Hi girls
Sorry in advance feeling a bit sorry for myself today and dont even know its a bfn yet

Have been doing so well but feeling so emotional today. At least i will be back to work tomorrow and thursday to keep me busy.
I have felt some af bits and pieces but on different days, not much really but know something is lurking--nothing around just now. On the other hand i havent had other signs like i did the last time. Dont know if this is better or worse as i have been through other cycles feeling lots then bfn and cycles where i felt nothing then bfn. I cant believe how calm i have been, until today but i am now starting to plan for a neg as i dont want to think otherwise as it hurts so much to think of the disappointment---just protecting myself again. Although i'm afraid if it doesnt work this time then i think we can definately say its over for us---i know---we have 2 more but the best embies are not implanting so ??????????
I still have it in my head that there is something wrong with me. The Dr's all say its only blocked tubes so why does it not work? I have never been pregnant after all these cycles---why?
OK going to get on with my studying and not bore you all, sorry girls
Gill - Think thats the first time we dont want af to arrive

hope you manage to decide soon.
Miracle - WELCOME, glad your on board with us. We will be here to keep you going through your journey
Thinking of you all
Away to hunt for my smilie, happy personality and will be back later
Love Jen x