Feelin like crap....

heather · Post by **heather** » Tue Nov 26, 2002 8:55 pm

Hi all, Having a really shitty day today. Went to the loo earlier, and when i wiped, i noticed a brownish moucousy gunk (sorry to be graphic). I am so scared that this is the start of af arriving. Had some crampy pains too, but i seem to be ok now. Am trying to convince myself that it's nothing to be worried about, but i have an terrible feeling that i'm about to come on tomorrow. Am really hating myself at the moment, my body especially. Feel like it's letting me down, and there's nothing i can do about it. Am due to test on Friday, 29th, but want to test tomorrow, but dh wont let me. God i wish i knew one way or another. Anyways, gonna go before i depress everyone. Take care all. Loasda Love, Heather xxx

suzannemorris · Post by **suzannemorris** » Tue Nov 26, 2002 9:09 pm

Hi Heather (already posted this on your nov cycle buddy thread, but thought I'd paste it across) I think in your position it's pretty normal to feel paranoid, it bad enough waiting for AF to arrive when not undergoing treatment, but with all that you've been through with the IUI then I'd imagine that you'd feel more hopeful and therefore more scared that something could go wrong. I'm absolutely rooting for you and your DH, try to stay positive, as from what you've said about the show this morning, it doesn't sound like it was AF, would have thought there'd have been another appearance from her by now if it was. Fingers crossed for you both. All the best, Suzanne.x We've just come back from a funeral and had to deal with my sister in law getting lagered up but still intending to drive her 3 kids home!! And her dickhead cousin who has weekend access to his son, and his every sentence begins with "I was lying there pissed and Sam came in and wanted to watch a video....." Honestly it makes me so sick at the unfairness of it all!! I'm not saying that we're all perfect, but I wish that these people would appreciate how lucky they are and cherish their kids.

beck · Post by **beck** » Tue Nov 26, 2002 9:22 pm

hi heather. i pray for you that your going to be ok............it could be implatation bleed, if you are concerned then phone the clinic for reasurance,but you said its stopped so thats a good sign. fingers crossed mate. beck x

pru · Post by **pru** » Tue Nov 26, 2002 9:50 pm

I know exactly how you feel at the moment. I had the same problem and was told that this is normal and could be implantation blood. Don't give up just yet as I am now 7 weeks pregnant. So not unusual at all. You will find alot of ladies on this site had the same problem and are now pregnant, so please don't give up yet, have faith and try to be positive. It really does help. Good luck

lisa · Post by **lisa** » Tue Nov 26, 2002 11:55 pm

Hi Heather, Keep your chin up and keep positive. It seems slight bleeding and crampy pains can be a +ive norm - easy for me to say. You have come so far so try and hold off on the test until Friday. Good luck and hopefully you'll be joining all of the other November +ive's Love lisa xxx

becky · Post by **becky** » Wed Nov 27, 2002 8:35 am

Heather - my fingers are crossed for you - only 2 more sleeps until we know for sure..altho' read my 'Done something stupid' post and I am sure you will be able to relate to some of the comments I have put. I hope that you haven't had any more blood/mucuos since yesterday. Catch up soon and take care Love Becky B

Michelle · Post by **Michelle** » Wed Nov 27, 2002 10:09 am

Heather - I am thinking of you so much right now. This time next week I'll be in exactly the same boat as you and I don't know how I will stand it. You are almost there sweetie and I am keeping every single thing crossed for you. Love, Michelle

Tracey D · Post by **Tracey D** » Wed Nov 27, 2002 12:18 pm

To my darling Heather, I'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you. Keep positive thinking all the time. Lots & lots of cuddles Tracey D

fiona_lk · Post by **fiona_lk** » Wed Nov 27, 2002 6:15 pm

Hi Heather, Feeling for you, sweetie. Really hoping af is nowhere to be found. Lots of Love Fiona xxx

heather · Post by **heather** » Wed Nov 27, 2002 9:23 pm

Hiya girls, Thank you so much for all the kind words and love you all sent my way. I am feeling so much better today. Have had no sign of af arriving and no more of that gunky stuff either, so i am feeling so much better and a lot more positive than i did yesterday. Just cant wait till friday now, so i can do the test, and know for sure either way. Once again, thanks for all your kind words, you really cheered me up. Loadsa love, Heather xxx

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