Hello...sorry to just drop in...my test is on 31st of October so still have a little longer to wait.
I wanted to share some thoughts with you...as would really like your advice, please
I have moments when I am really convinced this is going to happen because I deserve it (don't we all?!) and then 5 mins later, I am wondering whether my little angels are still with me.
My husband has just gone away on a business trip and won't be back for a while. He's the positive one... so now I'm scared

about being alone with my thoughts. My mum is LUCKILY with me so we have been watching back-to-back dvds to attempt to distract and repress any negativity.
The negative thoughts are postponed until I climb into my bed and then they overwhelm me and I just want to cry.
I haven't had any symptoms (apart from sore breasts which probably is the progesterone) and that really worries me!
Sorry to be such a wimp!
Does anyone have any magical advice? Any mantras? Any great recommendations to push back the ugly thoughts?
Hugs to all of you...especially those who are testing soon and those who haven't been lucky....
Love
Little R