Thanks for all your support. I had a really good sob when I went to see my counsellor and I was also very upset on Thursday night, but went to see a friend and that helped. Yesterday DH and I went out for the day to get away from everything and that helped a lot. I'm sure there will be more tears to come, but I seem to dip in and out of it. We're starting to plan a holiday and breaks, things we couldn't do before because I kept saying "well if I'm pregnant, I won't want to go very far because of the miscarriage risk..." etc etc.
We've agreed to wait a few weeks before we decide whether to have one last go with the frosties. If we do, then that will be it. There has to be a stop point and I'm not going through another full cycle. I may just have to accept that we left it too late. I can imagine life without children. It's not the life that I wanted but I'm sure we can make a good life for ourselves whatever the outcome. But it'll take a bit of adjusting to.
Anyway, thanks again for all your support. I don't know how people got through this before message boards were invented!
love Caroline
Caroline (cmg) - Test Thurs 14 July
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Caroline
my prayers are with you sweetie, it hurts like hell, I know.
PM me if you want, anytime
Love and hugs
bigJ
my prayers are with you sweetie, it hurts like hell, I know.
PM me if you want, anytime
Love and hugs
bigJ
POF+autoimmune+dh antibodies,5.05 DIVF IM M/c 7.5 wks, DIVF+TESE at ISIDA - son 08/06
FET ISIDA: 12.07.07 m/c 8 wks b.ovum, 17 Dec 2007- BFP triplets OMG!!!
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FET ISIDA: 12.07.07 m/c 8 wks b.ovum, 17 Dec 2007- BFP triplets OMG!!!
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