Thanks for your replies. I know I have done well to get to ET so I am focusing on my wibbly wobbly little embies and hoping that they have the strength to embed and make me the happiest Mummy in the universe.
Anjela - So lovely to hear from you. I am sorry your AF is playing up. Have you thought of reflexology?? I had 2 sessions and it sorted me out good and proper. I had the mother of all AF's and all sorts of bits and bobs came out like old bikes and boots and shopping trollies - OK maybe not that much but it gave me a jolly good clean out and my lining for this ET was perfect. Give it a go honey!! Hope you are managing to move on a bit step by step. It is so hard as we both know but I do believe I have the perfect Guardian Angel looking over me and so do you. The right time will come when it's the RIGHT time. Thinking of you.
Kel - How are you feeling my buddy? Have you seen DeeDee's news? I hope it's not the end for her

I must get back to watching Wife Swap that I recorded last night.
Love Dagny xkx