Hi Indie and welcome!
You will find all the support you need here, you are not alone anymore!
Why dont you go on the general forum and join the "new year buddies" thread!
I will have my 2nd ICSI in Januray. It is a bit less scary now because I know what is going to happen, but the stress of the outcome is getting worst...
You can contact me any time , i am normally here every day, but tomorrow I am going home (from Africa to France), so I wont log on because I will be in the plane!!
DOnt worry, all is going to be fine for you!
Wish you the best and merry christmas!!
Take care
souris
xxx