somatic Experiencing' - there is nothing soft and fuzzy about it, its based on huge scientific research. If you have any interest, have a look and see if you can find any somatic experiencing therapists or indeed any sensori-motor therapists (thats the modality I've been training in recently and their organisation is also based in the US - in Boulder) - genuinely - they might be able to help with some of the pain of the fibromyalgia.

Moorebaby: How did you get on today?

Talk to you all later

Ninde

[Lauren319]

Ninde - interesting! I'm definitely going to look into it. I've been doing really well with consistent exercise and cymbalta, but considering I can't do either now, I'm gonna need something

On my phone at the RE's office. Write later.

[Cheri76]

Ester - CONGRATULATIONS!!!! Not sure if you remember me, but we cycled together last fall on the same schedule. I'm soooo happy for you!

[Lauren319]

Only 4 measureable follicles. Gonna see what estrogen looks like, but dont think it's worth it to do PGD on 4. We'll see what doc says. He claims I can still grow more if E2 is good. Fml. Fragile x has ruined everything. I cant stop crying.

[riogirl71]

Lauren319 I think a glass of wine was in order, sorry about the MIL being so rude to you. I am also sorry that you are bummed today about your SNS, I will be sending you some good thoughts that you will have more follies on your ER, I agree with you that it is probably risky to do PGD on 4, would you consider transfering all of them on 3 days and then testing for fragile x once you are pregnant? I know that is a very tough decision, I just truly wish you the best. You deserve to bring home your healthy baby. Cheering for you.

Ester - great second beta coming!!!!!!!!!!

[Lauren319]

Rio - I could never terminate a pregnancy again. That's how this whole thing started. I just want to crawl into a hole. I might need to sleep until tomorrow.

[anton]

Greetings to all my summer board friends!

Ninde- I just saw your BFP news!!! CONGRATULATIONS dear!!!! I am happy for you! Your numbers are awesome! You did a good job and I am betting on those Twins!!!! Bravo mama!!!

Lauren319- No judgment on the wine honey!! I am with you on that! hang in there and listen to what Lauren feels and no one else! I am sorry you have to face this too honey! There’s NO question about it that your MIL and her being judgmental is the last thing you need in your life right now. My advice to you is to INGORE whatever bad things her, or anyone else is saying to you! as for your DH, don’t be mad at him, try get into his shoes, he is in the middle so maybe you should give him a little credit...men sometimes act silly but that’s in their nature ....I am sending grow vibes to your follies!!! This sucks! but don't forget that Miracles happen everyday all the time!!!! You will get your miracle SOON!!! I am sure!!!! I hope you feel better soon!!! I sent you my love, a big (((HUG))) and tons of positive vibes and baby dust!!!xoxoxo

Madam X- Patience, patience, patience!!! I know this a difficult phase you are but be strong and everything will turn out fine! Every time is different! And this time you will get your BFP! ...I am going to make a PGD on my fall cycle and I am sure I am going to be in your shoes too! But without faith and PMA we can’t go on! So have more faith and be strong! I sent positive vibes to your embies to be normal, healthy babies!

LauraN- I am So sorry my friend! Never say never! We always have a choice! And there’s always a way! Don’t be disappointed! I hope you find the money somehow to make another ivf and get that baby you so much want! My prayers are with you! i sent you a big cyber ((hug))

Lauren- Hi there my friend! Thanks for asking about me! I am doing ok in general, busy with job interviews and anxious to start my fall cycle and get my BFP! ...no news is good news...No offence here, but can I say that I hate your RE!!! Still no phone call!!! Seriously! WTF!!! ....Good luck with everything honey! I sent you my love and tons of baby dust!!!

Ester- Can’t wait for your doubling beta #’s!!!!! I am SO darn happy for you!!


I am sure I ‘ve left friends behind, forgive me but know that I sent baby dust to all of you!!!!


anton

[Ninde]

Lauren319: oh these 2 days have been awful for you. I hope the follicles keep growing. Get into bed and put on some music and cry your eyes out if that's what you need to do. And then try and sleep. Your body, emotions and mind are going through hell and rest is probably the only thing that will soothe you even a little. I'm really sorry

Ninde

[Lauren319]

E2 went from 50 to 200 so RE thinks there's more to come. I have to go back in on Monday to see if we'll continue. I hate this stupid rollercoaster. Thank you for your support through all this. It means a lot.

Madame x - fert report?!

Ester- beta?!

[lou71]

Lauren319 -- I was stalking for Ester's beta and saw your posts. I'm so sorry! I'm praying your E2 is good and that a few more follies crop up. And wine is fine... no judging. I'm also sorry you are dealing with fibromyalgia too. I really hope you get better news from your clinic at your next appt. Damn that Fragile X! But remember.... with even one good embie, you can get pregnant. I only retrieved 3 eggs and only 2 were mature and only 1 fertilized and she is due next month! Granted I didn't need PGD for a genetic issue but I just wanted to give you some hope if you are ever in a position of having only 1 good embie to transfer. I'm thinking of you!

Ester -- When do you get that beta back?

[fruit]

Lauren - Hi sweetheart miss ur news, long time indeed, im fine thanks for asking, im not logging in a lot , im just stalking coz im trying to finish some work before moving along with my ivf fall cycle, so i know i have a lot of reading to do here
did u find a new RE or not yet? i hope u'll be able to join us soon on the fall board.

Anton - it is always nice to hear from u

afm - i did a natural iui on friday 2 weeks ago, and i was supposed to get my AF today but it is not here yet, so i guess i'll wait 2 more days... i dont want to POAS coz i know it will be a BFN, i dont feel preggo at all, i just know that AF is just late and im preparing myself for a new ivf cycle....

baby dust to allllllllllllll

[anton]

LauraN- Just read this post that says that companies cover IVF wrote by a member of the boards. serach for it at the board index! is the 2nd subject on the IVF fertilization boards. sounds like a good thing for you living in the states ...dont know what you do for a living but if you work in one of those companies listed in there you get full coverage of IVF treatment! ...look into it honey! there's always a CHOICE and HOPE for everyone!!! dont give up! i hope you get your miracle baby SOON!!! God bless you!






anton

[anton]

Fruit- Hey you!!! how did I miss that IUI you did! ...I am keeping my fingers crossed that AF never comes...or at least in the next 9 months or so and you get that BFP!!!! I am excited for you now and hope that this is IT!!! keep us posted! ....about preggo signs...there are NO fix signs or must have signs AT ALL at this stage so having not any signs still its a 50-50 chance that you are preggo! I bet that you are!!! I am keeping my fingers crossed for you honey!! Good luck!!!




anton