starting to get very nervous!

caz · Post by **caz** » Thu Jan 02, 2003 6:48 pm

DH is booked in for TESA on Monday. So I guess by Tuesday we will know if they found any sperms and know whether we have any chance of having our own children. I've known that theres a real chance of not being able to use dh sperm (because he probably doesn't have any!) for a while but there has always been a glimmer of hope that they'll find something to be able to use for ICSI. (When he had a biopsy done in teh summer they found a VERY few mature sperms - am now REALLY angry noone suggested freezing them at the time) The doctors seem very pessimistic - so so are we - but I hope we're ready for the news when it actually comes. I guess at least if it is a NO then we know where we stand and we can get on with deciding about using a donor - which as the moment still seems a bit abstract as we dont know if we'll definately have to do it. Altho I have to admit I have bought all the books and chatted to a brilliant woman at the DC network. DH has been blocking it out a bit more. Sorry to ramble - haven't been able to log on for a while so I've been stewing! Caz

laura · Post by **laura** » Thu Jan 02, 2003 10:43 pm

Hi Caz, I just wanted to wish you good luck for Monday. I'll be thinking of you. Take care, Love Laura

heather · Post by **heather** » Fri Jan 03, 2003 2:47 pm

'lo caz, hun Please do try not to stress about monday, whatever they find, and whatever happens, i hope you know that you have a big circle of friends here to support and love you. We are also here to have a moan at, or just to vent at, god knows iv'e done my fair share of that!!!! just wanted to let you know that you aint alone with all of this. You and hubbs take care, Loadsa love, Heather xxx