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carol · Post by **carol** » Wed Jan 01, 2003 4:00 pm

Hi everyone just to let you all know i tested negative today just as i thought Cryed a lot of tears my dh and i but life must go on. To see my consultant in the morning to have a scan and blood test.Now waiting on AF to show her face i am dreading it.No pains yet either. Good luck to all who are still waiting to test keep your chins up I will be thinking and praying for all of you.My dh and i will be going again when ever we can.Told my family about this web site and also all the painful stories and the happy endings as well. Speak to you all soon [Edited by carol on 01-Jan-03 16:07]

beck · Post by **beck** » Wed Jan 01, 2003 5:19 pm

carol im so sorry to see this.......................not a good day for it is it !! well i hope you find the strength to go again..............good luck for next time beck xx

Dawn · Post by **Dawn** » Thu Jan 02, 2003 9:22 am

Hi Carol Have just logged back on after Xmas and just wanted to say how sorry I am. I too have told a few friends and family members about this god save of a site but you cannot really explain to anyone not going thru it how much support you feel & the true joy & hope you feel when someone who's been trying for years gets pg can you. Anyhow, hopefully this year will be your year (& mine too). Take care Dawnxx

Savannah · Post by **Savannah** » Thu Jan 02, 2003 12:59 pm

Hi carol, What a horrible start to your new year, it can now only get better! You sound very possitive which is really good! And I'm pleased you've cried, amazing how that helps too! This sight is wonderful isn't it? I don't know anyone that is going through these problems and family and friends think you are over reacting! Well, just adopt, big deal!!!! NOT!!!! Thanks for the understanding people! Well, we are all together and can ***** and complain all we like! Good luck for next time, but take your time and chill out! Take care of YOURSELF! Savannah

neroli · Post by **neroli** » Thu Jan 02, 2003 1:15 pm

Hi Carol, I was told today that I had to scrap my first attempt at ICSI treatment!! Even though my doctor had told me a couple of days back that there may be a chance that I will have to trash it all due to my hormone levels being way up high and I mean HIGH. Because I wasn't feeling anything like sick, I imagined my hormone levels would go down with my dosage too, but today he finally comfirmed his fears and told me to wait for 3 months to try again. We are so disappointed at not even being able to finish the first round of the treatment. Oh I thought, I might just fly to Thailand (I live in HK) for the weekend to recover, but then he told me it wasn't a good idea that I fly either!!! So I'm stuck here until my body deflates back to it's original size. I was going to start a crying spree but then I got a call from a friend totally upset over the split of her long time boyfriend!! After an hour with her I didn't feel like crying anymore!! She's coming over to visit me (as I can't travel, so my doctor says)!! ((Is this what normally happends)? I am that fragile?? Anyway, tomorrow I will go to lunch with all my pregnant friends and if I can get through that, I'm sure I can get through anything! Cheer up, have a cry, buy a hat and have a kit kat. Neroli

tshepher · Post by **tshepher** » Thu Jan 02, 2003 1:23 pm

Carol & Neroli So sorry that things haven't worked out for you. New Year New Hope !!!!!!! Sending loads of hugs your way Terri xxxx

carol · Post by **carol** » Thu Jan 02, 2003 1:47 pm

Thanks everyone for your support & hugs it means a lot to me & dh.I just wish the my dreaded af would show it's face this would finalise it all.Still cannot believe this has not worked again.We have been trying for many years we always think this time it has to work.At present we are going to book a holiday to Tenerife in feb 03 for a week just so we can be on our own to come to terms with all that has happened. Neroli,stay positive for the the next time believe me it might just work for you.Look after your self and have a good rest i will be thinking of you. speak to you all soon hugs&kisses to you all & many thanks for your support xoxoxoxox

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