Cycling In 2012 Board (formerly Fall/Winter 2011-2012)

[WeHaveHope]

Sunshine-I hope you feel better soon. I'm glad you stayed home today.

Pocos-oh hon, I am so sorry. Please know that I am here for you. I am keeping you and DH in my prayers.

Ninde-my Skype is on if you would like to chat. I'm sorry you had such a rough night but glad you erred able to sort some things out. How are your headaches?

Hope-hang in there. I agree with the ladies in that most ladies don't really feel any movement until later on. I know it's tough but everything will be just fine. Sending you a great big hug.

Blue-no a/c, there is no way I could handle that. Last night I was sweating horribly and had to put out a/c down to 68 and I was still hot while everyone else in the house was freezing including the two dogs and the two cats

More personals later. I left work early today. I have a conference call in an hour so I'm going to get a little rest before my call.

[dys24]

pocos- I'm sorry! i hope tomorrow brings you good news, I wil be thinking about you.

hopethiworks- with both of my pregnancies I didnt feel a thing up until like 22 weeks don;t worry I think its normal to not feel them move until 24wks

blueyed- We have a heat wave here in CT too, hope your retrieval goes well!

nindine- I'm doing good. thanks for asking Relaxed a little over the weekend, I'm ready to start POAS lol probably will do one tomorrow morning

thanks everyone for thinking about me!

[blueeyedreamer]

Christy- My Bella is doing much better. She came down with uveitis very quickly. It is a painful eye condition. They don't know what causes it many times. She may have reacted to something she ate. She looked like a zombie because she couldn't keep her eyes open and her 3rd eyelid kept coming out. It looked really weird. She is a trooper. I have to give her eyedrops every 8 hrs. She comes right to me and lets me do it with no problem. She is smart. She knows it helps her.

[Madame X]

Leora - Good luck tomorrow!! I will be stalking!!

Pocos - I am sorry.....

Tiger - How did family day go?

Always - Good luck on beta #4!! I'm sure it will be super high

Sunshine - Are you feeling any better? Has your temp gone down? You sound comfy at home in the rain. I like a lazy rainy day every once in a while.

Ninde - It is nice to hear that you did somethings for yourself... new jeans, shoes, and any kind of chocolate sounds good to me!

Blue - Your follies sound like they are doing well. Good luck with your retrival. Are you triggering tonight? Glad your dog is doing better.

Kay - Is your 1st u/s Wednesday??

AFM - u/s #2 tommorow.... again nervous. I hope everything is ok... then I can call my OB Still waves of sickness too.

[Alwaysangel]

Thanks ladies for the words of encouragement.

Waiting- the bloating is still there. I am huge!! Its getting hard to wear comfortable clothes to work the doesn't show the belly. I'm going to speak with re tomorrow when they call with bw results. I look 4-5 month pregnant!!!

More personals later... Resting since I think I ate too much fruit today...hense more water weight... Yeah!!!

[Pocos]

Ladies, thank you for the kind words. You guys mean the world to me.
I am bleeding a lot now.
I am so sad, I cant stop crying. I didnt sleep at all last night, I feel like a zombie.
I spoke to my parents, they are very sad and praying for us. I will call a friend later who has been through 11 iuis. She'll understand me. I am felling so sad and alone. It just feels like I'll never have my baby. I need to eat and sleep to be strong to try again but right now I am so sad. ITs so sad to see the blood.

Some friends from Brazil asked me to buy more carter's clothes for their babies since its cheaper here and so expensive in Brazil(they send me the money). I've done that for them before, but I cant deal with it anymore.

Is it normal to be in so much pain? I am thinking of seeing a psychologist...

[Alwaysangel]

Pocos- I'm so sorry. Believe me I know how devastated you feel, I've had 3 losses! The last loss was extremely hard for me. It took me a long time but time has done me wonders. Grieve how ever you need to grieve ( safely of course). Not buying the clothes for your friends doesn't seem to be a crazy idea to me. I work in a large office with a lot of women and it took me months to be able to be in a conversation with them about their children, i totally understand where u are coming from. Take your time and do things for yourself. Don't make any rash decision now, take some time. I have also debated about therapy. We are here if you need us, feel free to PM me if you would like to talk further.

Sending love!

[WeHaveHope]

Pocos-my heart goes out to you. I wish there was something I could do or say that would take your pain away. Please take all the time you need to greive. It is completely normal for you to feel the way you are feeling. But please dint give up. I remember being where you are tight now several times. Two BFN's and two miscarriages were very hard on my heart. Sometimes I even felt like I had lostu faith. But I never did and I don't want you to loose yours. Please know that I am here for you for whatever you may need. I will keep you and your DH in my prayers. And yes, I think that you need yo stay away from buying baby clothing for your friends. I'm sure they can find someone else. Your sanity and well being is much more important. Sending you a great big hug.

[blueeyedreamer]

Triggering tonight! My follie check was great today. We were able to measure 14 on the right and 2 on the left. If't funny how it changes each time. The COOLEST thing was that one of the follies was so big and clear that we could actually see the egg inside. I didn't know that was possible. Retrieval is scheduled for Wed morning. We have our fingers crossed for a 5 day transfer next Monday.

I'm loving the Olympics but this track cycling is just weird!

Pocos- I'm so sorry that you are going through this. It is such an extra torture to have to deal with bleeding on top of the negative. I don't blame you at all for not wanting to buy clothes for your friends. There is NOTHING wrong with saying no. It is ok to take care of yourself and your dh right now. I don't think I have experienced anything as painful as infertility, bfn, miscarriage, etc. Therapy may be worth it. It can ben very helpful to have someone neutral to talk with.

[Ninde]

Pocos: im sorry, I really am. Your heart is sore because of this awdul loss you have endured. Grief is such a heavy thing to bear and sometimes it feels like we are losing our mind such is its strength. And its so tiring so if you can, rest. Your heart and soul need time to recover. Ask your clinic if they know or work with any infertility counsellors/therapists. My heart is going out to you and im just so, so sorry

Ninde

[blueeyedreamer]

Who else feels like total sh!t after triggering? My whole body hurts. This happened last time too. Ugh.

[leorira11]

looking good!

Measuring a bit small, but good

[WeHaveHope]

Ninde-how are you today?

Pocos-keeping you in my prayer.

Blue-sorry you are feeling so crapy. Just remember you are really close now. Praying you feel better.

Leora-so happy foe you and David. Miracles do happen!!! When is your next u/s? Congratulations!!!

[Alwaysangel]

Leorna that is awesome news!!!!!! Im so happy for you and David!!!!

[kynlee]

pocos- thinking of you....

blueeye- yah for triggering... Weds is almost here

Leora- Yah so awesome, so happy for you guys

AFM- getting some dull twinges in my left ovary hope this is normal?