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jen babes · Post by **jen babes** » Tue Sep 04, 2007 8:48 am

karia
good luck on your 4th cycle...as carolyn said taking lots of water helps with any headches....good luck hun

love jenB
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jen babes · Post by **jen babes** » Tue Sep 04, 2007 8:48 am

MUCH LOVE TO YA and DH hun...

Jen B
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CarolynB · Post by **CarolynB** » Tue Sep 04, 2007 11:52 am

Much love
Carolyn
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Jen1d · Post by **Jen1d** » Tue Sep 04, 2007 4:46 pm

Hi

Gill text today and didnt say anything about her embies, just that she is thinking about us all and will email soon. I have been trying to keep her perked up and positive.

So its D11, me and Carolyn's favourite day

but these pessaries are working a treat so far

I'm scared to say the B---d--g word, so wont. Have had stuff going on in my tum today, its either the pessaries fighting off AF or its worked, personally i think its the first one. I am really calm and have done no knicker checking yet but today after feeling things go on---especially D11 when its normally all over for me, i now think its all over. There are so many great embies that turn out to be negative and bad ones get a positive. There is no guarentee with this ivf crap and its all down to luck. I can just see it now, 22yr donor, quality 10 embies and bfn for me

If this happens then i wont believe any other cycle can work and i will be devastated.

Oh well, will just have to wait, nearly there now but i am just so terrified if its not worked as i get so depressed. I have been so positive so far but after these feelings today, well?????????????

Thanks for listening, know you all understand.

Thinking of you all.

Love Jen x

Jen1d · Post by **Jen1d** » Tue Sep 04, 2007 5:03 pm

lara312 · Post by **lara312** » Tue Sep 04, 2007 5:04 pm

no more talk of it not working you are going to lead the big b girls with the 1st bfp

lots of love Rachel x x

Welshgirl38 · Post by **Welshgirl38** » Tue Sep 04, 2007 6:27 pm

Jen1d · Post by **Jen1d** » Tue Sep 04, 2007 7:33 pm

Thanks Rachel and Becky

Trying to hang in there but its hard when your tum is churning and you think the witch is round the corner

I was in this position last time, the pessaries stopped me bleeding but i still got a bfn.
Have been so good this cycle and so positive but have had a major wobble since teatime. Just have to wait and see

Keep up that dieting, your doing well, might be joining you soon

Love Jen x

shantala · Post by **shantala** » Tue Sep 04, 2007 7:53 pm

hey everyone

jen1d - try and keep up that PMA. its so hard to do, i know but you must try. this WILL work. i know what you're saying about your 22 year old donor but i tell you what...i was 21 (and there's nothing wrong with me) and my first go didnt work. and i had 2 8 cell grade a embies put back. there was absolutely no reason for mine not to work and it was devastating to watch all the other "youngsters" on here getting their BFPs first time. but then hey, it worked 2nd time. and nobody knows why. so even if it doesnt work this time, dont give up. please. anyway, not that you'll need it. the chances are so in your favour with such a young donor. i was really stressed with my first ivf and i think the fact i knew what to expect this second time round helped a lot. and you seem quite chilled. i'm keeping everything crossed for you and i think your chances are quite high. i wouldnt be surprised at all if you get that long deserved BFP in a few days time. honestly!

becky - hey hun...how's you?? dont be upset about the weight loss. at least you've lost weight and not gained any. and any little helps (she says patting her bum like the asda advert). you're doing really well and every now and then you're allowed to cheat and treat yourself. and you still managed to lose weight anyway!!!! hugs!

hi to everyone else...thinking abot you all

xxxxx

Jen1d · Post by **Jen1d** » Wed Sep 05, 2007 9:28 am

Hi

Oh my god, got a big churn in my tum when i saw my ticker, it's getting to close for comfort now

Feeling better today, nothing i can do really, just wait and wait

Friday i get blood test at 08.40am then wont get the results until nearly teatime arrrrrrhhhhhhhhhh my nerves will be done in and my lovely nails will be down to the quick

Thanks for keeping my spirits up and Shantala what do you mean 'if it doesnt work this time'---its going to work

Love Jen x

jen babes · Post by **jen babes** » Wed Sep 05, 2007 10:05 am

Hi all

Beckster sorry to hear you are low hun. x x keep your head up hun you have

lost half a stone

One day ata time and you will get there...I posted this on my last post to you...think you missed it
Hope it cheers you up!!!!! Ya Chrimbo counting nutter!!!!

jen1d- 2 more sleeps ...2 more sleeps...until you join Shantala & Rachel on the BFP train. x x x

Gill thinking of ya hun x x x

Nickyz- as you are waiting 3 years for tmt how can your Boss not give you time off for ivf??? What a horrible man! You may not be working for him by then anyway?

I managed to get a GP line for 2ww and stayed off for both weeks sorting out my emotions. Will prob do the same this time. Can you not ask Gp for same. Keep your chin up Nicky you have a long wait but w are here to hold your hand x x

Aunty- How are you sweetie? much love to ya hun x x x

How is everyone else???? hugs and love to ya all

I am on my LAST day of Antibiotics

Bring out the flags x x They have been driving me nuts and am now taking all the pro biotics to try and get gut (and the old vag) flora back to being healthy,. Cost me 20 quid in the health store for the jar of acidobio thingys of high quality ( the ones in yoghurt)...Should last me 2 wks and have healthy bacteria in my bod. Am hoping it's sooner rather than later ( earliest 14th Sept) for me to start patches as my headaches have been getting worse on those damn BC pills...anyway much love

to ya girls

jenB
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Jen1d · Post by **Jen1d** » Wed Sep 05, 2007 11:03 am

Jen

You made me laugh with your TMI remark about the old vag

Poor thing you are not having the best time at the moment. Hope the headaches get beter soon

Love Jen x

beachbaby · Post by **beachbaby** » Wed Sep 05, 2007 1:31 pm

Hi Ladies,

Gill, congratulations on being PUPO, please don't feel too down, get that PMA going.

jen1, good luck tomorrow, i think thats the worst part how they make you wait all day for the results. take care.

Becky, half a pound is better than none (me last week). as someone else said its still in the right direction.

Shantala, good luck tomorrow with your scan, hope all goes well. Are you feeling more normal now, and has the swelling gone down?

Nicky, at least you now know the time frame and you can plan towards it. unfortunately the health service do not care about our situation. Hope the dietings going well.

Jenb, glad your antibiotics are at an end and you can get yourself fit and ready to go. How long till your treatment in bigB?

to everyone else i am thinking of you all, take care.

As for me just waiting for AF, due on Saturday but last month was 4 days early, so could be any time soon. then can book all my appointments. Going to get DH to show me how to do all the glittery stuff so i can join you all and not have boring posts with no sparkles.

speak soon
jayne

shantala · Post by **shantala** » Wed Sep 05, 2007 3:18 pm

hey ladies

just wanted to pop in to apologise to jen1d

when i wrote "if it doesnt work" i thought about deleting it but i decided to keep it in as it helped me second time round thinking "well, if it doesnt work then this and this...". thats why i said that you wont need my advice because of course it will work coz i'm convinced that you'll get your BFP. anyway, i'm not explaining myself very well....i'm REALLY REALLY SORRY....

it came across differently to what i meant.....praying for your BFP!!!

xxx

lara312 · Post by **lara312** » Wed Sep 05, 2007 3:44 pm

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