Hello my lovelies
Sorry I haven't been on for a few days, it's been manic!
I took Jodie on Monday, Paul said I should go as I could relax while there - yeah right! It was awful. It took 7 attempts to get the nasal tube in, her nostrils were bleeding and she was so stressed. It was horrible. Paul came down Monday evening with Emma and stayed down there and I took Emma home. She screamed from the hospital until the train went passed Harlow (about 45 minutes). All she kept screaming was I want my daddy! I think people must have thought I was abducting her - people were even leaving the carriage and moving to another one - obviously childless!! So to say it was stressful was an understatement! Jodie wouldn't lay on the table for the barrium meal on Tuesday morning. We should get the results of the ph study tomorrow. I will keep you posted. Thank you for all the kind wishes for her.
I'm feel really heavy now. I've put on 3 stone (42lb). My face has gone so round, I look like Violet from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - after she's turned into a blueberry! I know it's the steriods and I will go back to "normal" but that doesn't help now - I can't look in the mirror and when I'm out other people don't know, I'm convinced they are staring at me, they probably aren't but I look horrible!
It's just gone 1am and I can't sleep. Got woke up with a hypo so have had two cups of tea and some bicuits, starting to feel a little better.
I have the consultant tomorrow and the diabetic clinic so will hear the little one. We have booked a gender scan for Saturday so hopefully will get to find out what it is - will keep you all posted. I haven't told anyone about the scan, other than the girls, so will keep it a secret from everyone else - not you lot, you're special!
We ordered the cot the other day. Paul was fed up with me asking, what about this one?! It arrived yesterday. I popped to the shops today and got some pads, breast pads and nipple cream. I feel better now. Think I'm going to struggle soon getting out and I am not going shopping with Christmas shoppers! I read today that once you've had a premature baby the chances of another one are really high which has scared me a little - could mean I only have 14 weeks left! I need to be prepared.
Justine, when I was in Boots I saw they did those panty liner things that Heather was talking about, maybe worth taking a look.
I will go shopping after the scan on Saturday if we find out the sex. Paul's mum is having the little ones Saturday night but Paul wants me to go to the cinema to watch SAW III with him - mmm yes that will be really relaxing!
Tammy your scan picture is so clear and your dogs are adorable!
Kareen I hope you're ok. I do read every day even if I don't get round to posting.
Sorry I don't have time for personals and my back is begining to ache but that doesn't mean I'm not thinking of you all! One thing, Vita stay off line, you can only come on to speak to us and look for lovely baby things - nothing else, it's not good for your health!
Take care and will check in tomorrow
Jo
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