You girls
I can't believe how sweet you all are, I am crying as I read through this thread you did for me, thank you all so very much. I haven't really been around for you, or my test buddies this time, sorry, I was just so traumatised.
I stayed quiet, we were in Kiev 10 days as you know, transfer 25th, and I really took it mega easy this 2ww. Since Sunday I felt "Queasy", went to the Chrsistmas market in Luebeck - really wonderful= and I nearly threw up at the smell of all the food and stuff..but I had no sore boobs. The whole drug portocol is so different, softerand solider, kind of slow build up instead of big bang, I hope that will be a good thing.
Anyway I cracked this morning and did a clear blue and got a stonking BFP

didn't even have to wait for a second before the cross went very very very blue soooooooooo

now I feel like I am sitting on a timb bomb..LittleP, Joy (princess) and all you others who are getting there and have been thru the m/c thing, you are an inspiration to me now. Even my sis is going to church to pray for us...
Blood test as planned tomorrow, so beta result Monday (I would NEVER have been able to wait til then now way) and loads of appointments next week for thyroid screening etc OMG..please let it stay +ve
So my little Ukranian Dancers are on board, question is how many and will they like it there...?
Anyone gone through M/c and needs the courage to have another go, happy to support you, I was so scared of this, but now I have it I am ok, will just take one day at a time..
Love and hugs to all of you, and thank you again for being there
Jules (bigJ)
POF+autoimmune+dh antibodies,5.05 DIVF IM M/c 7.5 wks, DIVF+TESE at ISIDA - son 08/06
FET ISIDA: 12.07.07 m/c 8 wks b.ovum, 17 Dec 2007- BFP triplets OMG!!!
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