The IUI girls

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Sun Nov 13, 2005 2:50 pm

WOW!! Ive had the iui done..... 2nd one in morning.... testing on 27th yeahhhh!!!1

DeniseM · Post by **DeniseM** » Sun Nov 13, 2005 4:24 pm

Everything is crossed for you sweetie!!

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Sun Nov 13, 2005 9:19 pm

everything crossed for you too Denise! Have you started meds yet? xx

DeniseM · Post by **DeniseM** » Sun Nov 13, 2005 11:44 pm

Just finished sticking myself, Nicki...

I've been emotional and teary all day... DH asked if it was the meds. I said "Nope, no meds, just me."

Its lots of things. I'm a month away from what my due date would have been. My sil had her baby yesterday and she took my name. And if things weren't messy enough, the anniversary of my dad's death is coming up. Poor DH is walking around on pins and needles today. I'm such a mess.

The good news is that when things feel really out of control, I clean - so my house looks and smells wonderful.

Hopefully tomorrow is better. I toyed with the idea of calling in sick, however, I may feel better by just being busy.

Elle, your meds making you nuts too?

Holly, how's your cycle going?

Nicki, I've got everything crossed except my legs for you

Smita · Post by **Smita** » Mon Nov 14, 2005 3:19 am

Denise,
Its a tough time you're going thru..the past always finds its ways to haunt us..

Sending you biig hugs.
Whens your scan?

Nicki,
I've even got my legs crossed for you!- look a little wierd with bump, but trying it all the same!!

Elle and Holly,
How're you buddies getting along?

smita

HOLLY SANDERSON · Post by **HOLLY SANDERSON** » Mon Nov 14, 2005 7:32 am

HI GIRLS
WELL NICKI I AM THINKING ABOUT YOU ON YOUR 2WW GOOD LUCK

I HOPE I START WITH MY NEXT CYCLE IN JAN
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE ELSE

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Mon Nov 14, 2005 9:50 am

Denise, I know where u are coming from. I sympathize with you dear. x

Dh's mate and his g/friend took our name in August, and it was just after I got the BFN.... it's like stabbing the knife in deep, we are still annoyed they have our name.....

That was really not nice of your sister in law? Is that ur side or dh's side?

Hugs to you, for the anniversary of your dad's death, I have just past the 1st year of my dad dying...... I honestly I I feel for you, have you thought about seeing a medium? I am thinking about that now, I really need a message from my dad. My brother as trying to sort a date when we can go together.... I dont feel like doing it alone, and dh's not really keen on it.... he's scared after losing his mum after 2o odd years ago, when he was 7....But that he's choice I gesss.

Densie, you will be fine this time...Hugs to you x x

DeniseM · Post by **DeniseM** » Mon Nov 14, 2005 12:04 pm

Thanks, Nicki.

In my head I know that's true. In my heart I feel like I'm drowning. I took the day off work today.

I almost wonder if we shouldn't have waited instead of going right into another cycle.

I can't stop crying again, and I haven't been this bad since right after the m/c. I'm grieving again and can't seem to snap out of it. It's like things are compounding that would normally make me pause, but the cumulative effect is overwhelming.

Sorry for venting. I think after this cycle I may make an appt with the clinic counsellor.

Smita · Post by **Smita** » Mon Nov 14, 2005 2:02 pm

Denise,
Why not make an appointment now- as in dont they offer middle of cycle counselling? You seem to be badly in need of a hug..Feel free to vent dear.. Its tough losing a loved one and living on..

hugs,
smita

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Mon Nov 14, 2005 3:55 pm

OH Denise, i am sending u a cyber hug x x x

smokeroni · Post by **smokeroni** » Mon Nov 14, 2005 4:01 pm

Denise,

I hope you are feeling better. Here is a great big hug for you.

Hugs,
Pam

ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Mon Nov 14, 2005 4:33 pm

nick am trilled that you got to go on..
and now you get to start the 2 wk bliss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Denise you hang in there.. it is very normal to be sad. my gosh it is almost the time for you little one that was suppose to be born.
that is a huge.
my son was suposed to be born this month to. and it is still hard.
i know for me i post on the babies loved and lost forum. and that seems to help.

try and remember that you are starting your treaatment again and hopefuly in 9 months and a coule of wks you will have your child in your arms..

and nicki i am still so glad that you got it.. how are you going to keep busy for the next to wks?

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Mon Nov 14, 2005 4:36 pm

Im back to work tomorrow... x x

smokeroni · Post by **smokeroni** » Mon Nov 14, 2005 6:35 pm

Working will help your 2ww. Now you just have to find stuff to do in the evenings. Don't do too much though. Let DH cater to you!!!!!

Sending you lots of babydust.

Pam

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Tue Nov 15, 2005 5:16 pm

Just a thought for u iuier's to ponder over....

I got Lh surge on saturday...and i carried on doing it... just to see when it stops well.
I got +ive lh surge saturday, sunday, monday.
today tues was -ive.

so does that mean ovulation was Sunday?

Had the insemination.....on sunday and monday....

The IUI girls

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