Cycling In 2012 Board (formerly Fall/Winter 2011-2012)

[Sunshine1576]

Jayne- I would think focussing on bringing home a baby would be more of a priority then going to Hawaii anyday! Why would that even be question in doubt? Not to mention the cost associated with all this and bringing home a baby is stressful enough. Regardless you are making the right decison in the comfort of your own home and it's good that you don't have to worry about family competition. You must be the luckiest person in the whole wide world not have to deal with family drama! Oh well Hawaii will always be there and just think in 5 yrs your kids can fly first class with you.

[Ninde]

Looks like its going wrong again. I've started to bleed /and it looks like a period

Ninde

[WeHaveHope]

Ninde-I'm praying for you... Don't throw I. The towel just yet. Bleeding in early pregnancy is very common. Remember, I bleed heavily the same day of my Beta and fir 16 weeks after that. So, not giving up just yet. I will be praying for you all day.

[anton]

crashing for Ninde- hello my friend! please dont loose hope! I will pray for you that it works! hang in there! I have you in my thoughts and think only the best for you! when is your beta planned? BIG HUGS honey! xoxo

my love and friendship always
anton

[Waitingkay]

Ninde - Please just try and stay strong until beta day. I completely understand how this is, have been there too many times myself since this is our 7th cycle. But it isn't over just yet. If it is as bad as you think it is we will be here together, and each of us apart to support you with so much love until you are ready to take your next steps stronger and more determined than ever. Bleeding sucks because even when it doesn't mean a thing it is the hardest to stay positive and still believe. Remember Leora's miracle, and Wehavehope, and others and just hold on to it for now. This is just for a few more days. Sending you love and warmth, PM whenever you want, there's no limit ever to the love you are going to get from us. Stay strong as you have always been.

[Sunshine1576]

Ninde- I am so sorry to hear this..When is beta day? Please keep your chin up and know all of us are thinking about you and praying for you!! Sending you giantic hugs from across the Atlantic. X
Christy

[kynlee]

Blueeye- I cramped for the fist 8 weeks, And I had brown blood twice and everything is still fine... I think everything is ok, ill be praying... Do you have a appt Mon?

Ninde- Dont give up hope girl, I am praying for everything to be ok... And Yes i got your track, they are great

Jayne- I agree I would cancel my trip too, I feel safer in my own bed and where I have immediate access to my Dr... You can always plan a great Family Vacation when the baby arrives next year

Kay- WOW thats alot of babies in one family all weeks apart from each other, but I know how you must feel this is your time... I have my U/S on Thursday I always get antsy waiting for my Appts hoping everything is still ok since i never have any sickness, but I pray each night for God to hold onto my bean and me Cant wait to hear about your beans next week

[jayne321]

Ninde~ well that is just the pits. I am so very sorry. Really really sad face. I know there's still hope but I can see why you are disappointed. Sending a big hug.

[Ninde]

Maria: thank you.

Antonina: thank you. Beta day is wed

Kay: thank you so much. Im just crushed, so believe me I will need that support and care. Im pretty sure this is a full period though. This is my second out of three times not to get to beta. Is that normal? I thought the progesterone was supposed to stop af?

Kynlee: im glad you liked the tracks.

Christy: thank you for the hug and the prayers. I was so hopeful this time and I just feel so cheated not to even get to test without af.

Ninde

[blueeyedreamer]

Ninde- I'm so sorry you are bleeding. Hang in there.

[Pocos]

Ninde - I am so sorry you are bleeding. That also happened to me last month, I also thought the progesterone should stop AF but who knows... I just prayed for you, please try to stay strong and wait for your beta. Like the other ladies said, bleeding is very common in early pregnancy. Sending you hugs.

[WeHaveHope]

Ninde-keeping you in my prayers. Sending you a big hug and all of my love and strength.

[jayne321]

Ninde~ I'm thinking of you often.

[Waitingkay]

Ninde - We are all here for you. Still praying. About the progesterone, i know people claim it should but honestly I've been in the IVF business for quite sometime and except one of my chemicals every time it didn't work I did bleed. On the other hand, I had some bleeding episodes at the beginning of my last pregnancy and a dear friend of mine bled a whole lot (more than period like) then had a great beta - she gave birth to her twins two and half months ago. Obviously if this didn't work I realize how useless all these words are. The only advice I can share with you now - take one thought at a time. Don't rush into thinking about how on earth will you guys cope with paying for another try. Rather think about Patricia and Patricia alone - and what you can do to make her feel okay even if not happy at the moment. I know that when we got our last BFN I lashed out at my DH saying I could honestly think of going away on my own for awhile, thought about a short volunteer job in India for example. When I calmed down I realize he wasn't less miserable than me, perhaps the contrary. We took the little money that we truly didn't have and went on a trip for 3 days. We had such a good time that we stretched some more with the money and stayed 2 days extra. We could enjoy alcohol together after a very long time and instead of making this my anger trip we chose a road that led us closer together even if things are still hard sometimes. I hope you find a short distraction that aloes you not to think about IF for a while and that this will make things better. Sending hugs and love.

[Ninde]

Nicole: thank you.

Maria: thank you too

Pocos: I remember when it happened for you and i really felt for you.

Jayne, thank you and I honestly wish you the best tomorrow x

Kay: your words mean a huge amount. You are right about trying to concentrate on now and where im at rather than jumping to the future. Dh is extremely upset and i know this is as much as a blow for him and im comforting him. I've told my sister and friend and both are good. I do feel like curling up in a ball but i also know that with support I will be ok because I know I need it. Im also conscious of your scan on wed and you have no idea how much im hoping that it will be a good scan - whatever that is for you because i know its so hard to know what to know to wish for. How are you feeling?

Afm: I decided to cancel my clients. In was due back in work but I cried so much yesterday my head was lifting. Spoke to the clinic. They were so sorry. Said I shouldnt have tested and of course it was a negative as they felt yesterday was too early regardless of bleeding. So beta tomorrow. Although she didnt say it she asked lots about my pain and how I was bleeding. I think she may have been thinking early miscarriage rather than period. But i think that's too early. I think beta will give me more info on that. I said that to my sister and she went mad at me saying this was not a mis, clearly the embryos didnt take and having been through ivf herself she had heard others calling their bfn a miscarriage and how wrong that was. I was speechless for ages until I decided that actually i didnt need her opinion on it, and I told her this wasnt my dramatising anything or somehoe "claiming" another miscarriage and that the only reason I menyptioned it was because if it is early miscarriage then treatment might be different. I have no idea what her stuff around this is but she really upset me.