Hope you are feeling better today have been trying to keep up with your posts, please try and relax (easier said than done I know ) but the 2ww is nearly over, you have to stay positive, I still have everything crossed for you and I hope you get you well earned Dream come true.
P.S sorry for spelling your name wrong, I did not get much sleep last night due to his nibs....... and have been up since 5am
you will have all this to come...................
I did think it was an interesting spelling of my name but I will accept your excuse and not smack your bum for spelling it wrong.
Thanks for thinking of me. I am busting to test early and I know it will be stupid to do it now as I am so close to test day so I am being strong and good and not testing till Sunday evening
One minute I am feeling positive and the next I am just so down thinking what will I do if it's negative? Talk about mixed emotions
I am feeling a bit down today as I got news that my cousins fiancee got PG on her 1st IVF and just breezed through the TMT and I know I should be over the moon for them but I just feel jealous. I am happy for them as I know what it's like to go through TMT but the green eyed monster came out of me last night and now I feel guilty. My poor Mum had to give me the news and as she doesn't know that I am on my 2ww my reaction was a bit OTT and she was quite surprised. She feels a bit like me as well as she has been through so much with me and want's this to happen for me like you wouldn't believe.
Sorry, I just had to get that off my chest -moan, moan, moan!!
Give Joshua a big hug for me and thanks for my message.
Love Dangy or is it Dagny xkx !!!!!!
Me 38 DH 40
1st 2nd & 4th IVF/ICSI -ve
3rd +ve DD Katelyn born @ 24wks & sadly died
5th +ve m/c 9wks
6th +ve Twins Sadly DD Leah stillborn @20wks and DS Kieran born @22wks but sadly died too
7th +ve - DD Chloë Mae born @38wks our precious miracle
Love the spelling of the name - could we change it go Dungy or Dingy
Only joking honey and taking the p out of Wibbs! Fancy using Joshua as an excuse
good luck - I know what you mean about first time etc - happened to me with one of DH's friends - I could have chopped her head off which is really mean and now she is pg naturally and her first is only 6 months old rant rant! You will get this pg +++++++ you want I feel it! and I am hanging on as best I can so I can hear the good news! As for your Mum she will understand bless her and think how pleased she is going to be
Loads of love and luck
Tracey
xxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!
You do realize she is severely going to tell us off whether as Dagny, Dangy, Dungy or Dingy - HIDE!!!!!!
Love
Tracey
xxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!
Do you think we have got away with it - sent her a text and no reply. HAve you heard today - bit worried or is she busy?
Love
Tracey
xxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!
Don't think for a minute that I haven't been called all those silly names before and I did see your postings but just couldn't be bothered to log on and wallop you both.
BIG CYBER WALLOP
You can't hide from me and I am very hurt especially as I am in a fragile state at the moment - *sob sob*
I am just not impressed
D xkx
Me 38 DH 40
1st 2nd & 4th IVF/ICSI -ve
3rd +ve DD Katelyn born @ 24wks & sadly died
5th +ve m/c 9wks
6th +ve Twins Sadly DD Leah stillborn @20wks and DS Kieran born @22wks but sadly died too
7th +ve - DD Chloë Mae born @38wks our precious miracle
sorry - won't do again either. Texted you and heard nohting so been worrying all day and night - did you get it?
Love
Tracey
xxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!
don't beat yourself up for feeling envious of your cousin, you're just human and to be perfectly honest it would be unnatural NOT to feel like this.....let's face it how many of us are that saintly!
Anyway, come Monday when you get the BFP (and you WILL get the BFP!!), then you'll feel thrilled for your cousin also.
I've got an interview on Tuesday, and where I would normally be hoping that the time would drag (nerves and all that), instead I've just been focusing on your test date coming round. Everyone but everyone is rooting for you farty pants, so do us proud.
it is a normal thing (actually I am surprised to see no subjects about this) and you must not be ashamed of it!
i think it is very generous of you to tell that you are a bit yealous.
you are confronted with your own sorrow and grief, life is not fair!!!
you are the one who should have had a baby right now!! don't feel guilty! life sometimes really SUCKS!
Apologies accepted But if it happens again I won't be tolerating it - OK!!!!!
Alette and Sue - I know it's only natural to feel jealous and I wouldn't be human if I didn't feel like it but when it's so close to home being my cousin it really cuts me up. But I am thinking that one day I will get my chance again.
Why am I sitting in my lounge on such a beautiful day?????
What a nutter
Love Dagny xkx
ONE MORE SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me 38 DH 40
1st 2nd & 4th IVF/ICSI -ve
3rd +ve DD Katelyn born @ 24wks & sadly died
5th +ve m/c 9wks
6th +ve Twins Sadly DD Leah stillborn @20wks and DS Kieran born @22wks but sadly died too
7th +ve - DD Chloë Mae born @38wks our precious miracle