November Cycle Buddies...

becky · Post by **becky** » Tue Nov 26, 2002 8:42 am

Well..only 3 more sleeps to go now....although..a long day ahead at work ( I have come to the conclusion that the days are longer when you work rather than potter at home!) AF like pains still coming thick and fast and also having the maddest dreams ( a normal thing for me just before AF!) ..I am still hopeful though - almost did a hpt this morning..then decided..bad bad bad idea as far too early - would give me the wrong result and waste £10.00!! so still no idea! Also having a friend over later who has asked for some advice about conception!!! lol lol lol - me !!! give advice about conception!!! I have dug all of the videos, millions of 'easy ways to have babies' 'stressfree pregnancy' etc etc books and a bottle of folic acid tablets (might also provide a condom so she doesnt get there first!!) lol .lol Well..time to sort out the guinea pigs before I head off to work! Also going to be really popular at work as lunch today is stinking Mackeral !! Love Becky B

heather · Post by **heather** » Tue Nov 26, 2002 8:22 pm

hi girls, Having a really bad day today. Went to loo this morning and when i wiped i noticed a moucousy brownish gunk(sorry to be graphic) i think this could well be the start of AF arriving, although i havent had anything like it since this morning, i have had a few crampy pains. My af doesnt usually start like this, so i dont know what the hell is going on with my body, and i'm just so so scared that the IUI hasnt worked. Do you think i'm being paranoid???? I want to do the test tomorrow instead of friday, but dh wont hear of it. It's driving me crazy, just the waiting and praying that it's all going to be ok. At the moment i really hate myself, my body especially, i just feel it's going to let me down. Sorry to sound so depressive, don't want to bring you gals down, so i'll get off. Take care all, Loadsa love, Heather xxx

suzannemorris · Post by **suzannemorris** » Tue Nov 26, 2002 8:48 pm

Hi Heather I think in your position it's pretty normal to feel paranoid, it bad enough waiting for AF to arrive when not undergoing treatment, but with all that you've been through with the IUI then I'd imagine that you'd feel more hopeful and therefore more scared that something could go wrong. I'm absolutely rooting for you and your DH, try to stay positive, as from what you've said about the show this morning, it doesn't sound like it was AF, would have thought there'd have been another appearance from her by now if it was. Fingers crossed for you both. All the best, Suzanne.x We've just come back from a funeral and had to deal with my sister in law getting lagered up but still intending to drive her 3 kids home!! And her dickhead cousin who has weekend access to his son, and his every sentence begins with "I was lying there pissed and Sam came in and wanted to watch a video....." Honestly it makes me so sick at the unfairness of it all!! I'm not saying that we're all perfect, but I wish that these people would appreciate how lucky they are and cherish their kids. [Edited by suzannemorris on 26-Nov-02 20:52]