Hello to one and all
Hope everyone is ok? I havent been on for a while i seem to be so busy all the time. We had our follow up appointment on Tuesdayit was ok made me feel sad, the Doctor said that there was no real reason for it not working other than its just one of those things,he said I had responded well to drugs had two good grade eggs, he is going to increase my drug amount to hopefully make a larger amount of eggs and he just told us to lose weight, which is all ways a nice thing to be told!!!
So here we are again in the vicious circle of losing weight. I know i need to lose weight i do look in the mirror but it is so horrible to be told that it is proberly the reason it didnt work.
It makes me cross because its not like i am huge i do have rather large breasts which makes me look bigger sometimes
They just make you feel awful because losing weight is hard enough with out feeling lots of preassure,Its hard enough dealing with all the treatment with out feeling awful because it feels like its my fault it didnt work because i am not the right size.
You see many bigger women with children who have had them naturally so why does it cause problems for me, or is it just because its something easy to use/blame.
Sorry to go on its just very frustrating because its not like i can just wake up tomorrow and be a size 10 (i wish).
Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I do feel better now after my little rant.
Many cyber hugs to everyone.
Kerry
Ps i have already started my diet/healthy eating/exercise and have already lost 4lbs so up there bums.............