Cycling In 2012 Board (formerly Fall/Winter 2011-2012)

[WeHaveHope]

Akdelp-Thank God! I'll continue to pray for you.

[Gina1976]

Akdelp- Thank the good Lord above!! SO happy for you!!

[Ninde]

Hi ladies and thank god for better news


Akdelp: that little one is determined to hang on in there!! And I'm so glad. Now rest woman!!

Bodie: thank you it was me on the coq10

Gina thank you for your kind words. Do you know next year when you soliloquy start?

Neffi : I'm sure the drugs are v expensive. Fingers crossed you have enough

Ninde

[blueeyedreamer]

Adkelp!!!!! Yeah!!!!!

[Julia73]

Akdelp that's so great! So glad to hear this, hang in there and take it easy now!

[Gina1976]

Ninde- I'm not sure really. Have to see how savings are going. DH is retiring also so savings go to that too. He'll be 38 when that happens. My little Scentsy business isn't going as well as I hoped! Didn't plan making tons there but a little for maybe gas or food etc..Stay at home Mom so have one income. Just glad we are living in Germany at the moment and have the extra money to set aside. It just isn't coming soon enough! I'm beyond ready!

[kala0704]

AKdelp-Thank the Lord!!! We are so relieved!!!

[Neffi211]

Akdelp-- YAY! I'm so happy for you and your little bean! So what do they think the bleeding is?

AFM-- Now I have gotten two different answers about my Lupron. Yesterday RE told me to continue all my meds up until transfer day. Then today I get an email back from Michele (CNP) that says I stop it on the 28th when I start PIO. She is the one that usually runs the show....but why wouldn't they be telling me the same thing! Why isn't everyone on the same page here! Isn't there a protocol to follow! I emailed her back and will call first thing Monday morning!

[kala0704]

Neffi-Jeeeze I really feel for you! I dont understand what drives the protocol they give us. I think it should be cut and dry but I guess the course of our meds depends on a b/w and u/s's. At least you are not dealing with 2 languages and countries. I had to translate my Serbian RE's emails on a website then relay to American RE...lol!

[bodie1011]

Akdelp - Hooray!!! That little guy is determined to stay!

AFM - 3rd beta came back at 4850 (I think - as soon as I heard 48-something I stopped listening I was so relieved). 3 days until the U/S. I really hope there is something there!

[Gina1976]

YEAH Bodie!!! Nice Beta!!!

[blessed143]

bodie- Yay... That is so awesome! I cant wait to hear how your u/s goes! Congrats!

Akdelp- Yay!!!!! What an awesome blessing! Glad things worked out great!

Neffi- I am so sorry... I dont understand what they think half the time anyway I get all confused and istill dont know what is going on. It s funny my two RE nurses seem to have different info.... I just always call and ask many times.. I think they know my voice already I hope things get simpler and easier for you to understand!

AFM- gonna go look at some houses. Waiting on ours to sell but not a bad idea to get some good ideas on what is out there! I hope everyone is having a good Day!

[Lauren319]

Akdelp - wooohoooo

Bodie - sounds great!

Ninde - I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope things start looking up for you. The ordeal with your meds is so annoying and frustrating. I'm thinking of you.

Julia - I'm not that stressed. Everyone keeps telling me to relieve my stress, but honestly, I don't work and the only thing stressing me out is this stupid IVF. So now I have to relieve stress to get positive results fro the one thing that's causing me stress. So annoying.

[LauraN]

Akdelp- Woo hoo! That little bean is a strong one, holding on for dear life

We- how are you doing this weekend? I was thinking about you yesterday.

AFM- thanks for all of the AF dancing! It worked. So, I started today- woo hoo, so I will start BCP Monday, call Monday for bloodwork(so I'm guessing I will go in Tuesday morning for Bloodwork), then be on the BCP for 3 weeks, so last BCP on the 13th of Nov? then start shots 18th or 19th of Nov? then ER sometime the week after Thanksgiving? or, since he's starting me out on such a high dosage, it might be the week of Thanksgiving? Anyways, regardless, I know feel like at least we are doing something....let the fun (NOT) begin

[WeHaveHope]

LauraN-thank you so much for asking. If there was any doubt in my mind that this pregnancy was over, today proved it. I finslly started bleeding very heavily today. Bright red, so it's now exactly what I experienced with the last MC after stopping all the meds. It's still so hard for me to come to grips with this. I find myself thinking that I am starting to move on and feel a little better and then something will hit me, literally that's exactly what it feels like. And once it hits me, I find myself down again and crying. DH asked me today if I thought I was having some type of postpartum depression. He so hates to see me cry and depressed. I'm just not like this and other than when my father passed in 1997, I've never felt this depressed. DH really wants me to try and focus on the fact that we are going to try again and that we have two more tries. But instead of focusing on that I find myself focusing on the fact that we only have two mire tries and if they don't work, that's it. I put in a call to my employer assistance program on Friday and they gave me the phone number of three therapists in my area. I may call on Monday. We will see. I wish I could cry and yell and then that's it, I can feel better, but I've done that and it hasn't helped. This time has hit me so much harder than the first time.

How are you doing?