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Smita · Post by **Smita** » Tue Jun 21, 2005 12:49 pm

Thanks Chanteq !
The taking rest part isn't so easy though!

Lumi Good Luck!

lumi · Post by **lumi** » Tue Jun 21, 2005 4:43 pm

Thanks Smita!

I am feeling SO tired. I had a scan today (all going well, double the patches) but that involves getting up at 5.15 am for a 7 am appointment (I am back for the start of the school day, just!) That really sets me off feeling tired for the rest of the week, I never catch up.

Nicki, I hope we dont get rain here! I am off on a school trip tomorrow. Had a cloud burst on Monday but then it just got hotter! Still 27 right now

Love to all

Love Lumi xxx

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Tue Jun 21, 2005 5:13 pm

27c here too lumi! Good Luck with your forth coming ET. Hugs to you!

I am 30 in October, and today someone said I looked 21. How about that huh???

Smita · Post by **Smita** » Wed Jun 22, 2005 4:00 am

Nicki,What a nice thing to hear! :)Always nice to know that other than the "I am 29/30 going on 20" in the mind, the attitude shows on the face too!

Lumi can't you nap when u get home from school? personally i hate getting up early morning!
OK, I know theres a thread on breasts, but well,want to post here- mine were tender and not so anymore- getting worried..keep poking them to see if they hurt..

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Wed Jun 22, 2005 4:41 pm

Smita stop poking your boobs your'll make 'em hurt more then you'll not know what to do. Leave 'em alone!!!

lumi · Post by **lumi** » Thu Jun 23, 2005 6:03 pm

Excellent advice Nicki! What a lovely thing to hear. I was trying to get my family and DH to truthfully say how old they think I look and 24 was the best they could come up with. And that's from FAMILY!!!! I am worried

Smita, yes I can nap if I get organised and make time. I did yesterday but today I wasnt home till 5.30. I am usually back by 4.30 - 5.00. Then I need to prepare dinner etc. Hmmm........

I wish I worked in air conditioned rooms!

Take care all.....Lumi xxx

Hi Chanteq, K and Denise and other youngsters!

lumi · Post by **lumi** » Thu Jun 23, 2005 6:06 pm

Nicki

I can see rom your ticker you have a plan. That's great. Once I started my secong tmt I felt so much better about my -ve. It made me realise that life goes on , there are more chances etc. How do you feel?

Love Lumi xxx

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Thu Jun 23, 2005 7:59 pm

I feel good actually. I am waiting for 2nd Af, 1st one is due in 3 days I could start then but dh says no!! so waiting for Af at end of July now.

You ok?

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Sat Jun 25, 2005 7:37 am

I am sure Af is coming I feel so emotional. Cried last night as there was a spider in our conservatory and dh would not get it, because he was watching Lenny Henry on TV. I cried like a baby but seriously I couldn't help it!

lumi · Post by **lumi** » Sat Jun 25, 2005 9:48 am

That's a definite sign!

I have had an awful 24 hours, but feel okay now. I feel so emotional that I cant cope with any stress - like you and the spider!

I have been stessing about the summer - especially inlaws visit and my mum having major surgery in July. It's not life threatening, but she had booked for end of July. Our parents dont know about the IVF yet, so this was working fine. I was happy to have a restful 2ww before goinf to look after Mum etc.

She called last night to say she had moved the date forward to week after next. This was impossible for me - 2ww, preg. result, want to spend it with DH, want to rest, .........arghhh.......I got off the pohone and didnt know waht to do. SO I cried and creid. I couldnt think of anything to say t to her that would justify me not being able to come for that time. Had to get myself to gether to go to a party organised by school - meeting parents etc. Had to be social and wanted to cry. They didnt feed us till 10.30!!! COuldnt leave till midnight. Thought I'd damaged DH's car reversing out of the drive so cried all the way home.

Anyway, I decided to tell her I was having fertility investigations for a couple of weeks (hysteroscopy etc) which is what I had exactly a year ago! She started asking LOTS of quiestions (dates, could we work around it, etc) so I cried (surprise surprise) and said I had been waiting ages and just couldnt do it until the original date.

So that is my life at the moment! I feel better now, no more tears. I know my parenst will understand one day but we dont want to tell them now. it wouldbe even more pressure. If BFP, I will tell them then.

The problem really is this emotional stuff - I feel like AF about to come but it wont ! This is ten times worse.

Hope you are all surviving better than me. DH has been good - he is trying to snap me out of the tears, and it has sort of worked! We are having a day out tomorrow.

Lumi xxxx

NickiMark · Post by **NickiMark** » Sat Jun 25, 2005 5:09 pm

How are you feelin' now? Hope ur much better!

I feel ok, at peace with myself. Just a bit tired. Just going to watch a dvd tonight and chill with dh. Ahhhhh!!!

Smita · Post by **Smita** » Mon Jun 27, 2005 1:43 pm

HI u all,
how are you?
I hope you guys are ok- Lumi and Nicki..
I was in hospital for 4 nights- just got home an hour back- I'd been having spotting- still am- and went to get it checked on Thurs morning and they promptly admitted me..
They scanned me and said that the fetal heartbeat is not there, plus the gestational sac is small, so you'll have to stay here on injections..
They scanned me this morning(by which time I'd been thru a thousand roller-coasters)and thank God the heartbeat was there- i was so scared, I had my eyes screwed shut during the scan and till the doc said the heartbeat is there, I didnt open them..
all this cause yday my doc came to my ward n told me that if they dont see the heartbeat, they're going to withdraw all treatment and start in another cycle- you can imagine how I felt..
relieved now, though am still spotting..worried if its all a dream..
Thank you girls for listening..

lumi · Post by **lumi** » Mon Jun 27, 2005 5:41 pm

Oh Smita, what an agonising time. I hope you are okay and keeping up the PMA. Keep in touch. I was out and too itred to post last night.

I have a date for ET (Thurs) so feel better about things.

Lumi xxxxxxxxxx

Hope the dvd was good, Nicki!

DeniseM · Post by **DeniseM** » Mon Jun 27, 2005 6:48 pm

Lumi, you're in my prayers this week. Good luck with the ET.

Smita, sounds like you've been through the ringer. Keep up the PMA, that's all you can do. Thank goodness there was a little heartbeat.

Nicki, AF showed up then? That's good news.

Smita · Post by **Smita** » Tue Jun 28, 2005 3:25 am

Good Luck LUMI
LOTS OF PMA TO YOU!!

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