Cycling In 2012 Board (formerly Fall/Winter 2011-2012)

[Pickygirl28]

Im starting to have bleeding nad getting worst today which led me to this forum.... Reading everyone's stories and knowing I'm not alone in this torturing process. Keep praying tonight and for all others.

[to_have_fun08]

Dandme - i looked you up and there are a lot of Sonya's.. PM me with your email address.

[Sunshine1576]

Leora,
My heart continues to break even more, I have no words to make this seem better, honestly I wish I could make this pain go away. No offense to anyone out there, I know they mean well but I hate it when others say but you are so young and you have time on your hands. Personally I think you've waited long enough and this is well overdue to be your turn!!! Age should have nothing to do with IVF, if it's something we want we shouldn't feel deprieved and I don't care how young or old we get! I wish more then ever that they knew why this keeps happening to prevent it from happening again but all I can tell you is stay strong and determined, because it's only a matter of time before your rainbow baby is coming home!
Hugs from the Sunshine State,
Christy

[mellow4]

Leora~ I am so heartbroken for you and David. There is nothing fair about any of it, and I pray you are able to take the time you need to regroup and heal as long as you need. Much love and prayers to you. Wish I could offer a hug.

[Ninde]

Morning ladies

Tiger: Good luck today - really rooting for you And glad you are home

Tortilla: How are you doing?

Kynlee: when today will you get your third beta results?

Pocos: Is your ER today? Good luck!

Waiting Kay: Good on you for holding out on the POAS How is the bloating today - has it still subsided? Are you feeling more comfortable? It always annoys me when I hear about people speculating around pregnancy. I'm one of the lucky ones in that I don't actually drink alcohol so its not a tell-tale sign for me but I will never forget one person telling me about ten years ago to have a baby as it would "be the making of you" - I nearly slapped her!

Pickygirl28: I don't think I have met you before. You said that you are bleeding? Have you had a confirmed pregnancy or are you in the 2ww - are you ok?

Blue: So when do you start stimms?

Leora: Did you manage to get any rest at all? I'm not going to ask the silly "how are you" question but I want you to know you are in my thoughts constantly and I'm sending you as much strength as I can x

Maria: How are you doing today? I'll swich on Skype when I get home this evening. I hope those two little ones are treating you gently

Does anyone know if Lyd10 had her baby?

Afm: Nothing much to report. Started down reg on Sat, its hot here but hot flushes also seem to be happening at night, last night it was a case of stripping me and the bed!

Ninde

[WeHaveHope]

Ninde-thanks for asking. I'm hanging in there. Everyday that passes is a blessing. I would really like to make it to 36 weeks. Hopefully we can get there. I had about 20 contractions yesterday but no more than 3 in any given hour so the doctor says that this is ok. But I'll tell you, they are getting much more intense and longer lasting now over a minute. DH and the kids painted the girls's room yesterday and will be building the cribs, glider, and changing table this week. We hope to have the room ready by this weekend. I actually havent heard anything from Lyd in a few weeks. Ill keep checking the PAT Board for any updates and let you know. I know that JenMinks haf her pittle boy. How are you feeling? Is your throat any better? I'll have Skype on my cell phone on all day so message me whenever you like.

[kynlee]

Leora- I am so sorry for what you are going through and have went through no one deserves this, I think taking a break is a good idea for you and David... That will give your Body a break and you a emotional break... I will be praying that things will look up for you when you restart... Sending you hugs from RI...

[kynlee]

Kay- Thinking of you and praying for a BFP tomorrow

Wondercat- WE did have some great weather this weekend, sat and relaxed outside crocheting away

Ninde- OMG girl, your throat again you poor thing... Hopefully this antibotic kills it, If your Dr says its ok to take while stimming I wouldnt worry to much they know best...

Pocos- Glad you didnt cancel, I have had Ohss and then each time later it got better since they new how to play with my meds... They gave me a med to help with the OHSS ask your DR about it, it really worked... It hink it was called cabergoline or something to that affect... Drink tons of gaterade... Praying for a great ER today

Tiger04- Yah for the line getting darker, cant wait to hear your beta... Sucks that you have to wait till Weds though, do you have any nurses you can call and ask later today?

tortillachip- So sorry

AFM_ just went in for Beta probably wont know till after 3 so Ill post around 6 since i have a Refi appt today at 330 and wont get home till then... I am hoping for a BIG rise Had such great weekend, so many great signs out there that my Mom is watching over me through all of this... When she passed we all thought of her as a butterfly cause at all the Big family events a butterfly always passed by... Then last Sat one passed by me eye level thought thats normal no biggie then this week I was getting my cereal and in my house was a beautiful butterfly never heard of one being in the house so I new for sure it was here again I took pictures so my sisters wouldnt think I was nuts lol I so believe in that kind of stuff and it made me know she is right here with me Great day at church too and then relaxed all afternoon with the Hubby... Hope everyone had a great weekend...

[WeHaveHope]

Kynlee-sending you tons of doubling vibes. Praying for a great Beta.

[LYD10]

Ninde, We - thanks for asking about me. Ive got 6 weeks left. Not much is happening right now,except for cramps and feeling tired. And chasing my 2.5 year old around.

Ninde - keeping my fingers crossed this cycle goes well for you!

We, Keeping my fingers crossed you get to hold on to those babies for a few more weeks

Leora - I am so sorry, I have no words.

[HopeThisWorksM]

Sorry I've been MIA for a week girls...

Leora: I have tears in my eyes for you. I'm sooo sorry for you and David.

Tortilla: Sorry about the BFN but hoping you can start again soon!

Tiger04: Glad to see the test is getting darker. Fingers crossed for you!

Kynlee: Good luck today! Please update us! Hope you get some nice doubling numbers!

WeHaveHope: Hoping you make week 36! Either way, hoping all goes well and painting the baby's room sounds fun

Ninde: I hope this cycle is your turn!

Pocos: Good luck with ER!

AFM: Had a 16 week visist last Tuesday. No US, only doppler but we heard the babys HB. All first trimester screening came back negative so the baby is looking healthy with no genetic problems detectable yet (like DOW or Edwards). Next docotor appointment isn't until August 13. Tomorrow I am 17 weeks pregnant! When should I start feeling the baby move ( I think between now and week 20)?

-HopeThisWorksM

[WeHaveHope]

HopeThisWotksM-I am happy to hear that your doing so well. Great to hear that all your 1st trimester tests all came back negative. What a relief!!! With regards to your question, everyone is different. With my son, I first felt him move at about 15 weeks. With this pregnancy, I felt the girls move at about 17 weeks or so. Buy don't get too concerned about the timing. Everyone is different and you will soon feel your little miracle move.

Lyd-so nice to hear from you. I'm so glad everything is going well. Thank you for the well wishes. Ate you all ready for the arrival of your little one? Please keep us posted.

[Sunshine1576]

Maria- How was your birthday weekend? I hope you had a nice one Saturday! Meant to post sooner but been thinking of you!

Lydia- Glad you are doing well, yea only 6 weeks to go!

Kynlee- I am continuously praying for you!

HopeThisWorks- Wonderful news that everything came back negative God is good!


AFM: nothing new except I lost weight last week due to being sick, slept 12 hours straight last night and gaining some energy back with a protein shake. Dh's still applying everywhere but getting discouraged since classes start back in 3 weeks and once he signs the last year contract he will have to wait until this time next year to accept any other possible college professor jobs. He's considering refinancing the house to cut our mortgage payments down but it would require a closing cost and it wouldn't make since if we had to move. Oh well, in the meantime I'm focussing on work and decided not to dwell on stuff I have no control over. May God's plan shine through.

[Pocos]

Hi Ladies, I am back from my ER, 19 eggs!

I started to bleed during the procedure because I was taking baby aspirin and forgot I wanst supposed to take it before the retrieval... Hopefully the bleeding will stop soon. I was awake during the procedure but I had no pain!! I was completely knocked out during my first IVF...

Now I am waiting to see how many eggs are good (mature)... If I get 10 I am happy because with my first IVF I had 12 eggs retrieved but only 3 were mature

[Waitingkay]

Leora - you are in my thoughts. Choose the time frame that is right for you, and whatever is right for your bond with D - we are here for you. Sending you warmth and strength. There's so little that can really be said but please feel how we are all praying for you and want to see you happy. Hugs and please take good care.

Kynlee - Where are you and your splendid news? Can't wait.

We - I didn't realize you were afraid the girls could be born sooner? I didn't congratulate you on your Bday because i found out only now from 1of the posts it was during the weekend! How was it? Managed to relax and have a good time? I know from a close friend how difficult this stage of pregnancy can get with twins...

Ninde - missed you girl! You never drink? I drink very little, just turns out this way. My ex used to have a bit of a problem and marrying a guy that has no tendency for addictions (as far as I can tell just work) is a joy. I don't trust the P sticks, and have had so many chemicals that in a way for me it's just the blood test that can tell us more or less where we're at. Bloated again today, but except for the skin stretching over what seems to be a giant belly, it doesn't hurt much today. And I could definitely sleep better last night. Happy to hear you started downregging. I like the beginnings of a cycle and if you can try and inject yourself with as much hope as possible. Remember, you were pregnant before so it can happen. I believe in the chemistry of being happy and that it's all very connected!

Beta day tomorrow. I am soooooo scared. I had no symptoms, no nipple sensitivity, nothing. Just worried. DH's abroad and I find myself so worried for him, how sad he will be again if this won't work out. Watching him with his niece On Saturday was in a way beautiful and in a way very sad. His niece from his younger brother. I so want this for him not only for me.

Sunshine - I agree with you that sometimes taking the approach that there's nothing you can do at moment so it's best to let it happen organically. It should at least allow you to relax for a bit and then see how you go from here.

Blessings to all,
Kay