It's soooooo good to hear from you!!! How was South Africa - was it as beautiful as they say? Did it do the trick - a change is as good as a rest and all that?? Tell all!!<br><br>I can't believe it's been 5 weeks - feels like you've been gone for months. I think I may have sent you an e-mail a couple of weeks ago asking how you were as I couldn't believe you'd been gone that long - and I might have forgotten you'd gone too!! duh! (I blame the pregnancy hormones).<br><br>It was so great opening up the pregnancy side this morning and seeing a message from you - just what I need today. To say I'm absolutely s*i**ing myself is an understatement! I so desperately want everything to be OK. My appointment's at 3.15pm so I'll keep you posted!<br><br>I'm so excited for you that you're starting your cycle next month - June is gonna be one hell of a month. You'll have my good mate Traci to cycle with - she's a fab cycle buddy. In fact I cycled with both of you last time (Traci was slightly ahead of us) so it's definitely your time this time!!! Where are you being treated again? <br><br>Anyway, great to hear from you and glad you're sounding so positive about everything. I look forward to reading all about your journey over the next couple of months! I look forward to answering all your early pregnancy questions! <br><br>LOL Helen xxxxx