just those 2 weeks

ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Wed Apr 20, 2005 6:12 am

just those 2 weeks

for those 2 weeks
i had you to myself
and that seems too short a time
to be changed so profoundly.

in those 2 weeks-
i came to know you...
and to love you.
you came to trust me with your life.
oh,what a life i had planned for you!

just those 2 weeks -
when i lost you.\
i lost a lifetime of hopes,
plans,dreams,and aspirations...
a slice of my future simply vanished overnight.

just those 2 weeks-
it wasnt enough to convince others
how special and important you were.
how odd, a truly unique person has recently died
and no one is mourning the passing.

just a mere 2 weeks-
and no "normal" person would cry all night
over a tiny , unfinished baby,
or get depressed and withdraw day after endless day.
no one would, so why am i?

you were those 2 weeks my little one
you darted in and out of my life to quickly.
but it seems that's all the time you needed
to make my life richer
and give ma a small glimpse of eternity

i feel that as soon as the egg and sperm are there that this is the start of a baby. i have had neg and have had mc both of them are hard. each is a loss of our babys..

a neg is very hard and my heart goes out to all that have had one...
love becky

LittleP · Post by **LittleP** » Wed Apr 20, 2005 7:48 am

Very profound Becky

Little P

ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Wed Apr 20, 2005 8:20 am

it had helped me.. alot of people dont understand how painful a neg is.
or they dont think that it is ok to feel very sad about a neg..

eskavon · Post by **eskavon** » Wed Apr 20, 2005 8:23 am

Becky
that was lovely, hope it helps those who've recently had bad news
Eskavon

hlloyd · Post by **hlloyd** » Wed Apr 20, 2005 9:28 am

Thanks Becky, that was beautiful.

Cheers
Heather

ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Wed Apr 20, 2005 11:21 am

elleR · Post by **elleR** » Wed Apr 20, 2005 1:19 pm

Becky,

I agree with them all!... Thanks for posting it.

me · Post by me » Wed Apr 20, 2005 1:30 pm

Becky.
How true your words are as I sit here with tears tumbling down my face feeling like so much has been lost by the arrival of AF, so much hope so much future so much love. It is all so hard and so confusing and so very unfair.
Kerry

LittleP · Post by **LittleP** » Wed Apr 20, 2005 1:44 pm

Kerry

I am so sorry, but remember there's still hope isn't there because your offical test date isn't until Friday is it. Try and stay positive.

PMA and huge HUGS to you

Little P

ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Thu Apr 21, 2005 5:22 am

please dont ever give up hope..

i still have hope.. and the day i dont will be the day that i am gone!!!!!!!!!

Maci05 · Post by **Maci05** » Thu Apr 21, 2005 3:56 pm

Becky thanks for the words they are very moving.
Maci x

ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Thu Apr 21, 2005 4:33 pm

they are very true..
no matter what ever happens know that you are a women and thatyou matter.
each and everyone of us our wonderful powerful women...

ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Tue Apr 26, 2005 5:38 am

Ellie · Post by **Ellie** » Tue Apr 26, 2005 7:03 pm

Becky
How true !
Thanks for sharing this . It has made me realise that although it sometimes feels like it I am not alone. I don't think you can understand it unless you have been through it, I don't even think the DH/DP's feel the loss at such a basic level.
My heart goes out to all of you who have gone through this, we are strong but sometimes it is harder than others.

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Tue Apr 26, 2005 7:31 pm

What wonderful words!

just those 2 weeks

just those 2 weeks

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