Cycling In 2012 Board (formerly Fall/Winter 2011-2012)

[Gina1976]

Lauren- Glad you can get things started now! Good luck!!


We- Glad you are thinking about talking to someone. Praying for y'all.

[akdelp]

Well...been passing lots of tissue and a whole jelly like sac ( as big as an egg). Pretty sure we see the fetus. RE said to flush it and call if I bleed too much in 20 mins. And said...it is what it is....**** him! I am the losing this baby and he is so damn insensitive...might go to my family doctor to just get blood work done. I really hate my RE right now.

[Gina1976]

akdelp- How insensitive!! I would have to tell him off when you are feeling better! I swear if I have an RE like that, they better watch out! That is beyond hurtful and rude coming from a RE, not to mention how costly it all is. You think they would be a lot nicer! Praying hard for you!! I hope that isn't it and all is ok!!

[WeHaveHope]

Akelp-oh honey, I am so sorry. Please know tha I am praying for you and DH. Given your RE's insensitive response and lack of urgency I think you should probably go to the ER.

[Sunshine1576]

Sorry I have been away for a day...Extremely worn out from being gone since 6am yesterday with my drive to appt and then work and then go back into work a few hours later and really don't remember sleeping... Appt went over good yeah no cyst! So started follistim injections last night at 200 units going back in on Tues for another scan. Lining was around 3 but it was cycle day 2 when she scanned me. Anyway I have much sleep to get and reading up some more for personals. I am praying for everyone, it sounds like it have been a rather emotional week on here.

Thanks Ninde for lighting a candle and I'm sorry to hear about your uncle.

Adkelp, didn't like how your RE treated you so insensitively, you deserve so much better and I'm praying that everything is in fact ok yes a trip to the ER would be a good idea.

Maria, Wow what a rough day with your coworker who had no idea but still it's hard to deal with it. I know you mentioned taking a break, but I'm praying your next FET will bring you a rainbow baby.

Leorira, yes terrified and excited are the best two words to describe my emotions right now. I'm looking at 1300.00 worth of meds that came in this morning and praying this is our last cycle before we find ourselves asking family for money. But if there is a will there's always a way!

Blue good luck with your beta, we need some good news on here..So come on show us the BFP and noone gets hurt!

AFM: delirious, sleepy and hungry all at the same time...be back tomorrow night for more personals. Take Care of you!

[blueeyedreamer]

Flush it!! Really! OMG. I don't even know what to say. Don't they usually want to see it, test it, or something?

[Ninde]

Evening ladies. Second attempt to post as my last ones wiped despite previewing!!

Gina: I know its really expensive. Is your business online?
Neffi: oh that's annoying and unsettling. Hopefully Monday will clear it up
Bodies: they are great numbers. Roll on tue
Blessed: where are you hoping to move to?
Lauren319: thanks. Any movie choice?
LauraN: wouldn't a thanksgiving baby be lovely
We: this is so hard both physically and emotionally and there really is no road map on grief. Your dh sounds like an amazingly loving man and of course he doesn't want you to be upset but you have to grieve in your way. Try the therapists - any support you can get is important. Im just so sorry
Akdelp: oh im so sorry. And im seething at your re. How bloody dare he. Take care of you first then have the discussion. Are you in a lot of pain?
Sunshine: thank you. You sound exhausted. Sleep really well and its fantastic you have no cysts

Ninde

[fvrogers]

Akdelp - I cannot believe your RE!!! I agree with We, you should just go to the ER. They can do another U/S and see what is going on. Stay in prayers.

[Lauren319]

Ninde - dh and I are watching the good wife, soni guess that's keeping my mind off the appt tomorrow. No real movies yet.

Christy - sounds like you're on your way

Akdelp - WTF? Did u tell him to **** off? I would've.

[WeHaveHope]

Akdelp-I am so worried about you. Please tell me you went to the ER to be checked. I know this is a very difficult time for you and DH. I am keeping you in my prayers. Please try and check in and let us know how you are doing.

[blessed143]

akdelp- oh my goodness. I cant believe that your RE said that. What a horrible thing to say. I just wow am loss for words. I would so find another RE. THats not right to treat you that way. I am so sorry that you are going through this! I am so sorry. I will have you on my mind!

Ninde- yeah we want to move to another side of town. Just waiting for this house to sell. Been saying our prayers daily....

we- I am still thinking of you each day. I hope that your days are getting better... I am so glad that you have such a loving and caring DH! You truly are blessed! I will continue to think of you two and pray that things for you get easier ( not meaning that in a uncaring way).

laura- Yay for AF! That is so exciting! I am thinking of you and I hope that you are doing well!

sunshine- Yay no cyst! that is awesome! I am so glad that things are on way for you!

I am thinking of you all!

[Lauren319]

Akdelp - did you go in? What happened? You ok?

[kala0704]

akdelp-thinking of you and praying for you and dh...im so sorry! I would find another RE too...what a jackass!

[akdelp]

I have not went in yet. DH thinks we should wait until Monday. I am not sure why. He keeps taking the positive road. Even after seeing it (which compared to the ones online, it is without a doubt a fetus) he keeps thinking that maybe there is one in there still. I think he is just nuts and needs to see the U/S for himself to know it is over. Maybe it is just his mind trying to protect him from the official word...don't know. All I do know is that I am pissed as hell and I can't stop crying. The other part of the problem is that I work at the hospital and everyone in ER knows me. I just hate it. I wish today that I didn't work for the hospital...Ugh. My RE office is a remote office from the main clinic I go to that is about 1hour and 20 minutes away...OMG - I forgot to tell you....when I showed up at the office this morning at 8 am my RN asked WHO I WAS!!!! I was just there the day before at 11! Are you kidding me?!?!? DH was just as pissed as I was. This office is pissing me off more and more....I hate this whole thing. I hate feeling this way, I hate the RE, I hate the loss, I hate it all. Sorry, I am just so hurt.

blue - yup, "just flush it". Because that will make all better! ASSHOLE RE! You know, I never swear and I just can't help myself!
Lauren - I do want to tell him to F* off so bad! But if I cycle again I will have to see them all. If we don't, I will tell him and the administrators exactly what I think! Total bullshit. He's probably pissed because I interuppted his saturday!
Ninde - I was in A LOT of pain. I was cramping very bad and while on the toilet I heard a "pop" sound in my belly. It wasn't long after that I passed it. I am still pretty tender. I assume from all the cramping. I think I have more pain in my heart that I do in my belly....

Thanks everyone else for support. I just can't do personals right now...

[LYD10]

oh my god, akdelp - i am so sorry! it sounds awful! i wish you had another RE office option around you.