Unhappiness<br><br>Unhappiness is the most strangest thing,<br>You can’t explain because it comes from deep within<br><br>I ask myself why I am in this life,<br>For I am just sad and lonely and become a housewife<br><br>Searching, seeking for someone to care,<br>Why is life just so unfair?<br><br>A baby is all I’ve ever wanted, it would make my dream come true<br>But why am I having all these problems, it’s so hard to cope through<br><br>Will it ever happen I wonder so…<br>But I guess I’ll just have to wait and see, until then I’ll never know<br><br>One day I might get my dream and be happy too,<br>But until then I’ll just have to make do<br><br>Feeling like you have no one to support you through,<br>Is like a knife cutting you in two<br><br>Feeling so desperate, feeling so sad, <br>But one day I might get that dream then I’ll be glad<br><br>Life is a journey, and can be so unfair,<br>I ask myself is there really a god up there?<br><br>By this time next year I should be having I.V.F <br>But inside deep down I don’t have much hope left<br><br>Stay positive, aint that what they all say?<br>But really all you can do is pray and pray…<br>And hang on to that hope you’ll be a mother someday!!<br><br>kelly<br>
1st cycle own eggs Neg
2nd cycle own eggs Neg
3rd cycle cousins eggs Neg
4th cycle unknown donor eggs Neg
Going to have sisters eggs Feb 06
NEVER GIVE UP!
Kelly<br><br>Love em all!<br><br>Love<br>Tracey<br>xxxxxxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!