sept-oct. cycle buddies??

debbieed · Post by **debbieed** » Sun Oct 17, 2004 12:50 pm

Sorry to read that you are not feeling too good today.
hugs
from

jill dickens · Post by **jill dickens** » Sun Oct 17, 2004 1:27 pm

Hi Jackie,
Sorry you are feeling so low. I think we all have days of that but particularly for you being on so many meds it is hard. I am day 10 of 2ww now and just hope I get to test day on Friday. I have had AF pains since Thursday so we will have to see. This is my one and only chance so no pressure there then! Take care and keep writing for support we are all in the same boat take care love jill xx

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sun Oct 17, 2004 3:15 pm

Hi Jackie

This whole process is a nightmare and no matter how tough any of us think we are, there are just some days when we just cannot cope. I think it is just best during those times to cry, get it out of your system, get loads of hugs from DH.........moan your wee heart out to all of us......and wake up knowing tomorrow is another day.

We are all here for you........be strong.......you know how much the PMA matters for getting that +ve!!! Be strong for your little one......they are just waiting for the right moment to appear!!

Oi Jill - you keep you chin up!!! The 2ww is sh*t* and there is nothing else to say on the matter.......be brave sweets, it is coming to an end in a few days!!

Kel - hope that jab went ok!!! I was thinking of you as i did my heparin jab in my tummy in the loo of a restaurant I was in last night!!

Love and hugs and loads of PMA

Jenfx

jill dickens · Post by **jill dickens** » Sun Oct 17, 2004 3:43 pm

Hi Buddies,
Jen,
How's it going? what are you like out in a restaurant that sounds lovely! Did you manage to steer clear of wine and all the good things in life? a G and T sounds just the ticket right now! I haven't been out the door yet but I hear there is a world out there! Hope you are feeling ok today chin up
love Jill x
Kel,
I thought of you at 12pm it made me laugh to think of you running off stage at 11.59pm in the middle of a song! so tomorrow kiddo lets hope it all goes smoothly for you. PMA and we wait to hear good things love Jill x
I just want to get to Friday to test only 4 more days!
Love to all buddies Jill xxx

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Mon Oct 18, 2004 11:44 am

Hi Guys

Kel - hope all went well today sweets?? Make sure you rest up!!

Jill - only four more sleeps!!!! How are you bearing up?? I am supposed to be working on my OU course today and failing miserably.....I have only managed to pace around the house..........I have really got myself in a right old tiz! I have picked every single split end in my hair out!!

Kel - are you hoping for Blastocyst transfer??

Jackie - how are you doing today sweets??

Love

Jenfxx

jill dickens · Post by **jill dickens** » Mon Oct 18, 2004 1:47 pm

Hi Jen,
I am ok but the AF pains continue I really want to get to Friday but don,t know if Iwill make it. I don't know how you are concentrating at all on your OU course, it's enough for me to get through a tele programme at the moment. are you feeling ok any pains or anything? Speak later love Jill x
Hi Kel,
Hope all went well today let us know when you can love jill x
Hello to all other buddies hope everyone is ok today love Jill x

Kel · Post by **Kel** » Tue Oct 19, 2004 9:57 am

Hello My Buddies!

Thanks so much for thinking of me! x We got 16 EGGS!!!! Really pleased!! We didn't expect that at all!! But I am really sore now, mainly because they said my left ovary kept moving away, so they had to press down hard on my belly to keep it in place!!!

Feel a bit beaten up!! But hey it's all so worth it, just glad I was under general after all if they had to do that, but boy did I feel sick afterwards... That stuff does me in!
So we've got to phone in an hour to find out what they've been up to overnight - this bit is so nerve-racking!!!!!
Jen + Jill you both made me laugh outloud reading about me doing my jab, you wouldn't have believed the stress we had! We were crusing along fine with lots of time, got 20 miles from the gig and then found out the A1 was shut!!

So we couldn;t even get ready at the hotel, had to go straight there and very quickly get ready backstage in about 5 minutes, and because we went on late, I did have to go off and do my HCG, then come back on and finish the set!!!!!

How insane!!!! But by that point I was just laughing really and didn't care anymore!! Jen, so you are a secret toilet jabber too!!!!!!!!!

You girls at doing great you know, and your test days are creeping up, Jill only 3 days to go!! Hope you are both doing ok today?? Jill most people seem to get AF pains no matter what at this stage, don't take this a negative thought. Also remember those progesterone pessaries make us have strange pains too.
Jackie - Hope you are doing ok?

Bye for now!
Love Kel xx

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Tue Oct 19, 2004 10:00 am

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well done Kel - 16 eggs that is sooo fab!!

Good luck with your embies...........waiting for that call is horrid!!!

Keep in touch and let us know how they are doing sweets!!

JenFx

DebraP · Post by **DebraP** » Tue Oct 19, 2004 10:14 am

Kel...well done with 16. I never got more than 9....I'll be watching carefully to see how the embies got on overnight.

Hope you're not feeling so battered and bruised today.

hugs
Debra.

jill dickens · Post by **jill dickens** » Tue Oct 19, 2004 10:37 am

Hi Buddies,
kel that is fab 16 eggs!!!! let as know as soon as you can how many embies and what cell division etc, hopefully you will have some to freeze as well. I hope you are starting to feel less uncomfortable as well. Your journey to the gig all sounded a nightmare, I only hope the toilet was up to scratch. Well I too had a wonderful stress free weekend (not) my DP went out on Friday for a well earned drink having abstained for so long. I suggested he went however I didn't suggest he go and get so drunk that he fell asleep at his friends house and not wake up until I rang his mobile at 8.00AM!!!! He must have thought I wasn't under quite enough stress! needless to say he feels dreadful and can't stop apologising. Blimey do they pick their moments! Other wise he has been wonderful I haven't done a thing for 12 days. My pains are very much still there and I am now convinced my AF will arrive any second. love Jill x
Hi Jen,
How are you feeling today still trying to concentrate on your OU? I find watching Phil and Fern on This Morning is pushing my concentration as far as it will go have a good day love jill x 6 sleeps for you!
Hi Debra
How are you today? let us know when you can love Jill x
Hope all buddies are fine love Jill x

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Tue Oct 19, 2004 10:55 am

Hi Jill

Three sleeps!!! Keep up the good work with Fern and Phil!!!

I have nothing, no symptoms whatsoever.......just a sore a*se from the Gestone injections!! I'm so fed up......feeling really down today. I just want some sort of semblance of normality back in my life. I am just so fed up receiving the worst news all the time with no positive outcomes to anything. Since DHs TESE op (where they found no sperm) last year it has been just downhill constantly!

God I am having a 'woe is me' moment!!!

Sorry girls......I'll shut up!

JenFx

jill dickens · Post by **jill dickens** » Tue Oct 19, 2004 12:11 pm

Jen, don't you dare shut up that's what we are here for to support each other. My lovely friend said to me that this whole fertility thing is like a journey she said I had been waiting at the station for a long time for the train to come in, now I am on the train and it will go somewhere. I can only do this once as I have said and if it is not to be I will get off the train have a cuppa then get back on another train be that adoption or whatever. All I mean to say is that sadly our ideal world has gone now ie having our 2.4 kids without any trouble, our journey is much harder than that and not the one we would have wished for. However we will get somewhere at sometime that will hopefully fulfill some or all of our maternal needs. I know how hard and all consuming this is and the one thing about this site is you never think yeh but you don't understand because we all do. You have shown what inner strengh you have by staying on this difficult journey, I am proud of myself for my journey you should be too. I know this doesn't help Jen just give yourself an inch and be pissed off or depressed then pick yourself up again. Speak to you later kiddo love Jill xx

sophiejane · Post by **sophiejane** » Tue Oct 19, 2004 12:58 pm

Jen,
Sorry for butting in on your thread but I've been keeping an eye on you all and now feel that you need some PMA. Big Hugs.

This ivf rollercoaster is a nightmare. Nobody knows how it feels unless they've been through it themselves. So allow yourself to be miserable, angry and upset as it is unfair that we have such a struggle to get pregnant. Everywhere we go we are reminded that we do not have our own baby - and therefore we are constantly reminded of our sadness. You are not alone, and you are not stupid or wrong to be feeling so upset. I have a cry most days and just wish that I could curl up in a quiet room and wait for a miracle baby to just arrive - and when it does I can then join in with life again.
BUT, life does continue and things will get better for you. In a few days time you will have that positive result . PMA PMA PMA. Start chanting it to yourself and believe it. Keep talking to those embies. Keep your tummy warm. You will be a mummy (its just taken a s**t of a time to get there).

Jill - you hang on in there too. I am just crying thinking of you both as I know how you are feeling. Fingers crossed, and please start chanting to yourself that you will soon have that positive result.
All the best
from Sophie-Jane

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Tue Oct 19, 2004 1:20 pm

Hi Girls

You really are both such sweethearts!

I really honestly do not know what I would do without this site......

None of our friends know, mainly because of having to use donor sperm, we made the decision early on to tell noone so that when any baby we managed to conceive was born........noone would know any different...
So to have you guys means the world.....you truely are a bunch of special friends!

Anyway I think I am going to write today off and hope if my embies are still there that they forgive me for giving up on them a bit today!

I will get a positive result........I will get a positive result.....!!

Love

Jenfx

jill dickens · Post by **jill dickens** » Tue Oct 19, 2004 2:12 pm

Oh Jen, the days I have ended up writing off!!! but tomorrow is another one and until we know any different we go on to fight another day. Nice meal,lie down and afilm for you tonight lady lots of love Jill x
Sophie,
what a lovely note you sent thank you so much, where are you up to at the moment?
Hi to all buddies love Jill x

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