May 05 - 2ww

Alison · Post by **Alison** » Mon May 30, 2005 9:48 am

Morning friends - sorry to hear that there's so much stress about, but also gald to know its not just me who is going mad on the 2ww! I just don't know what to do with myself! I went to a friend who was having a little party yeterday afternoon but the whole time I was there all I could think of was whether standing up was bad for the embies, so I went home early, and then was bored at home!

Bron, Nicki - sorry to hear about the bleeding. I know it feels like the end, but really, really, really there have been so many stories who've had bleeding and thought it was all over and gone on to get positives. I really hope this happens for you both too.

My only significant symptom is a very tender bum where DH has been doing the gestone injections! - but don't tell him I told you as I keep telling him that it doesn't hurt at all, otherwise he'd be too scared to do the injections!

Anyway, take care and PMA all round.

Alison xx (the other one!)

LittleP · Post by **LittleP** » Mon May 30, 2005 12:40 pm

To you all

Big hugs and loads of positive energy to you all. I know it seems like it's all over, but stay strong and keep believing - there are still loads of reasons to stay positive and optimistic about the outcome.

Wishing you guys loads of PMA, hugs and sprinkles of Baby Dust.

Love

Little P

k · Post by k » Mon May 30, 2005 1:54 pm

Hi everyone

Just wanted to say I had strong AF cramps in the afternoon and evening prior to my HCG test. I was convinced that was it, its an unmistakable feeling to me, but I had a positive preg test the next day.
Take care everyone and sending PMA to you all.
Love Kim.

scooby · Post by **scooby** » Mon May 30, 2005 2:12 pm

Hi, im new to this site and am also in my 2ww, my test date is the 6th June. As everyone else im going out of my mind and my dh has been fab and doing everything. Its our first attempt of ISCI and do not really know what to expect. I have had cramps but they have gone now and before ET on the 26th may my breats were really sore, now thats also gone and im worried out of my mind. Is this normal?

I was feelinmg so positive and now im very emotional.

Scooby

ma

alisondrake · Post by **alisondrake** » Mon May 30, 2005 2:59 pm

Hi girls,

We've got to be strong - easy for me to say, I've just spent an hour in Pret a Manger with my mum crying over a mocha because I'm convinced my IVF hasn't worked. Then I popped into the shop where my pregnant sister works and double-checked with her what the symptons are for early pregnancy. She told me that she didn't feel anything for around two weeks after AF was due and her boobs only just started to change and she's 26 weeks now!

I felt a bit better after that but in some weird way, after all the drugs and everything, i expected hormones to be gushing around my body making me feel pg. I know that everyone is different and it's a little early for me, I'm on my 10th day after ET.

Boobs aren't really hurting anymore and cramping has subsided. Plus I feel so emotional, I start crying at the smallest thing.

PMA to us all!

Alison
x

Bronagh · Post by **Bronagh** » Mon May 30, 2005 3:11 pm

Bleeding cramps and more AF is here with avengence. Felt pretty hopeless this morning, DH at home so we are just taking it easy.
Feeling dreadful, feeling annoyed that they pump us with drugs instead of trying to find out what unexplained infertility is.

I didnt even get to the point of really believeing it was going to happen that state of "this is going to work this time" Cant belive I've gone through this shit 3 times already, have put on half a stone and still no closer to the goal. Dont know what the next step is ,if there is any.
Wonder why it has to be us?

Anyway for all those still hoping this week ,keep hopeing. Nicki hang in there.
B

LittleP · Post by **LittleP** » Mon May 30, 2005 4:31 pm

Bronagh

I'm sorry that things aren't looking too hopeful for you.

Just wanted to send you loads and loads of hugs and PMA

Little P

Sand · Post by **Sand** » Mon May 30, 2005 5:01 pm

Oh Bronagh ... I'm so sorry that things aren't looking good for this cycle. It's far too early to be thinking about what next, although I do understand you need to have some way forward to enable you to get out of bed in a morning ...

You are still going to take it easy until test day and test, aren't you ? We have seen this happen before Bronagh ..

Sandra x

Alison · Post by **Alison** » Mon May 30, 2005 5:05 pm

Oh Bron, sorry to hear your news and that you (understandably) sound so gutted. This whole infertility/IVF merry-go-round is completely unfair and an absolute ***** at times. Even though I don't know you I know you must be a tough woman with a strong relationship to have come through 3 cycles, and whatever comes next it will be ok. My only advice is not to try to answer the big questions like why me and what next while you're feeling so raw. Just focus on surviving the next few days til your actual test. Take good care of yourself and keep us posted.

Love

Alison xx

ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Mon May 30, 2005 6:16 pm

you need to hang in there..
and i know that it is alot easier said then done...

please know that you have lots of friends here..

and i cant express it enough that there arent any tell all signs that you are or arnt pregnant....
wit h meds and stress of it all you just cant be sure..

i promise that i bleed som much when i was preg wit hour twins i did a hpt test and it said i was neg..
thought for sure it was all over..

but it wasnt i was pregnant with twins.. i never had bleed that much before and the cramps where horrid..
but the bleed ing stpopped

you both just hang in there... and we will all hope and prey that you are both pregnant untill your test day.. dont stopp taking any meds untill the doc says that you can...

i know this is hard and i am so very very sorry..
please know that i care and love you very much and i wish i was right there to give you a hug and to hold your hand..
love becky

taylorjools · Post by **taylorjools** » Mon May 30, 2005 6:42 pm

Just to let you know I am sending you all the biggest cyber {{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}}

try and keep hoping sweeties, I am feeling for you and we are all here for you

Love and kisses

bigJ

Bronagh · Post by **Bronagh** » Mon May 30, 2005 7:21 pm

hay, we have sold our house for the asking price so thats cheered me up a bit it will give me something else to focus on. A summer move.

to all those hanging on , good luck, I will keep an eye on u.
B

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Mon May 30, 2005 8:35 pm

Af is here. Feeling very low, I cant believe all my chances gone just like that.

I didnt even get to my test date.

I cant believe Ive come on so early too. Never been this early. Ive just had a 25day cycle.

I just keep crying.

joanna · Post by **joanna** » Mon May 30, 2005 9:13 pm

Hi Nicki

I am so sorry to hear your iui failed, I know the odds are not good but you were so positive!

Just have your grieving time and loads of hugs with DH until you feel strong enough to decide what to do , remember you have age on your side and it will happen.

I just think we are meant to go through this so we can love and appreciate our babies more.

I will go into my iui with the attitude that it will probably not work anyway i know its wrong but i guess i wont be dissapointed then.

Sending lots of love and hugs to both of you

Love Jo x

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Mon May 30, 2005 9:17 pm

hugs to Bron too, I know where u are at dear. I am feeling it with you love x x

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