testing again in the morning...

heather · Post by **heather** » Tue Dec 03, 2002 9:17 pm

hi all, Am doing another hpt in the morning, but really am not looking forward to it. Although i had a positive result on friday, i think i already know that it's going to be negative tomorrow, as i have been bleeding since saturday. One minite i'm convinced that it hasn't worked, as i have af, but then i think perhaps that there may be a chance after all, and i raise my hopes a little. Cant help it. to put it bluntly, i'm a little fucked up. I know i'm going to be devestated tomorrow when i see that negative result, even though i have resigned myself to the fact that i'm not pregnant this time. God my head is in the shed. It just seems so cruel that we had a positive the day before af arrives. it would have been easier to handle if we had had a negative right from the start. i think it'd hurt less that way. Anyways, now that i've thourghly depressed you all, i'll go. i guess i just needed to vent. Take care all. Loadsa love, Heather xxx

DEBORAH · Post by **DEBORAH** » Tue Dec 03, 2002 9:31 pm

Hi Heather I hope your hpt is positive as I had a negative on 29th October-i will never forget that day in my whole life. Like you have said I just wish it was negative from day1 rather than having to wait 14days to get a negative when you build your hopes up so so much. Have not posted for a while as I still presonally find it hard to talk about my 1st failed IVF - but I WISH YOU AND DH ALL THE LUCK IN THE WORLD. Love Debsx

RLV · Post by **RLV** » Tue Dec 03, 2002 9:32 pm

Hello Heather I've not been on for a few days and just popped in to check on you - all this crap really does mess with your head doesn't it? All I can say is, I'm really sorry you think you're not pregnant - it must be hard if you had a positive test on Friday. Still got my fingers crossed for you but will be here to listen whichever way it turns out. Take care, Luv Rachel X

caz · Post by **caz** » Tue Dec 03, 2002 10:46 pm

good luck and fingers all srossed for you heather.Cazx

woppa · Post by **woppa** » Wed Dec 04, 2002 7:45 am

Heather ---good luck to you hunny !!!

amanda · Post by **amanda** » Wed Dec 04, 2002 1:04 pm

Hi Heather Wishing you all the luck in the world for today. Was over the moon when I read your posting last friday. Your devastisation must be awful. Like RLV says, all this IVF business really messes your head up. Keeping my fingers and toes crossed. Let us know how you get on. Amanda