Me 27, DH 55
04/ 05 ICSI -tive 02/06 ICSI. No fertilisation
09/ 06 ICSI. BFP!!! M/C at 12 weeks.04/07 ? ICSI -tive
04/08 ICSI BFP!!! M/C at 12 weeks
Feb 09 6th ICSI has started! neg
June 09 7th ICSI. Please make it happen!!
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!
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hello everyone
thank you all for your positive vibes......
but hubby and i are on downers at the moment,... we very very foolishly have been testing since tuesday. 6 in total.... all negative... so not holding much hope at the moment...
i have sore boobs, mild period cramps, and a period pooh, feel sick on and off all day, extremely tired and sleepy, and the weirdest nightmares, i have so had enough of the am i or am i not thoughts swirling around and around in my head. constantly running to the loo on knicker watch.....
and worse of all, seeing hubby look at me as if to say, its all over.
oh i am a moany cow,... sorry.....
i had thought the lead up to christmas would have been great to divert my mind in the 2ww, but i now know there is NOTHING to divert your mind and im even struggling to give more than lip service to my prayers, but im sure he will understand that....
sorry if i have put anyone elce on a downer, just hoping we will pick ourselves up a little tomorrow...
i will test again tomorrow and the next, but if not preggie, when will my period come ?????
love jackie xxx
Hope u have had a good xmas, and that u now have a +!!!
Hugs to u xx
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!
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