Thank you lovelies but I am afraid to say it did not work. I went to the bathroom last night and now I am having bleeding. It is light in color but still bleeding. I feel gutted. I keep crying. I will wait till my DH is back tonight from his business trip before I make the call to the hospital. I do not want to stop the progesterone suppositories just in case one embie is holding on. I did not have that heavy bleeding or cramps that are normally associated with my menstrual period.
I just do not want to hear the words from the hospital, "Sorry we told you it was your last attempt". I just read about Natural killer cells and I wish they would test me and let me try just one more time. I had a wicked allergy attack after the ET. I have a history of rheumatoid arthritis in my family. I take Propolis, 1000mg vitamin C, prenatal vitamin, green tea, 400mg folic acid and baby aspirin daily to keep my lymph nodes from swelling. I have never been tested for killer cells.
Everything happens for a reason as painful as it is. I am just searching.
I could not believe last night they had a movie about three families trying to have a baby. I turned the channel and there was a show about adoption. I thought, "Is the Universe trying to tell me something?" Each show had a happy ending.
Thank you Thank you for your support. It means alot.
xxxSending lots of love
Ramona
RAMONA TEST DATE: 29th Jan
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Smita
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Ramona,
Honey,
i dont know what to say. Just want to send you hugs..
I hope like you that one embie is holding on and you get your miracle.
Why is this your last attempt? 42 istoo young for it to be a cutoff age- cant you go private or so with one attempt?As in get the NKC's tested etc..and then go ahead.. Just rambling..
hugs,
smita
Honey,
i dont know what to say. Just want to send you hugs..
I hope like you that one embie is holding on and you get your miracle.
Why is this your last attempt? 42 istoo young for it to be a cutoff age- cant you go private or so with one attempt?As in get the NKC's tested etc..and then go ahead.. Just rambling..
hugs,
smita
me-32, dh 40
ttc 4+ years
4 failed IUI's
1st ICSI +ve 17/6/05:)
Baby girl Dhruvaa born on 14/02/06
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ttc 4+ years
4 failed IUI's
1st ICSI +ve 17/6/05:)
Baby girl Dhruvaa born on 14/02/06
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I'm so sorry hun. I will keep praying until you get final word anyway.
I hope that if you are strong enough to try again that you find a way. A hospital should not be able to tell you when it's your last attempt - that should be a decision you & DH make from your heart.
In the words of my favourite book, The Alchemist, if you follow your dreams, the world conspires to help you.
Keep following your dreams hun.
Bella.
I hope that if you are strong enough to try again that you find a way. A hospital should not be able to tell you when it's your last attempt - that should be a decision you & DH make from your heart.
In the words of my favourite book, The Alchemist, if you follow your dreams, the world conspires to help you.
Keep following your dreams hun.
Bella.
#1 -ve severe OHSS
#2&3 FET both -ve
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Jan 09 - FET...BFP!
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#2&3 FET both -ve
#4 1 blasto - BFP! Lucy Bella born 3rd Dec 06
Jan 09 - FET...BFP!
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fulloffaith
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Ramona,
I am so sorry!
Please do not give up...
Research other options, hospitals, etc. There are tons of different options I bet that are available to you. Carrying a child ourself is not the only way to become a mother. Press into God and I hope you find peace and comfort. You are stronger than you know!
I'll be praying for you sweetie...
HUGS,
Allison
I am so sorry!
Please do not give up...
Research other options, hospitals, etc. There are tons of different options I bet that are available to you. Carrying a child ourself is not the only way to become a mother. Press into God and I hope you find peace and comfort. You are stronger than you know!
I'll be praying for you sweetie...
HUGS,
Allison
Mommy to GBB triplets born 12/31/07 at 34w3d
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