Nicola and Cally - Test Wed 22 Aug

sleepyfoy · Post by **sleepyfoy** » Fri Aug 26, 2005 1:30 am

Nikki

I am so sorry to hear of your sad news. You were on a roller coster and it feels like it slammed ont he brakes. You and your DH need to do something together- a little getaway for a day or two. Take care of each other and love each other and know in your heart of hearts that it will happen for you when it is suppose to. I am learning by your example of how PMA works. My sucks and you are a wonderful example of courage and strength.

Warm thoughts.
Jodi

elleR · Post by **elleR** » Fri Aug 26, 2005 3:48 am

Nicki,

I'm so so sorry to hear your sad news... I can't believe it! Though I haven't been able to chat with you lately, because of this stupid PC, I have been thinking of you and wondering how evrything went.

Do take care of yourself girl... I know exactly how you must be feeling. Always remeber there is HOPE. And never, ever give up girl!

elleR

gailp · Post by **gailp** » Fri Aug 26, 2005 8:55 am

Im so sorry Nicola,
I really hoped this was going to be your time. You have shown so much PMA, just believe in yourself it will happen. I am so sorry it didnt this time, my thoughts are with you.

quasi · Post by **quasi** » Fri Aug 26, 2005 9:24 am

dear nicky, so so sorry to hear your news. It is really hard. pls take care of yourself.

quasi

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Fri Aug 26, 2005 6:18 pm

Thanks girls. It's true I was sure it was my turn! Everyone has said they are shocked as I was acting so different. every one was so sure.

But no not this time. I am feeling very low right now. the lowest in the last 4yrs of ttc.....It's crap!

I hope i can pick up soon, but not looking good. so much to think about......

princess · Post by **princess** » Fri Aug 26, 2005 6:41 pm

Oh Sweetie,
I am so sorry. I know that you will be just fine though because you are a fighter, just like the rest of us.
It sucks I know. But we are all here for you.
Love
Joy

Sand · Post by **Sand** » Fri Aug 26, 2005 7:53 pm

Nicola - I haven't found your news yet, but I'm sorry it hasn't worked out for yor again this time ... lots and lots of love being sent down to you ..

Sandra x

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Fri Aug 26, 2005 7:56 pm

Sandra....my news is that Af came on yesterday. I feel like shit!! I am so sad and confused, not sure what to really do next I was so positive during my 2ww it's hit hard......

sorry, I know I am usually so up beat about life and full of pma but honestly this is the worst ive felt in 4 yrs of ttc.

Sand · Post by **Sand** » Fri Aug 26, 2005 8:09 pm

Ay Nicola - I can empathise with what you are going through ... However much we don't beleive that tmt has worked, it still hits like a ton of bricks when we get a -ve. Big hugs to both you and dh tonight .. I know how long you waited for your first tmt .. forever ... the only +ve I can think of right now is that you are both still so young ... (you are, relative to many other people here on this site) ... pls take some time out to relax a little and chill, before rushing straight back into any sort of tmt ... Thinking of you ..

Sandra x

hlloyd · Post by **hlloyd** » Sat Aug 27, 2005 2:12 am

Nicola, I was so sorry to read your news....I was positive it had worked. I don't know what to say to make you feel any better. If I lived closer I would grab a bottle (or 12) of plonk, head on over to your place and get you very drunk. I am sorry that you feel so crappy and I really hope that you don't have to feel like that for very long. Take care and make sure that all your friends and family look after you and spoil you rotten over the coming weeks.

Lots of hugs
Heather

leigh · Post by **leigh** » Sat Aug 27, 2005 11:19 am

Nicola
So sorry to hear your news, give yourself plenty of time to deal with your pain before you start thinking about anything else. You and DH look after each other, we're all thinking about you.

xxxxxxxxxxx

Nicola and Cally - Test Wed 22 Aug

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