Mairi Anne (qita) - I'm glad you are finding this cycle easier. It's a lot easier when you know what to expect, but then again, each additional cycle adds more stress and fear about a BFN. Sorry your missing your ski trip - but hopefully it's for a good reason!
nwquiz - welcome to the 2ww! Do you have a beta blood test scheduled or do you do HPTs?
Tammy - my clinic does only the estrogen tablets (orally). I'm glad - I hate patches. I tried the birth control patch (instead of taking the pill.... back when I cared about birth control!) and I hated always having it on. My doctors make me wait at least one cycle in between, but then again - according to them - I have all the time in the world. So I don't know for you...
Lou - I buy my HPTs on eBay - I buy ones that have a 10iu/ml sensitivity, so almost as good as FRER. I'm a little crazy right now. I'm thinking about peeing tomorrow... which is only 9dpr. Crap! Why can't time go faster?
Hopethisworks M - Sorry your beta wasn't as high as expected, but it's definitely rising. Good luck on your next test tomorrow.
Carol - no advice about the PGD, but I know that some people have done it. Maybe ask also on the "pregnant after treatment" board.
LYD - less than 24 hours! yay! I also don't know whether the things I feel in the 2ww are symptoms of pregnancy, or just regular things. Tomorrow you'll know!
AFM - how do I stop freaking out? I keep crying whenever I think about a BFN. All of our 'plan B's are just not really good options at this point. Another IVF? I'm not sure I could do that.
My therapist asked me today to think of a metaphor of a place that describes the IVF for me. I came up with the idea of a bus stop. All I can do is sit and wait for the bus to come. Sometimes, the waiting isn't so bad. The weather is nice, I have a good book to read while I wait, I'm not in a hurry to get somewhere. Sometimes the waiting is awful. It's raining, I'm late, I'm bored. People keep suggesting that I leave the bus stop (ie, take a break from the TTC) with the plan to come back later to get the bus, but that doesn't help me catch the bus - only lowers the chance I'll get the bus. Also, it doesn't get rid of all the time I've wasted sitting at the bus stop. Does this make sense? There is just so much waiting (waiting to start, waiting for SnS, waiting for phone calls from the clinic, waiting for appointments, waiting to see the fert report, waiting for betas, waiting for u/s). I'm so sick of it.
I also just found out that someone else I know is pregnant. I happen to know that she got pregnant on her second cycle of TTC. But that's not what makes me jealous. What makes me super jealous is her confidence that she will have a baby in October. She is planning her summer around being pregnant. She is looking at little baby clothes. I can't feel that way when I'm pregnant. I'm so nervous about another loss. When I got pregnant again this summer, I was so nervous about another 2nd trimester loss that a miscarriage didn't even occur to me. Now I'm so worried that I'll be surprised in a different horrible way while I worry about one of the two terrible losses I've had happening again.
Just a few more days.....
THE LIST:
-swaters2815 (Stephanie) - starting mid-January
-kbillsy – IUI 12.4, Beta BFN - saving up money to do it again!
-jmbella (Jenn) - waiting to start late-Jan/early-Feb
-Sunshine1576 - PLAN: Lap surgery, 2 rounds of IUI and then IVF in June (if not already pregnant!)
-anton - blood test on 2.25, RE appt on 2.28
-Penny100 (Darlene) - next cycle in April - good luck!
-TammyS – ER approx 3.10-13
-jkulab – AF is here! waiting to start stims
-Krisnjer - AF is here! on OCP, Suppression check on 1.19, ER/ET early Feb
-andsahsa - starting stims mid Feb, approx ET 3.3
-lauren1171 - on BCP waiting for insurance approval...grr...
- andrea3821 - COME ON, AF!
-NancyB - FET delayed to April
-Katie1231 - FET delayed to 3.18
-luv2bamom (Subha) - FET on 1.25
-ConnieC - FET 2.17
-Kynlee - AF started 1.18 - start Lupron Feb 6th - approx ER March 15
-deftonesmo -started stims 2.14, ER 2.24 - ET 2.27
-margi26 – started Lupron! - AF is here! - approx ER 3.1
-qita71 (Mairi Anne) - started stims 2.17
-Tiger04 - AF is here! HSG 2.17 - IUI approx 2.23-4
-JustSoLost (Shell)- ER 2.16
-longtimerivf - started stims - ER 2.20
- nat&alex - FET 2.9 - beta 2.17
-LYD10 -start stims on 1.29 - ER 2.10 - beta 2.24
-CjofNC (Carol) – timed intercourse - started AF 1.25
-wannabeamum (Samantha) - started stimming 1.31, ER 2.16 - ET 2.19 - beta 3.7 (at 3pm)
-leorira11 (Leora, aka listmistress!) - started stims 2.1, ER 2.15 - ET 2.20, beta 3.3
-nwquiz - stimming for IUI - Monday morning 2.21 - beta
-anacris (Nov) – FET 11.29, Beta 12.11 = 444, u/s on 12.28 - one happy, healthy baby!
-rypell1985 (Ryann) – start Lupron 10.11, lining check 11.29, FET 12.3, Beta 12.15 = 275, beta #2 = 824 - u/s = twins!
-annashope – natural IUI 12.2, Beta = 247, Beta#2 = 725 - one happy, healthy baby!
-kildean23 – FET 12.14, beta 12.27 = 565!, 2nd beta = 1315!, u/s on 1.6 - 2 sacs! next u/s 1.31
-taxcplforivf (Ginger) – start stims 12.4, ER 12.15, ET 12.20, beta 12.29 = 68!, beta #2 - 1466!, u/s 1.17
-BakersBaby (Kelly) – start stims 12/3, ER 1.13, ET 12.16, beta 12.30 = 365!, beta #2 1.7 = 3300, u/s one happy, healthy baby! OB visit on 2.2
- Karian - SURPRISE SPONTANEOUS BFP! beta = 101!, beta #2 - 566, u/s 1.18 - one happy, healthy baby!
-krcaja (Kristin) - ER 1.11, ET 1.16, beta 1.28 = 364! next beta 1.31 = 1565! u/s 2.15 = YAY! One healthy heartbeat and a twin growing more slowly. Fingers crossed for Baby B.
- lou71 (Lou) - beta 2.4 = 290! next beta 2.7 = 780! U/s on 2.22 - one happy, healthy baby!
-HopeIsAllIHave (Ashley) - ER 1.28 - ET 2.3 - beta 2.11 = BFP! 133, beta2 = 125, beta3 = 236, beta4 = 667!.... waiting in beta hell..... but things are looking better! beta 5= 3754! u/s on Friday 2.25
-SDtrying#2 - beta 2.22 - BFP on HPT at 10dpo! beta = 18 at 10dpo, beta2= 67!, beta3 =497! u/s at 6 weeks
- HopeThisWorksM ER 2.5, ET 2.10 beta 2.18 = 55!, beta 2- 2.22 = 112, beta 3

-Krys – started estrogen 11.11, FET 11.30, Beta 12.14- BFN
-Cshell717 (Mishell) – start stims 11.22, ER 12.3 w/ ET 12.6, beta 12.20 -BFN
-x0Heather0x – FET, b/w 12.3, u/s 12.10, FET 12.16, beta 12.28 - BFN
-Riya - beta on 1.7 BFN
-Jamiep03 - ET 12.27, beta 1.9 = 21.8, chemical

-kariberri517 - 3dt on 12.10, beta on 12.27 = 392, 12.29 = 472, 12.30 = 576...
-Sweetpea614 (Kat) - ER 1.14, ET 1.16, beta 1.28 BFN
-lynniecat - started stims 1.4 - ER 1.16 - no eggs at ER

-Trusting (Amanda) - started stims 1.10, ER 1/24 - beta 2.4 BFN
-amanda1979 - ER on 1.27 - ET 1.30 - beta 2.11 BFN
-Kimber Baby - ER 1.28 , ET 2.3 - beta 2.14 BFN
-hotgreentea (Sherry) - start stims 1.23 - ER 2.3 - ET 2.9, beta 2.17 - BFN
-Sunshine 12 - start stims 1.27 - ER 2.6 - ET 2.9 - beta 2.20 - BFN.... taking a few months break...
-Kerri_789 - started stims 1.26 - ER 2.7 ET 2.9 - beta 2.21 BFN