Damn computer keeps erasing what I type, right when I'm at the end, so I'm keeping this one short and sweet. Sorry I've been MIA, I've been wallowing in my own self-pity for a bit.
Congrats to all of those that their beta's are cooperating!!!!! And those that are seeing their little beans on the u/s! Keep posting, it gives all of us hope that it will happen for us!!!!!!
And to all those that are having drama- I am so sorry. It sucks! Scream, yell,do what you have to do to feel better, then bring up your head and press forward. That is what we do, we are strong, we are awesome! And do what you need to to make changes if they are necessary, that may mean changing clinics, or demanding a different protocal, or keeping them on their toes, etc. If you feel it in your heart, then just do it! This is OUR future, this is OUR body, this is OUR life, you need to demand the best! A doctor or their staff not calling, or not communicating, or changing up their stories, that is NOT ok.
As for me.....and this is where it keeps screwing up for me
I keep going back for bloodwork praying that the hcg numbers go down quickly, I just want this part done with so that I can move on. We are trying to figure out where to get the money to try 1 more time, hopefully I can make it with my business that I own, I work full time and then own my own business, so the goal is to really concentrate on the business, because I know it works when you put the time into it, I've been neglecting it throughout this process. WE are looking forward to sitting down with the RE and discussing what went right, what went wrong, what his recommendation would be for next steps. I did find out yesterday (long story, but pisses me off, maybe I will write about it later) that I have a low functioning thyroid, so now I need to get that under control before moving on. Should have been discovered months ago and treated months ago...but again, I won't get into that right now. Anyways, I will keep you posted, but once I find out if/when we do it again, I'll move over to that string.
Good luck to all of you!!!!! Love ya!!!!!
My doctor put me on Provera to start AF after she left I started the Micro Dose Lupron protocal. 2 days of "watered down" lupron then high doses of Menopur and Follistim. 4 shots a day. At my first check I had just a few follicles but my estrogen level was up. So they just kept pumping the FSH in me for 14 days. Finally I had 6 good follicles. At retreival they got 5. 4 were fertilzed and 3 made it to a 3 day transfer. I am now 9dpt and for the past 3 mornings I have had a positive hpt. Every day the tests just getting darker. Just keep your head up and have a positive attitude. I am praying for you girl.
. its going down very slowly - from 3700 last week to 3200 this week. but at least its not an ectopic ( which i had 2 cycles ago and it kept going up) yey - little things in life 
