Hopethis works Huge congrats on the 2 heartbeats how exciting
Amanda I think you are looking at a bfp...my ovedril shots were always out of my system in 7 days but just to be sure POAS again and see if it is getting darker. So excited for you
Sunshine I am so sorry you feel so down but I can totally understand. I still cringe when a friend says to me that she is pregnant and that "they weren't even trying" I actually bit one of my friends head off for that phrase because most of my friends know that Paul took us 3 years and 3 months of non-stop trying. Most people don't understand how much that really hurts to see everyone around you pregnant and you still trying and trying. When we did IVF in 2010 ( after we refinanced our house to get the money!!!) the day of my ER my 17 year old sister came to my house in tears with her boyfriend because she "accidentally got pregnant" Grrrrr DH and I had to spend all evening trying to calm her and her idiot boyfriend because they kept using words like "nightmare" and ruined life to describe the pregnancy. In the end I ended up in beta hell from that IVF and all awhile had to help plan my sister's "shotgun wedding" to her idiot boyfriend. I constantly asked God why he gave a baby to such an irresponsible, unprepared child and not me. It was so rough so I understand. No one in my family at the time could even take a moment to understand how difficult it was for DH and me to watch someone so close to us not even want a baby and get one after we spent to much time and energy and tears only to get nothing
Honey please feel free to vent anytime life is unfair sometimes but I have long stopped trying to understand God's plan I just submit to his will and know that he will do what is best for me even when it does not feel like it. Watching my sister not take care of my niece well makes me feel like I am so much better of a mommy for Paul because I had waited so long for him and I honestly pray that next Mother's day you have your miracle baby in your arms. Hugs
Lauren 319 I am so excited for you I am pretty sure you are gonna get an awesome bfp tomorrow. If the spotting stopped it was definitely implantation

That is what happened to me this pregnancy..I had spotting that went away but I thought it was just a light period...well it wasn't. Good luck tomorrow can't wait to hear your results
AFM nothing new. Zofran is giving me terrible constipation (sorry tmi) even with stool softeners so I am gonna try not to take it today even though I am very very sick. ugh not sure what else to do. We are getting Paul christened tomorrow
Me 30
DH 30
DS 10 from previous marriage
ttc 5 yrs, Cervical cancer- in remission
IVF# 1 BFP m/c at 7 weeks
FET Nov 2010 BFN
IUI #5 12/02 BFP! Paul NIcholas
April 2012 Natural BFP on baseline to start cycling-- beta 4/11 35 beta 4/13 121


