For sale

[maryellen]

Hi,

Have finally made the decision enough is enough after having lost 14 babies the last set of twins being only weeks ago. 5 attempts at IVF only to miscarry each time I have the following for sale.

37amps of menopur
1 bottle of buserelin superfact
2 boxes cyclogest
Quite a lot of needles unused and still wrapped

The menpour expires (asit says on the bottles) May 05. All meds have been stored correctly at the proper temperature. I am only asking £380 for the lot as I need to sell them quick (a) due to the expiry date on menopur and (b) I need to have them out of the house they are quite upsetting and very tempting, alas cannot afford to do it again have already spent over £16000.

If anyone is interested please e mail me on richnails@hotmail.com

All the best

Mary-Ellen

[ogr1]

i just wanted to say that i am veery sorry for all that you have gone threw..
have you but your children on the babies loved and lost ?
i wasa told that we should wait at least 6 months before we make any majior desions.


and i am here if there is anything that i can do..
becky

[Traci]

My God Mary Ellen you poor thing , I guess you can say that you have certainly given it your best shot, My heart goes out to you .

Trace x

[maryellen]

Dear Traci and Becky,

Thank you so much for your replies I really wish I had found this site all those years ago when I first started down this road.

I really would love to go again but I also know that will not happen. My sister wants to be a surrogate mummy for me so maybe we might look into that one. we shall see. I will wait for the hurt to subside and the sense of loss.

I have got a DD of 17 who is my life I had her by my late husband who sadly died of a brain tumor 13 years ago, my lovely DH now married me knowing I could not have children the natural way (but the practicing was great though). I always thought I was the strong one in the family but I can feel myself wavering even now as I type this sitting here at work.
Back now just had a cry - god what is wrong with me I know the blessed hormones sorting themselves out.
Oh well will go now and try to get some work done.
Once again thank you for your replies and I wish you both the bestest of luck in the world on the blessed road we have chosen to take.

All my best to you

Mary-Ellen

[Nolan]

Hi Mary-ellen, my heart goes out to you, your bravery and your losses. You have every reason in the world to be upset and cry. Take your time recovering and be nice to yourself, you've had a pretty rough time of it. lots of love xxxx

[ogr1]

how you could not be emotioanl.

there has been a huge amount of loss. all the mc and all of your treatments and then to try and let go of more then just a dream well there realy arnt words.
i too have had to figure out how to go on..
most of the time i do pretty good but i still wish the what if
and all the other things they well never be.

i at times have to give myself permision to be sad and to grieve..

sorry about my spelling.
becky